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Nov 18 2008

Weekly Daybook 6

simple-woman-daybook-large.jpgOutside My Window... it's a beautifully cold and blustery day out there today, with the sun's warmly shining rays seeming to shoo away the day's soggy-gray beginnings. The wind's now blowing through the mostly bared branches of our Maple tree, tugging on her last few brown and withered leaves, beckoning their surrender, parading them through the air and scattering them carelessly along the littered, wet ground. A Northeasterly wind has brought this year's first wintery flurries of crystalline flakes our way this morning, quietly covering the fading colors of Fall strewn about our yard with a translucently thin veil of lacey white.

I am thinking... where to start... *sighs* lots... feeling a bit melancholy today I think.

I am thankful for... being able to be home, and therefore available to comfort my cranky-crying-oh-so-miserably-because-she's-teething-baby by holding her close and snugging most of our day away in the rocker, comfort nursing and distracting her with our favorite picture books, even though it means that barely anything from my list of things that I'd needed hoped to get done today is getting accomplished...

From the kitchen... not much as of yet. It's nice and clean though, thanks to N. ;) I baked some wholewheat banana nut bread, muffins and peanut butter cookies over the weekend. I also got the food dehydrator out of storage, cleaned it up and am going to attempt to dry out some apple slices with it. Planning to make baked potatoes, salad and baked bar-b-que chicken for dinner tonight, and then possibly bake some bread and make spaghetti tomorrow.

I am wearing... Okay, am I the only one that always feels weirded out by this question? I mean, do you really want to know, does it even matter? Sorry, melancholy for me usually means I'm thinking way too much about everything as well, though I don't mean to be, I promise! LOL Love this meme, really, other than this question which just bugs me, which probably means nothing whatsoever, except that it just kinda creeps me out for no good reason and I really probably ought to just lighten up a bit, maybe? Um, I'm wearing clothes-I promise, clean ones, and slippers to keep my bare feet off the cold tile floors. Oh, and a sleeping (finally wore herself out with crying) 15 month old baby girl is sprawled over me, cozily snoozing under a fuzzy pink blanket. Maybe I'll just start answering this one figuratively?

I am creating... a menu plan and grocery lists for an early Thanksgiving celebration dinner with my sister, brother and niece who are driving up from the MS Gulfcoast this weekend. Wooo-hooo!

I am going... to be practicing the choreography for the dance I'm participating in with my dance class a lot this week. We're performing it on stage this weekend! It's beautiful, to Steve Fee's Here I am for You off his Sacred Space album but I'm Oh. so. nervous! Um, yeah, just a wee bit of an understatement there! I have to keep reminding myself of what our class motto seems to be:

I'm dancing for an audience of ONE, my Lord alone!

We are learning... about the Great Wall of China, Egyptian Pharoahs and pyramids, a bit more about George Washington, reading some great literature, of horses and revolution, of Zoology and The Story of Inventions, some Geometry and long division, still trying to master those multiplication facts, and the kids are reading chronologically arranged portions of Scripture from the New Testament and then journaling about their readings for their private Bible devotions.

I am reading... lots of reviews and articles comparing and contrasting various digital SLR cameras, specifically Nikons and Canons, as well as some tutorials and reviews of Photoshop Elements software... *sighs* Still a bit confused about what exactly I need, as to which would be the best investment for me, but knowing most any of those babies would be dreamy... Yes, dreaming big photography dreams here lately.

I am hoping... um, to be able to someday actually buy a really nice digital SLR camera? and lens(es) ...hopefully sooner, rather than later. Oh!- And that I don't fall flat on my face when trying to dance ((gracefully-maybe? pray for me!)) this weekend...

I am hearing... T playing Angels We Have Heard On High and Silent Night (two of my favorites) beautifully on her violin, and lots of crying from an unconsolable baby today. She was even crying in her sleep last night, which sounds absolutely pitiful. These molars cutting in are giving her lots of pain.
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Around the house... aaaaargh, soooo much mess clutter to clean up. We did get all of the carpeted floors shampooed over the weekend, so that's good. All's clean under that chaos! Haha. But where does all of this stuff come from anyways? Are someone else's black holes dumping on my house? And to think of how much we've gotten rid of this past year already, yipes?! The kids are now getting ready to be picked up for their dance practice, so glad that it's not my turn to take them, worked out perfectly for me to stay here with sleeping baby S today (if only madly barking DOG would shut up! now that their ride is here, arrrgh!). Okay, quiet again, just baby S and I here with now-shushed dog.

One of my favorite things... my contentedly sleeping baby, and the way her fuzzy-haired head smells as she slumbers under my chin.

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week:

  1. Finish my menu plans for our Thanksgiving feast and go shopping for everything I'll be needing. :D
  2. Finish cleaning my house up as much as possible before my sister, brother and niece get here on Saturday morning (that includes all laundry and kids' bedrooms)!
  3. Practice that dance until I know it by heart and can totally do it without thinking about it, so that I can truly worship as I dance.
  4. See to it that T makes it to her basketball tryouts tonight (hoping to stay home while Chris brings her), and N to his game on Thursday, which is at the same time as my dance practice... Sooo, I'll have to drop him off and then head straight over to my practice, bringing the girls along with me, while Chris will go straight from his work to N's game, to watch him and bring him home. Normally Chris stays home with the kids during my dance practices, fortunately this is N's only Thursday game for the next couple of months. Then N his second practice of the week on Friday afternoon.
  5. Call up the Symphony of the Mountains to register T to play with the Youth Orchestra, per her violin instructor's recommendation. Oh, she is SO. EXCITED! As am I, for her, to see her living a dream of hers. Thank you Lord.
  6. Chris and I plan to get our free-ranging hens fenced in around their house so that we can find out just how many eggs they're laying. We've been finding where the new girls (last Spring's chicks) recently started laying their eggs in hidy-holes elsewhere from their nesting boxes, so we're going to corral them in and fix that problem. Sneaky Samson's coat sure is looking extra shiney these days besides... I'm missing my organic-feed-fed/free-range eggs. C'mon Girls, get with the program here, wouldya!

Here is a picture thought I am sharing...
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My Dancing Girls.

  

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Nov 13 2008

bringing good things to life~

I haven't participated in this meme before, Blogger Friend School, which provides a weekly "blogging homework" theme. As I was browsing through some of the amazing blogs listed over at the HSB Awards, I clicked onto this week's theme for the BFS, and was totally inspired to join in, since it goes hand in hand with thoughts and observations I've been having here in the last couple weeks anyways. Technically, I believe that the "assignment" is supposed to be posted on Tuesday?, but in my natural way, I'm posting mine a day two days late!

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The passion to sing, the passion to draw, the passion to build, the passion to ride, the passion for reading, the passion for nature… the list is endless. Some children exhibit their passion from day one, others need an experience to spark that passion.

Assignment: Share a field trip/lifestyle learning experience where you really felt you were bringing good things to life for your children, where something came alive for them, or ignited a passion.

This is something I've been thinking about a lot lately... the facilitating of that passion to learn, to build and to creatively express ones self; that desire to grow and to become something great that's within us all, my own children specifically, manifesting itself in so many various talents. As a parent and my children's primary instructor, it's important to me that I culture their God-given abilities and desires, bringing these good things to life, if you will... while at the same time realizing that I truly am not taking the lead... in that it's not all up to me to conjure these up in my kids. Rather, I'm watching, listening, and waiting on the Holy Spirit to show me their intrinsic giftings, and praying for His guidance as I plan our studies and their activities.

As I'm doing my best to daily immerse our kids in an engaging learning environment and introducing them to a variety of inspiring subjects, I am delighted to be discovering their passions with them, and comforted in the remembrance that these precious soul stirrings and that ultimate quickening of their spirits towards Him are all individual workings of His Spirit within them, as we're learning to walk out His Word in our lives together, and therefore not solely dependent upon me, nor anyone else. I need but tune in to them, and especially their Creator, while keeping my eyes wide open to the opportunities abounding in each moment as we journey together each day, lest I miss those small sparks that would ultimately kindle their passions and thereby could someday even dictate their very livelihoods.

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I have found that with our oldest daughter, 9yo T, who is my "go-getter", this is an easier thing to recognize; her passions. She talks about it, and initiates doing stuff working towards that end on her own. When she's inspired, the results are much more extravagant and obvious than when our 12 yo son, N is impassioned. He tends to discover passions (like writing, dance, reading a certain book, horse riding) after I've suggested he try something out. Lately I have been fascinated over the inter-connectedness of their blossoming personalities with the opportunities they've been offered thusfar in their young lives. I'm left to wonder over how beautifully it has all worked together... and question which came first, a specific passion or was an experience the catalyst of curiosity turned to desire? I've been musing over what the ramifications of these truths could be, not only in my kids' lives, but in my own as well.

And we know that for those who love God, that is, for those who are called according to his purpose, all things are working together for good.

~ Romans 8.28

It's certainly a mystery profound how the Sovereign Lord choreographs our very lives, nurturing those seeds of talent He placed within us, even as He knit us in the womb, while simultaneously allowing the free-will of our individuality. It's caused me to consider the weighty responsibility Chris and I have as parents to introduce our children- His children- to a wide array of possibilities, directing them toward His truths, and presenting them with an assortment of rich ideas for their minds and hearts to grow upon. Gradually, I am learning to recognize when the "education" is doing its work within them, and to therefore not snuff out the tiny flames which seem yet so insignificant by my own lofty unrealistic adult-perspective qualifying standards, set mostly by pre-conceived ideas of how learning "should look"... Meaningful learning does not necessarily mean a finished *project*. I'm learning to look with my child-eyes again.

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For instance, the other day when T showed me the language she's creating for the characters in one of her stories, my first teacherly-Mom thoughts were along the lines of, "well, that's not a real language... why should she be wasting her time and all of that good language interest and energies with this when we could be working on our Latin or Hebrew?" Thankfully, in the next instant, I realized that I was witnessing a beautifully genuine representation of this child's love for language and passion for writing. And so the thoughts I expressed to her were those of encouragement and "why not?, how clever!" and musings over the inceptions of various languages.

But that was not the only challenge along these lines that either one of my kids have thrown at my feeble mind in the last couple of weeks. Last month N, who's been taking guitar lessons for just over a year now (that was his own inspired idea, which he faltered in when it came to the monotany of daily practice), announced to me that he'd like to come up with his own song to play at our co-op's end of the year student presentations ceremony... I immediately had to shush my overly-conservative, doubtful-of-his-being-ready-to-do-that thoughts right up. After months of laboring resistantly through daily practicings on his guitar, he's made it over some kind of mental hump, and now usually plays daily (without my having to tell him to!), and tells me he absolutely loves it. He was also greatly inspired by the movie August Rush. As we're driving home from his lessons, he often tells me excitedly of what he's learning, and how encouraging his guitar teacher is. Just last week his instructor told him that he could play his own songs without having any music written out(?!), and could even learn to play chords he hasn't yet formally learned, just by intently listening to a piece of music and then copying what he hears. Imagine that... I am so thankful for the many wonderfully inspiring people that have been God's vessels of instruction for our kids  (and myself) over the years, what evidence of HIS faithful provision! On so very many levels, this whole parenting/homeschooling business has been such a growing experience for my own faith levels.

And I know that I've mentioned here before of how my daring daughter gets these crazy inspired ideas to do things that are much bigger than any goals I'd ever set for her. I've seen how God has been faithful to send others into our lives to facilitate dreaming and passions that I could not... but I'm apparently a slow learner. Usually my first (natural) impulse is to caution her and help her to pare her visions down a bit, set her sights more realistically... but her fervor and insistence that she can and has already counted the cost of a conceived endeavour has once again inspired me, and as I've let go of the reigns I had moments before fearfully rationally tightened my grip on, I've been further delighted to see how God has sent others to come along side of me/us to see that her fans are flamed and help set her on the path to accomplishing these fantastic goals that I couldn't have orchestrated or provided for on my own, let alone have even decided upon.

Once again, this week it seems that another request, prayerfully offered up by a girl with bigger faith shoes than I can fill has been fulfilled by a generous Father.

Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows...     

~ James 1.17

T has praise in her heart. She loves to put on worship music and dance before the Lord enthusiastically. It's something that I've enjoyed doing with my kids since they were babies in my arms, twirling together with hands lifted high. T told me on Monday that she'd like to choreograph her own dance to a Third Day song and perform it at the aforementioned homeschool co-op student presentation ceremony. I gulped down my doubts, astonished at her brevity, again. She proceeded to explain her plans to me, and I just nodded along as I listened, knowing better than to discourage her resolve. "I'm going to ask Mrs. Jamie (her dance instructor- that's another testimony we have of His great provision for us- scholarships for dance lessons) to help me with my moves and figuring it all out." "That's a good idea." "Okay then, you'll have to wait for me a little bit longer after class so that I can talk to her about it." I agreed. And after her dance class ended on Tuesday, I watched as she gingerly approached her teacher, holding her passion close, encased in a dream that she proceeded to share with a trusted confidante. To my great surprise and delight, Jamie agreed to help her and meet with her a half hour before her class, every week- for free! I went back and checked with her myself after T told me, just to make sure it was really alright! Is that crazy-generous, and just like God, or what?! Needless to say, T is so excited about it that she's on fire now, and has asked a dancing friend that we carpool with to join her in the dance! She's been busily drawing and dancing up her choreography plans. Here's what she's got so far:

song choreography

I tried getting some pictures of her dancing, but she wouldn't cooperate.
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She did, however, allow me to take some pictures of her practicing on her violin. This - her opportunity to play the violin this year- is another story of her aspirations met by the willing Hand of Providence.

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T has wanted to take violin lessons for years. I believe that the desire was probably first sparked sometime in her toddlerhood, when we spent a great deal of time with friends, whose then highschool daughter played the violin beautifully. She would watch and listen to her play intently every chance that she got. She began asking for lessons a few years ago, but we couldn't afford private violin lessons, and neither Chris nor I can even read music (something which both of our children are now learning to do quite well -without us!).  As I do, I told her that I would join in her praying that if it be His will, that He would provide an avenue for this opportunity for her. Then last year, we were blessed with the means to pay for N to have the private guitar lessons I mentioned above, and she so wanted the same. She confided to me of how she was struggling with jealousy and I reminded her that he too had been waiting for years for music lessons. Her time would come... and to be patient. Meanwhile, she decided to master her recorder and used the book that it came with to teach herself to read music and play quite a few folk songs. She joined a class offered at our co-op for the recorder, and took heart in my reminder not to despise small beginnings.

Then, to our delighted amazement, a wonderful lady decided to teach a strings class at our homeschool co-op this year, specifically violin and cello. T was beside herself with excitement over this opportunity to finally learn to play her instrument of choice - the violin. Now... if only we had a violin. I prayerfully sought the Lord, trusting Him to provide this too, knowing that with Him in it, it would all come together. Chris and I knew that it would have to happen cheaply to be feasible for us. Then towards the end of last school year, it came up at our Bible study with some friends that T was so glad to be looking forward to taking a violin class at our co-op, and since this friend had played for years, we asked her for suggestions concerning our finding a used violin for T. To our thrilled astonishment, she offered to loan T her own beautiful violin for as long as she needed it.

Time and again I have been blessed to see God's orchestration of timely provision for our children's passions, in both their inceptions and continuity. As their Mother and primary instructor, I find rest in knowing that it is not up to me to bring all these good things to life in their worlds,

      ‘ Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,’
Says the LORD of hosts.

~ Zechariah 4.6

but rather I am just an open conduit of His loving kindness and purposes for each of them, His unique creations.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

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Memory Verse: Philippians 4:8

In conclusion, brothers, focus your thoughts on what is true, noble, righteous, pure, lovable or admirable, on some virtue or on something praiseworthy.

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My blog here was actually nominated in the HSB Awards for "Best Unschooling or Eclectic Homeschooling Blog 2008"! so if you feel so inclined, I'd really appreciate your vote! ...though I hardly feel worthy to even be listed among so many wonderful homeschool blogs! There are some really GREAT homeschooling blogs listed there in ALL of the categories so be sure and check them out! You WILL be inspired and encouraged, I know that I certainly have been subscribing to some new favorites! Be sure and check them all out, and then VOTE for your favorites! ;-)

  

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Aug 28 2008

In the midst of sorrow~

Published by Beth under Worship, Friends, Musical, Faith

The evening before yesterday I was so sad to hear of the news that a precious homeschool family had lost their three year old little boy in a tragic accident. And so I went to bed praying for this mother, unable to fathom how her heart must be breaking... yet compelled to imagine what it must feel like, what her reality was even then- heart-wrenching and mind-numbing. The next morning I was stunned to learn that the mother I'd been praying for was none other than Marsha Drew, a fellow blogging friend that I used to keep up and share with very regularly. She has been on my mind and in my prayers continually these last few days, and how I've wanted to do something, to somehow just reach out and touch her across the miles, offer my sincerest love and support.

You may go and read a tribute to little Christian "Dozer", A Sweet Little Man of God! here, at Heart Of The Matter.

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In heaven with our Lord...

You alone are the LORD. You made the heavens, even the highest heavens, and all their starry host, the earth and all that is on it, the seas and all that is in them. You give life to everything, and the multitudes of heaven worship you. ~ Nememiah 9:6

Emily of The Learning Never Stops has had a blessedly inspired idea, one which will allow me (and you) to join with Marsha in the most meaningful and healing way, at the feet of our Lord, in worship. See- Emily's bought an iPod, which she's filling with songs for Marsha. I'm thankful to share with her in this opportunity for us to bless Marsha, and thereby the rest of her family as well. I will continue in praying for Marsha, grieving for her loss... and I hope that you will as well. Chris and I are both so grieved for the Drew family. I hope that these songs we're all sending to her will somehow help her to lift her whole heart, aches, questions, et al to HIM in total surrender, as she listens and finds her heart's renewal through worship. What an honor it is to bless her in this way.

If you feel so led, won't you go over to Emily's and leave her your own prayerfully selected suggestions for a song or two to go on Marsha's iPod.

T suggested "In Christ Alone" as sung by the Newsboys, so that's her offering. It's perfect. I'd just read this morning's devotional from Elisabeth Elliot, and I couldn't help but to think of Marsha and her family, and their recent loss of little Dozer:

Paul was a man who suffered the loss of everything, according to his own claim. Yet any loss he counted pure gain. The key to this transforming of earthly losses into heavenly gains is love. What do we love? If our hearts are set on people and possessions and position, the loss of those will indeed be irreparable. To the man or woman whose heart is set on Christ no loss on earth can be irreparable.

It may shock us for the moment. We may feel hurt, outraged, desolate, helpless. That is our humanity. But the Lord can show us the "long view," the incalculable gain in spiritual and eternal terms, if we love Him above all. Everything that belongs to us belongs also to Him. Everything that belongs to Him belongs also to us. What, then, can we finally lose? If we lose not Christ Himself, we have finally lost nothing, for He is our treasure and He has our hearts.

One of my all-time favorite worship albums is Rita Springer's "Created to Worship", but if I had to pick one song two songs of hers, for Marsha right now, they'd be "It's Gonna Be Worth It All" and  "Freedom Reigns".

"Never Alone" by Barlow Girl also speaks so powerfully of faith:

I waited for you today
But You didn't show
No.No.No.
I needed You today
So where did you go?
You told me to call
you said You'd be there
And though I haven't seen You
Are You still there?

Chorus
I cried out with no reply and
I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone.

And though I can not see You
and I can't explain why.
Such a deep, deep reassurance
You've placed in my life oh
We cannot separate
'Cause You're part of me
and though You're invisible
I'll trust the unseen

Chorus
I cried out with no reply
And I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone

We cannot separate
You're part of me
and though You're invisible
I'll trust the unseen

Chorus

...and a few from another one of my fave worship bands, WaterDeep, from their Worship Circle albums: "Big Enough to Hold Me":

...I know You, You, You are big enough to hold me
I know You Lord, yeah You
Will carry me through
How great, how high
How deep, how wide
Is Your love
The space in my mind is too small for You
The space in my heart is too small for You too
And all of things of the earth that i know
Are too small for all of the greatness You've shown
But in all of this i'm still facing my needs
And i'm scared of how big they feel to me
Nothing can separate from the love of Christ
All my doubts, He sees past and things to come

along with "I Will Not Forget You~ Ps.50" (which Third Day also did, but Waterdeep wrote it and I personally like WD's version better), "Come Fall On Us" and "Since I am So Sick":

Since I am so sick
Since I am in need
Since I have no healing within me
Oh, my God, be mindful of me
You are my help and my Redeemer
Oh, my God, be mindful of me
You are my help and my Redeemer
Unto You, oh Lord
I lift up my soul
In Your loving-kindness I believe
Surely those who wait on You
Will never be ashamed
All of those who call on You
Will know the faithfulness of Your name

Also "Why" by Michael Card:

Why did it have to be a friend who chose to betray the Lord?
and why did he use a kiss to show them, that's not what a kiss is for?
Only a friend can betray a friend, a stranger has nothing to gain.
and only a friend comes close enough to ever cause so much pain. Why did it have to be a thorny crown place upon his head?
It should have been a royal one, made of jewels and gold instead.
It had to be a crown of thorns, because in this world that we live,
all that would seek to love a thorn is all the world has to give.

Why did it have to be a heavy cross he was made to bear?
and why did they nail His feet and hands; His love would have held him there.
It was a cross for on a cross, a thief was supposed to pay.
and Jesus had come into the world to steal every heart away.

Yes, Jesus had come into the world to steal every heart away.

and "The Poem of Your Life", also by Michael Card.
"Eternal Father Strong to Save", as sung by Eden's Bridge.

And perhaps "The River" by Cece Winans, which is all about entrusting our children to the purposes of Adonai, especially when it means letting them go, and not understanding our circumstances. Marsha and David are having to commit their hopes and dreams for little Dozer into the Lord's keeping in a way that I just can't imagine, entrusting his future to his Maker... fully letting go (as Jochobed did when she placed Moses in that river so long ago). Though unknown, and yet veiled to us here on this side of eternity, Christian's purpose is indeed great in our Lord's awesomely eternal plan. How wonderful to know that he is in Heaven- in the very presence of our Lord, even now! What a blessed assurance, Joy in the midst of Sorrow, Peace in the midst of Suffering. Knowledge of this I know, the truth of which I pray would bring comfort to this family- daily.

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Jul 26 2008

meaningful music

Today we visited a little folk festival being held at a local State park just down the road from our house. It was fun, T made a beautiful corn husk doll that I'll forever treasure. N won second place in the greased watermelon race, and Chris learned how to make rope from poplar bark. We all chased baby S around. ;) I especially enjoyed watching her dance and visit with all the people sitting in the open-air chapel, as we listened to the Gospel Bluegrass band playing their mountain melodies.

It has been a good weekend... a restful Sabbath. I'm finally starting to get used to Chris's being home on Fridays. It's a lovely arrangement, makes the whole weekend feel longer. Lately he's been working 10 hr. days (some days more), getting his 40 hrs. in Mon.-Thurs., which gives us longer weekends, and has been nice.

Last night we had a big Shabbat dinner, basked in the warmth of our special time together, with our Lord, by the calm glow of the candles and our blessings one for another. N remarked upon how much he loves the Sabbath traditions. T asked how we came to know about it. We talked, we laughed, and I thanked our Lord inwardly for the binding of our hearts together that I was feeling as my heartstrings were being tugged upon.

Thursday morning, the kids and I spent at the lake with friends, and then I was pleasantly surprised by Chris's early return home from work. Then on Thursday evening we were blessed by the music of Ted Pearce, live! I've been a fan of this singer/songwriter/guitarist for some time, so when I received an email from a friend (thanks Crystal!) letting me know that he and his sons (who are traveling and rocking with him, the "bearded band" as they call themselves) would be playing at a local coffee shop last Thursday evening, I was a wee bit excited. Chris and I took the kids along and went to the "Manna Bagel Shop", where we were warmly welcomed by a host of new faces.

We all had a wonderful time of worship with these fellow Believers, many of whom were members of a local Messianic congregation other than the one that we've fellowshipped with, all of whom we met for the first time there. Baby S, who loves to dance at the sound of music, did just that and at one point a gentleman handed her a tambourine, which she knew exactly what to do with! It was all that I could do to keep her corralled and out of the circle of dancers on the floor, lest she trip them up. It was a night of Hebraic dance, singing, clapping, testimony and heart-felt praise as we worshiped the God of Israel in the unity of the Holy Spirit.

I love the way that Ted explained the meaning of our Lord Jesus's name in Hebrew, which you may view here: Yeshua (wish I could figure out how to embed youtube on my blog here!) Many (most?) of his songs are taken straight from the Scriptures... as he said wryly, "Everyone please open your hymnals to the Book of Isaiah!" LOL

We bought his album, Hallelu et Adonai (Hebrew for Praise the Lord), which I've wanted for some time and absolutely LOVE! I think that I like it even better than his other one we have, Zealous Over Zion, which is also wonderful.

We'd almost taken the kids to a friend's house, but I'm actually glad that it didn't work out that way and they came along with us instead. Yesterday N told me that he was inspired by Ted Pearce, to diligently pursue his own guitar practice. ;) That's good. T says that she'd like to learn to play "those drums", the bongoes, now. Hmmmm... we'll have to stick with the violin for starters, for now. We were all inspired by Ted's wonderful testimony of how he went from Atheist to Messianic Gentile Believer in Jesus/Yeshua, as well as that of a ministry close to his heart: March of Life.

My heart was encouraged. This has  been timely nourishment to my spirit, filling our home and our children's hearts with enthusiastic praise and worship of our beloved King as we sing and dance together. The Lord has really richly blessed us through His ministers lately, over here in NE TN, both local and from abroad.

I haven't even gotten around to blogging about how blessed Chris and I were to be able to go listen to and meet esteemed Biblical scholar, Dr. John Garr, at a little church in Jasper, VA. Many of his articles and books are available to read right online for free. I cannot recommend his well-researched and inspired teachings highly enough! How wonderful it was to meet he and his wife, and to personally thank them for the invaluable contributions his work has made not only in my own spiritual walk, but to the whole Body of Messiah. I'm eagerly anticipating the publication of the books that he mentioned he's working on.

Tomorrow I shall begin my week out right, with digging in the dirt as T and I tend to the garden (we've some squares to re-plant) and hanging laundry out on the line. Yes, this weekend has been music to my soul so far...

  

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Jul 03 2007

making music

Today N will have his first formal guitar lesson, and he is SO excited! He's wanted to learn to play for years now, and it just hasn't come together until here recently. It had come up again recently when we caught this show on PBS, and N was transfixed by the classical sounds of the lute. As always, I told him to just pray about it, trust the Lord, and that it would work out when the time was right. And now, it has! I am so very thankful as well, it's an answered prayer for all of us.

When Chris and I told him (about a week and a half ago) that he'd be starting weekly guitar lessons, I think he was in shock. It took a minute to sink in before he responded with, "Really?!" and wanted to know if he could learn the banjo also. We told him to slow down, and one thing at a time (guitars are cheaper and easier to come by than banjos!), he'd be starting with the guitar. And he's very happily satisfied with that, has been "nervous" and "excited" ever since, about learning something totally new, and having a new teacher.

Since lately he has become very interested in learning to play the banjo as well, it's just extra cool that his teacher (who graduated with a music degree from ETSU) also plays in a blue-grass band and teaches the banjo, as well as guitar. We found this teacher via the recommendation of a friend of mine whose teen-aged son has been taking lessons from him for a couple of years now.

So, Chris and I were all prepared to find a good deal on a used guitar for him to start with when N's Poppa surprised us with a most gracious offer. He volunteered to give N his own guitar, which he's had and played for years, but says he no longer uses much. We didn't tell N of this, but N kept asking about when and where he'd get his new guitar, since he knew that surly he'd be needing one, now that he would be taking lessons and all. We told him "Don't worry 'bout it... we'll take care of it..." and he was in total suspense. Then, last Saturday - it arrived... and yeah, he suspected and guessed EXACTLY what was in the giant box!

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But... he still didn't realize who it was from, nor its significance (that it was his Poppa's very own guitar)...

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So, we told him, and of course- he thought it was great!

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I am SO excited too, that he'll be learning something musical, even how to read music (something I don't even know much of - besides what our recorder book has taught me) and we now have a real musical instrument in our house (besides the kids' harmonicas and recorders). Also, now N can teach me to play, as he learns. I've always wanted to play the guitar too... I know there's some good guitar lessons available on-line too, that I'll have to look up for meself, since I we N now has a guitar to practice on. I love this whole homeschooling thing, I'm my kids are getting to learn so much! ;)

He's been strumming his new guitar ever since it arrived Saturday, looking forward to 5:00 today, his first lesson. T is excited that we'll get to walk around the mall for 30 minutes while we wait on Bubby to have his lesson. It's something we rarely do (mall-time), but she loves, so that'll probably become our own little weekly routine, a half-hour of girl-time at the mall each week while Bub's having his lessons. T is a bit disappointed that she's not able to start taking violin lessons yet- I told her to wait and that there's a time for everything- Bubby's been waiting for this for years. And she's been given the opportunity to ride in a lot of horse shows this year, something that hasn't worked out for N (and he's been so gracious and understanding about, another reason I'm so grateful for this working out for N!).

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Thanks Poppa and Grandma, for making our boy's dream come true! He's thrilled, and looking forward to showing you all he's learned by October!

N said that it's neat to think that he's playing the same guitar that his Poppa played. Yeah, I'd have to agree.

Mommy Note: I was blessed today to hear, during our prayers together, N thanked the Lord for providing a way for Chris and I to afford his guitar lessons, and then he asked that the Lord would also provide for T to take violin lessons. Afterwards T prayed for Daddy, and then thanked Jesus for providing Bubby with guitar lessons. I'm thanking Him for their generosity and thoughtfulness towards one another. THAT is music to my ears and heart... and a beautiful melody to our Lord as well, I'm sure.

  

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Dec 11 2006

remembering

Last Wednesday, Dec. 6th, 2006, was our baby Judah's due-date. As a family, we remembered him, or her, together and talked about what a blessed hope it is that we have in Yeshua Jesus, our Messiah... the knowledge that our child is in heaven, and that even though we may not understand all of the reasons why, we know that we can trust our loving Creator God.

We went to a concert together at a local church, given by the Liberated Wailing Wall. On their site it says that they chose their name because in Jesus, our Messiah, we are freed from mourning... what a perfect theme for our evening of remembrance. It was a beautiful concert, and a nice way to celebrate as we remembered baby Judah together in a special way, on that special day... and thanked the Lord for the gift of that child, whose life here was so very brief. We had a great time, the singing group was absolutely moving... worshipful, just such a wonderful blessing.

I was thrilled that Chris came home from work just in time to shower and go with. I'd expected that he might not make it home in time, or might be too tired and want to stay home, but he said "no, he wanted to go". And so we talked with the kids about remembering baby Judah on our way there, and how blessed we are to have the hope of heaven, and of seeing/knowing our child, this other family member of ours, one day. We all enjoyed it so, and were treated to a couple of Hanukkah songs even, which the kids knew from a cd we have, so that was fun.

Liberated Wailing Wall

  
mood : exhausted
music: silence, Chris took the kids shopping
multitasking today: putting up laundry and dinner leftovers, going to bed early

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Sep 25 2006

good music

Published by Beth under Everyday Stuff, Musical

Check 'em out (be sure and click on "listen"): Sons of Korah

They were recommended for Scripture memory help on a list I'm on, and I've definitely added them to my wishlist!

  

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Sep 03 2006

home sentiment

Earlier this hour, as I passed by my son in the doorway between our dining room and living room, I wrapped my arms around him (something he's quite used to) and we embraced for a quiet moment out of time. I had just put on a favorite cd that we haven't listened to in awhile, but we used to listen to all the time... my kids used to ask for it to sleep by.

As we stood there gently swaying~

N: "You smell good, like church"... {my perfume, which I usually only wear to church}

me: "thank you, it's my perfume"

By now I had let him go and was just walking into the living room to fetch some comfy pants from the pile on the couch (hey, at least they were folded!)

N: "It feels good when you first come home from church, don't you think?"

me: "yeah, it's always a good feeling to be home" (for lack of better words, because I was feeling that same sweet Presence, such a peace)

N: "It feels fresh..." as he ran off down the hallway...

I stood there, taking in the sweet sentiment of my dear son, and thanking the Lord for giving him such a peace in his heart, and a love for home, which is us~ together. Undoubtedly he was experiencing some of the same nostalgia I was at hearing these familiar songs again after a long while without.

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The truly anointed, powerfully prayerful, awesomely vertical worship album mentioned: Created to Worship, by Rita Springer

  
mood : cheerful
music: Created to Worship
multitasking today: fixed lunch, going to straighten up around here (put away the laundry!), read, fix some coffee and Dawn's shortbread: http://javadawn.wordpress.com/

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Dec 11 2005

Jubilant Jazz!

Published by Beth under Worship, Celebrations, Musical, Faith

One of my favorite holiday songs is Mary Did You Know?

My favorite rendition of it is from Jubilant Syke's album, Jubilant... Sykes has sung as a recitalist and with opera companies around the world, winning many awards. This collection is a collaberation between Sykes and seasoned jazz arranger and trumpeter Terence Blanchard (whose trumpet performances are legendary), a Grammy-nominated New Orleans native who is one of the most sought-after jazz musicians in the U.S. The whole album is tremendously moving, and is comprised mostly of traditional old spirituals, which Sykes became quite familiar with as he grew up in the South. With a father who studied voice and sang in church, he was given a passion for these spirituals, and he sings them with such amazingly distinctful and soulful inspiration, drawing on gospel and jazz influences.

Many of the songs have somber themes, such as Fix Me Jesus; They Led My Lord Away; Go Down, Moses; and Give Me Jesus.

But my son has, for years, particularly loved the upbeat and whimsical song "If I Got My Ticket (can I ride? Ride away into heaven in the mornin'?)", which we're jamming to right now, since as soon as I pulled the cd off our shelf N excitedly said, "MOM! Can you put it on that song?!"

Were You There?, a spiritual about Jesus' death, is set in the style of a New Orleans funeral procession with drum and voice. (Most of the musicians featured here hail from New Orleans.) I believe that one and "How I Got Over" are two of my favorite spirituals from the album.

Jubilant Sykes relates, "I always felt that the spiritual was something that should be sung to yourself, because my grandmother sang them to me hushed and quiet, never as a 'performance'. I would listen to her, but I felt I shouldn't look at ther when she sang them. Just listen." This feeling of intimate reverence is expressed in these jazz settings.

Here you may see the list of tracks from the album, and even to listen to some as well! Jubilant Sykes

  

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Dec 11 2005

Wizards of Winter ~ the Ultimate Lights show

Published by Beth under Hilariosity, Musical

We just got this in an email from a cousin. I thought it was kewl (unless you were the neighbors!) LOL! Our kids were also highly amused. ;-) Go and check it out; Wizards of Winter

  

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Dec 11 2005

Hanukkah ~ A Festival of Light, our testimony and traditions

Click here to see more pics of our 2005 Hanukkah celebration.

Later this month our family will be celebrating Hanukkah for the 7th year in a row... It has become a most blessed time of remembrance for our family, as we celebrate this Feast of Dedication.

Jesus, the Light of the World

Bringing of Light, the festival of Hanukah is held in December. On each of the eight evenings of Hanukkah, candles are placed into the menorah from right to left, with the center "Shamash"* (servant) candle and the right most candle being used the first night. The candles are lit left to right, as the Shamash candle is lit first, then all other candles. It is tradition to light the candles before the festive meal each night.

It is the Shamash candle I want to talk about. The central candle - The Shamash - The Servant - Reminds us of Yeshua in that He said of Himself:

"The Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve...(Mat 20:28).

As the Shamash is the only true source of light for all the candles so to is Yeshua the only true source of light in our lives. We see in John 1:9

There was the true light which, coming into the world, enlightens every man.

For Messianic Believers the imagery is rich: Yeshua, the "light of the world" (Jn 8:12), came as a servant (Mk 10:45) to give light to everyone (Jn 1:4-5), so that we might become lights to others (Mt 5:14).

~ excerpted from; Hanukkah

 

The angel answered her, The Ruach HaKodesh will come over you,the power of Ha 'Elyon will cover you, Therefore the holy child born to you will be called the Son of God.

Luke 1:35

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. All things came to be through Him, and without Him nothing made had being. In Him was life, and the life was the light of mankind. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not suppressed it.. .

 

~John 1.1-5

With careful examination of the Hebrew Scriptures (the Bible), we will find strong evidence that Yeshua (Jesus) the Messiah was born during the Festival of Sukkot (Tabernacles). John 1:14 says that

“the Word became flesh and tabernacled among us”.

The word “tabernacle” is the same Greek word that the Septuagint uses to translate “Sukkah” in the Torah (“teaching”, or the 5 Books of Moses). If Yeshua was born on Sukkot as the Scriptures seem to indicate, then there is another important and wonderful message revealed in this fact: The normal human gestation period from conception to birth is 40 weeks, (sometimes it may be 38 and at other times as much as 42), but 40 is normal. If we take the first day of Sukkot as Yeshua’s birthday, and we count backwards 40 weeks - 280 days - we arrive at the 2nd day of Tevet (which can fall either in early or late December), which is the last day of the Festival of Hanukkah! What an incredible Gospel message for mankind! Perhaps as Miryam the mother of Yeshua lit all 8 of the Hanukkah lamps, the words that the angel Gavri’el (Gabriel) had spoken to her came to pass,

“Shalom, favored lady! Adonai (the LORD) is with you!” ... “Don’t be afraid Miryam (Mary), for you have found favor with God. Look! You will become pregnant, you will give birth to a son, and you are to name him Yeshua (Jesus). He will be great, he will be called the Son of Ha ‘Elyon (the Most High), Adonai, God, will give him the throne of his forefather David; and he will rule the House of Ya’akov (Jacob) forever -- there will be no end to his Kingdom.”

~ Luke 1:28-33

What more appropriate time could there be for the light of the world to be conceived, than on the Festival of Lights? A note about this message: This message is taken from the teachings of First Fruits of Zion Torah Club on the Hanukkah commentary tape for 2001.

 

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HAPPY HANUKKAH!


This December we shall celebrate Hanukkah, the Festival of Lights, together as a family, for the 7th year in a row. It’s been a most blessed journey for our family, and today, I am overjoyed to be able to say that this holiday has truly become our own, complete with all of the warm nuances that come from years of cherished memories and from the meaningful associations of a family tradition deeply rooted in the history of our Faith, and of our forefathers' Faith before us... in their willingness to stand up against impossible odds that they may worship the One True God only, in the way that He ascribed. Hanukkah is the miraculous tale continued, of the history of God's people, the enemy's ploys to wipe them out, and Adonai's protection over Israel.

During Hanukkah, we remember His faithfulness to the covenantal promises He'd made to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, our forefathers, who anticipated the arrival of their Messiah, our High King ~ Jesus, the Son of David, whose arrival would not have even been possible, if not for the great courage and commitment to God of those whose story is the makings of Hanukkah. Thus, this has become our family's favorite holiday, one we cherish more each year we celebrate our own re-dedication to Adonai, and more importantly, His redemption of us. But, it hasn’t always been so…

In Hebrew, “Hanukkah” means “dedication.” It is not one of the seven Feasts given by the Lord in Leviticus. The only time Hanukkah is mentioned in Scripture is in John chapter 10 where Jesus Himself, having made a special pilgrimage to Jerusalem, to the Temple, celebrates the Feast of Dedication*.

Hanukkah is a story of religious persecution and standing up for worshiping the One True God, Adonai. Yeshua also warned His disciples that the things that happened in the story of Hanukkah would happen again (Mark 13.13-16, Matthew 24.15-18). His disciples had to understand the story of Hanukkah to understand what He was saying. Therefore, I think this should matter to us...

"But the people who know their God will display strength and take action."

~ Daniel 11.32

The story of Hanukkah was prophesied by Daniel in Daniel 11.21-33, concerning the sack of Jerusalem, and the "abomination of desolation", which was that the Jerusalem Temple was converted by Antiochus into a Temple of Zeus, with swine being sacrificed on the altar, and Jews being forbidden from circumcision, Sabbath observance, kosher diets, and the study of Torah.

First Fruits of Zion has put together a wonderful anthology on Hanukkah and the Disciples of Yeshua called Light in the Darkness which we bought this year, and it does an excellent job of laying out the historical account of the events leading up to the re-dedication of the temple, the first Hanukkah, as recorded in 1 Maccabees alongside the prophecy in Daniel. Here, I'll give you a brief synopsis;

"He will be succeeded by a contemptible person who has not been given the honor of royalty. He will invade the kingdom when its people feel secure, and he will seize it through intrigue." -Daniel 11.21


"At the time appointed he shall return, and come toward the south; but it shall not be as the former, or as the latter. For the ships of Chittim shall come against him: therefore he shall be grieved, and return, and have indignation against the holy covenant: so shall he do; he shall even return, and have intelligence with them that forsake the holy covenant." - Daniel 11.29-30

~ see 1 Maccabees 1.20-25

"And the forces from him will arise, desecrate the sanctuary fortress, and do away with the regular sacrifice. And they will set up the abomination of desolation. But the people who know their God will display strength and take action." - Daniel 11.31-32

"Let everyone who is zealous for the Torah and who stands by the covenant follow after me!" 1 Maccabees 2.27-28

Hanukkah was the first festival that our family celebrated together, as we began to study our Hebrew roots. It has been the only one we've consistently kept every year, complete with traditional/ceremonial fanfare, and our kids consider it their favorite! It's so full of rich meaning, reflection and heritage to both Jews and us Gentile branches, who have been grafted in.

I believe that Jesus most certainly kept it as well!

Here's another interesting excerpt from FFOZ's Light in the Darkness, chapter 2 "Hanukkah and the Redeemed, Why Should Hanukkah Matter to Me?" by D. Thomas Lancaster:

Given that Hanukkah is a historically Jewish festival and that its celebration is not a mitzvah (commandment) of the Torah, why would believers in Yeshua celebrate it? Obviously Jewish believers may have a cultural affinity for the festival, but is there any real biblical significance? Is there any reason non-Jews might want to incorporate the celebration of Hanukkah into their homes? There is a reason, and it's not just cultural. Yeshua kept Hanukkah.
This chapter will show the biblical basis for Hanukkah as prophesied in the book of Daniel, and it will explore the reason why Yeshua found the festival important enough to merit a special trip to the Temple.
(emphasis mine) The Master keeps the Feast of Hanukkah[i]At that time the Feast of Dedication took place at Jerusalem; it was winter, and Yeshua was walking in the Temple in the portico of Solomon. ~ John 10.22-23 In the tenth chapter of the book of John, we find Yeshua at the Temple in Jerusalem during the festival of Hanukkah. This requires some investigation. We would not expect to find Him in Jerusalem at that time of year. Usually He is stomping around the Galilee with His disciples. Ordinarily He is only in Jerusalem for the three pilgrimage festivals of Pesach, Shavuot, and Sukkot. It is a surprise to see Him in Jerusalem at Hanukkah.

The chapter goes on to explain the significance, which is fascinating... even where He was - the eastern collonade, "Solomon's Porch" is signigicant! But this post has probably already gotten too long, and I can't type out the whole chapter here! LOL You'll just have to get the book for the rest!

I think that Hanukkah, this Feast of Dedication, was important to Him (Yeshua), and I think that it should be important to us as well. What a magnificent journey of discovery this feast alone has led our family on over the years, so many blessings it's brought!

So, you may be wondering, how did we come to be interested in learning more of this sacred Day of Remembrance, Dedication, and Light? Well, from the time Chris and I had married and begun a home of our own, our main focus and purpose in all of our celebrations has always been a deep desire to extol our Lord Jesus, and for our lives to revolve around His Truths alone, that we may be His living epistles, worshiping Him in spirit and in truth.We had a Christmas tree for the first two or three years of our marriage… And then one Spring, as I was working on painting props for a Mother's Day production at our church, I met Donna… who eventually became a dear friend and mentor to me. Somehow we got to talking about the origins of various holiday trappings and traditions. At the time, all I had was questions (and this was in my pre-internet, ie; infinite library days). She shared her “file” with me, which was jam packed with years worth of research, articles and Bible studies she’d compiled and collected on the history of Christmas and Easter, as well as a bit on the Biblical Holidays (which I'd never hardly noticed before). Chris and I read, talked, read some more, prayed a lot and considered…

We both felt strongly led of the Spirit to put away everything that wasn’t directly related to Him in our lives and celebrations. The idea of celebrating these Biblical Holidays was like a breath of fresh air... in spite of how awkward it all felt initially. And we didn’t really feel comfortable simply contriving “Christian” symbolisms to tag onto various traditional items, just for the sake of keeping them - our Christmas and Easter celebrations, which we were realizing with regret were merely mans’ traditions, resulting from centuries of the Church's rejection of all things Hebraic.

So, yes, Hanukkah filled a very felt *vacancy* in a meaningful way. We determined to replace our Christmas tree with a nativity scene, but even then, it just wasn’t the same for us, knowing what we now knew…about the convoluted historical background of Christmas. I realize that this doesn't bother some of you, and that's fine. But it's always bothered us. And then, there's the materialistic/ consumerism side of it, and we just longed for something more, celebratory substance if you will... which the Biblical Holidays have more than provided! They're such intricately powerful pictures of His Plan of Redemption, and after the first few years of *newness*, they've now become an integral part of our family's celebration of our Messiah, times set aside for celebrating our Messiah, guarding His Moedim, and remembering His Promises fulfilled, and those yet to come! Also, it's become a time of deeper study and searching in His Word for us. We've felt like we've come home...

Chris and I are now just so thankful God’s led us the way that He has. But there was quite awhile when I'd even begun to resent our new-found knowledge, and the turmoil and confusion that I perceived it had brought to us and our holiday seasons, especially as we tried to relate to others Believers over the years, as we were assimilating so much new information, which others often just didn't seem interested in learning more about, or would outrightly tell me they weren't "ready for". It has certainly been an emotionally trying journey for me… And we've spent alot of years just sort of *under the radar* at our various church homes, happily learning as the Holy Spirit has led us, and sharing as He'd open doors...and praying for others', that they would come to know His glorious Plan of Redemption in the brighter light which a Hebraic understanding of the His very Hebraic Word lends... context, context!;-)

We never did do Santa before anyways, and from the start really wanted Jesus to be the emphasis of our Christmas celebrations, so that was a non-issue. But I wrestled with the Lord (and with Chris), “Wasn’t this enough?”

It was before our discovery of the Biblical holydays that we began to actually think about the whys and wherefores of what we and others were doing concerning our celebations, and where these customs came from, studying the history and traditions of Christmas, rather than just doing them because everyone else was, we were a bit disillusioned to say the least. After doing away with everything that we didn’t feel led of the Spirit to keep in place, we… Well, we basicly found that we were left just hanging onto alot of Roman Catholic traditions by hanging on to celebrating Christmas on 12/25 at all. How I struggled with it all then... To be quite honest, I still do at times.

I'll find myself getting in a funk come the end of October if I allow my sights to get on the wrong *things*, and what others are doing, rather than simply rejoicing in my Lord, and what He's called us to do. I've learned that during these times of weakness, I especially need like-minded fellowship (even if it merely be online). It has really been such a lesson in obedience for me. I remember wondering that first year,

What to do Lord, when everyone else around us is celebrating this holiday with such gusto, in Your Name even? How to balance these new found truths and convictions without isolating other believers? How to honor others at church in our children’s eyes without confusing them (and ourselves?!), and most importantly without violalting our own consciences, Your Truth as You've revealed it to us? And how to not let this become an oppressive thing to our children, a sense of loss or envy felt? Lord, You must lead us…

About that time, as I stuggled with discouragement and and a sometimes overwhelming sense of being total loners, is when our most Faithful Father orchestrated for us to meet a wonderful man, Robert VanderMaten, our SS teacher at our church then, who further encouraged us in what has now become one of my/our favorite endeavors- studying the Hebraic roots of our faith. We began to go through a verse by verse study of the book of Genesis under his tutelage. He shared Biblical/historical truths with us that we'd never heard of. It’s like God just swung open the windows of heaven, and revelation upon mind boggling, beautiful revelation He began to lay at our feet.

Pieces of this puzzle began to fall more and more into place for us as we continued to study, and further understand the Messianic implications of the Biblical Holidays. Each year, the Lord has taken us a bit deeper in our understanding of Him and His Plan as shown forth in these prophetic feasts. What a journey of fascinating discovery we're on! Truly, He doesn’t take something from us without replacing it with something of immensely greater value and beauty. I now realize that what had initially felt like loss and confusion was simply my own emotional reactions to my Father's answering my prayers that He draw me closer into Him... showing me His Wisdom, His Truths, His Story. I was experiencing growth pains as He was stretching and shaking us and our lives up, letting everything that was/is not of Him fall. away. which initially created quite a stir, and emotional refuse I could hardly see through, and choked on a bit.

Please understand that we’re not the least bit offended by other Believers’ celebrating our Lord's birth on Christmas, and we have never “boycotted” Christmas per se. I'm not saying that you should just right now drop what and how your family celebrates our Lord. I do believe it's something that you should seek clarity and Truth in though, and pray about together. I am saying that you should seek understanding, and obey Him as He leads you. I am sharing our own personal journey, in hopes that it may encourage some others on the same journey. You have to seek the Lord, and follow His Spirit's leading you, as He reveals Himself to you in His Word. You must also learn a deeper humility, and patience for others. And for the record, we’ve even continued to graciously attend family holiday celebrations.

We do like to decorate our house extravagantly for Hanukkah, with lights (it is the Festival of Lights, and we are celebrating Him, the Light of the World afterall!), Nativity scenes (as we’re celebrating our Lord’s very conception on Hanukkah, which is a VERY pro-life message, and not coincidental I don’t think either, as according to Hebraic thought, conception is truly when life begins, and when our Saviour entered this world!) and LOTS of candles and hanukkiahs! The kids enjoy hanging favorite ornaments we've kept on our strings of lights. We also like to bake hanukkah cookies, and make gingerbread man cookies (which is a winter thing for us).

Five years ago, I began writing our annual newsletter, which we send out with our holiday (Hanukkah) greeting cards. I've kept copies for ourselves as well, and these have become valuable family records which I do plan to put into our albums soon. We exchange gifts every night of Hanukkah (some of which are simply love letters to eachother, or hand-made), and do continue to send gifts out to loved ones, as we're financially able. We enjoy egg nog every holiday, starting around Thanksgiving, since it's a seasonal treat... We even hosted the big family "holiday" dinner (Christmas to them, Hanukkah for us) at our house a few years ago… and felt alright with this, since it was an opportunity to see and witness to extended family members that we'd never see otherwise, have them in our house even!

No one even seemed to really notice that there was no Christmas tree, but we did get to share about our Lord's faithfulness to His people who love and obey His Word, as commemorated during Hanukkah, when a few people curiously made mention of our Hanukkiah. We also shared of the likelihood that our Messiah's miraculous conception also most likely took place during this Festival of Light. Friends and family usually were/are fascinated by the story, and wondered over having never heard it before. Hanukkah has simply taken precedence in our house, and it has been a most naturally gradual and blessed progression. Just today, N and T gleefully exclaimed that Hanukkah is their favorite holiday.

But, we still feel like we’re only beginning to get a basic grasp of it, and I cannot express to you enough the powerful object lesson that Hanukkah and its RICH, REAL history have been to our kids, ourselves and those who we’ve shared this with over these past few years. The first couple of years were SO overwhelming, and even stressful as I’ve had many silly emotional ties to work through concerning letting go of the Christmas tree thing, and dealing with how to deal with family and friends in a way that was both edifying to them and my Lord - yet not compromising of our own convictions.

This has been so revealing to me, as I’d always assumed I was doing all of that Christmas stuff for Him, for Jesus… But now, here I was, being led of Him to move beyond this holiday to another destination, to come out of my comfort zone, and to embrace this new Holy Day of Remembrance, that at the time seemed so foreign to me... and I struggled… due to my fear of men… and my love for comfortable things that I knew and adored, warm fuzzies I didn’t want to let go of.

However, now we’ve come to a place, I believe, by the leading of the Spirit, where we aren’t offended in the least by the way others are celebrating the birth of our Savior (this is how we explain it to our young kids right now-that other Christians are celebrating Christmas, and doing things differently than we do at our house). We also still enjoy our favorite Christmas hymns with the kids. Our kids are both tap-dancing in Christmas worship productions this year, and that’s fine with me now (though in the first years of our transition it would've worried me), as the emphasis for our children, and their class, is simply on celebrating Jesus – together, something we should be doing EVERY DAY of the year. And this is something that their tap instructors have chosen for their classes to do. I am thoroughly enjoying it, as are they.

We are careful that there is no feeling of oppression, or lack, and most importantly no judgement of other Believers who celebrate differently. My purpose is not to tell you that you shouldn't celebrate Christmas, nor that you should be celebrating Hanukkah, as that is something that you must consider before the Lord, and come to your own conclusions on. I truly do believe that the Lord has led us to a real balance in our seasonal celebrations, that honors Him, and our conscience as well.

Last night we got out our boxes of holiday decorations, and the kids joyfully strung lights through - out the rooms, hanging a myriad of favorite ornaments from them. Tabitha made a pine cone strand for our chandelier from colored yarn and miniature pine cones spray painted gold. We've been preparing holiday greeting cards to send out to loved ones. And this year the kids were so especially excited, begging me to get out their menorahs that they'd made, and painted last year, from sculpey clay.

Aaaah, yes, the warm fuzzies are back, but they're now associated with Hanukkah... I thank the Lord for the JOY He has brought us in celebrating the way we do. What wonder He fills me/us with each year, as we learn more of Him, and the history of His people. I've grown to love and look forward to this intimate, shared time of reflection and introspection we have each night as we read from these historical tales of Hanukkah long ago, along with our now traditional devotional readings of Scriptures and Matthew Henry's commentaries concerning Jesus's being the Light of the World.

As we light the candles of the menorrah, with the Shamash, and the customary blessings, we do sense His Holy Presence. It is an awe-inspiring time as we retell the legendary story of Chana and her 7 sons, who died for their faith, and of the Maccabees, who risked their all for their love of Elohim's Torah, and their freedom to worship Him in spirit and in truth. And as we sit in the soft glow of the candlelight, watching the candles burn down each night, I always find myself in awe of the felt magnitude of this sacred time of contemplation and remembrance, relishing my own ceremonial rededication, as we meditate on this significant theme - we concienciously rededicate our own temples, ourselves, our lives to the Lord with renewed vigor, focus and hope.

What a blessing this time of year is to our family, and most importantly, we believe that our worship blesses our Master's heart. For me, it creates such a felt connectedness to our forefathers, and even Jesus Himself, who also celebrated this holy day... Do I think that you should be celebrating Hanukkah, or the other Hebraic Feasts as well? Of course, that is between you, your family and our Lord. I do know that you simply have no idea what you're missing though, if you have not looked into it.

There's a song on Marty Goetz's Festivals of Lights cd that I just love, which expresses our sentiments during this special holiday. We like to listen to it each night (and try to sing along with the Hanukkah blessings which are also sang on this cd) while reading, drawing or just watching the candles burn... and think about the lyrics.

CHANUKAH

Make my life Your temple

L-rd at this season start

To pull down every idol I have raised up in my heart


(Chorus)

On this Chanukah

On this Feast of Dedication

I dedicate myself to You


Take my defiled altar

Come and cleanse and come repair

So every time I falter I can run to meet you there


(Chorus)


(Bridge)

And with every candle on the menorah

That illuminates the night

Comes a prayer You'd kindle

In me, Yeshua

A desire for Your fire, for Your light


Make of my mortal body

A house worthy of Your name

Rid me of what's ungodly and every hidden thing of shame


(Chorus)


(Bridge)

And with every candle on the menorah

That illuminates the night

Comes a prayer You'd kindle

In me, Messiah

A desire for Your fire, for Your light

Take my supply of oil

Not enough to burn long I fear

But, oh, how I pray I may one day say,

"A great miracle happened here!"

We’ve had numerous friends and family join our Hanukkah celebrations (which last for eight days) over the years, and two other Christian families even felt convicted to re-evaluate their own Christmas celebrations, and have begun to learn more about our Hebraic roots and celebrate Biblical Holidays as well. But it’s also important to remember that Hanukkah is not just a replacement for Christmas. It is nice though that it’s around the same time every year...

We’ve learned that rather than focus on the compromising roots of Christmas and Easter and why we don’t celebrate them (other than their just not even being necessary once one begins celebrating the Biblical Holidays which commemorate the very same events/concepts, ie: Hanukkah; Jesus's conception, Feast of Tabernacles; His birth, Passover; His death, Feast of First Fruits; His Resurrection), it’s much more edifying to focus on the majestic beauty and profound truths that the Lord has planned for His Bride to see in the Holy Days He called HIS own when He gave them to His chosen people, and that He Himself validated as He celebrated them throughout His life, as did His disciples and Apostles of the early Church after His ascension.

The Biblical Holidays are a powerful testament to the world, that they may recognize His Plan of Redemption, to which we Gentiles are grafted in. It's a privilege to celebrate these Feasts, not an obligation by any means. Our years are so much richer as we're learning to celebrate Him, and our heritage through His Holy Days.

As an American Rabbi, Irving Greenberg put it;

As long as Hanukkah is studied and remembered, Jews will not
surrender to the night.
The proper response, as Hanukkah teaches, is not to curse the
darkness but to light a candle.


Basicly- as Christians- we’ve been robbed of having a full understanding of our rich heritage in many ways, and Chris and I have determined that we are doing our part to TAKE BACK what the enemy has so stealthily stolen, over a period of so many years - I believe that he knows what a powerful witness these appointed times are to the world. I think the question should not even be “Why should we celebrate those holidays?”, so much as “Why NOT?”

Our man-made holidays with so many contrived traditions just begin to pale in comparison to the Feasts of the Bible - you kinda lose interest when you learn Jesus was most likely conceived during Hanukkah, and born during Sukkoth - the Feast of Tabernacles (What a prophetically fitting time for the Messiah to be born). We’ve found so many treasures in these anointed celebrations (which is worship) of our Great King. We’re truly just practicing for eternity’s great celebrations of the Messiah! Yes, it’s a great adventure for sure, one we still feel like we’re just beginning. The more we learn, the more we realize we don’t know yet. ;-) We just learn a bit more day by day, and add to our celebrations each year, focusing on different feasts each year, depending on what else is going on when they come around.

We certainly haven’t done all the holidays in any one year *yet* ;-) for anyone wondering. But Hanukkah is one that we have done every year from the start. Last year, Nathan announced that he plans to name his son Judah Macabee someday! LOL! Honestly though, if not for the encouragement of others, and the strength and leadership of my unwavering dear husband, Chris, my own double-mindedness in the beginning would have probably given up on putting forth this extra effort that it takes to celebrate anew, never realizing what I/we would have been missing out on.

Anyways, that’s where we’re at today...*smiles* And I just wanted to give you some background there. We’ll be enjoying many crafts, along with plenty of latkes and doughnuts - traditional Hanukkah favorites! We always have a blast playing dreidel together, it’s so much fun... we play with m&m’s, chocolate chips, goldfish, whatever!...LOL! This game has interesting origins, and symbolism!

Many blessings to you and yours as you remember our precious Lord and Messiah this holiday season,

~ Beth & family


LORD, you have assigned me my portion and my cup; you have made my lot secure.

~Psalm 16:5


"Let everyone who is zealous for the Torah and who stands by the covenant follow after me!"
~ 1 Maccabees 2.27-28


Hanukkah & Christmas, The Messianic Connection

"Arise, shine, for your light has come,

and the glory of the LORD rises upon you.
...Your sun will never set again,

and your moon will wane no more;
the LORD will be your everlasting light,
and your days of sorrow will end.

~Isaiah 60.1, 20

Hanukkah 2004 Sabbath Day Sermon, Saturday 11 December 2004, by Christopher C. Warren

For more info. as to why Hanukkah is relevant to Christians, click below;
Are the Festivals (Moedim) for Today? by Tim Hegg (article #103)
Why I Don't Celebrate Christmas by Tim Hegg (scroll down to article #114) 
Biblical Types found in Hanukkah
Should I be Observing the Biblical Holydays?

(Book) Hanukkah: The Light is Messiah

Hanukkah Articles of Interest

Torah Tots Chanukkah Pages for Kids!

Annie's Hanukkah Page (lots of stuff for kids!)

Hanukkah: New Testament Observance

Messianic Significance of Hanukkah

Hanukkah - A Lesson in Light

A Parable About the Bible Holidays

Happy Birthday Jesus ~ Succoth

5 Reasons to Keep Hanukkah


Related WND article of interest; Christmas in America becomes battleground As holiday traditions draw national controversy, believers, pagans grapple over Jesus' inclusion

  

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Dec 11 2005

Entering the Worship Circle~

The night before last I had this song by Waterdeep and 100 Portraits playing, off their Second Circle, Enter The Worship Circle cd... I Cannot Hide My Love [ Windows | Real | MPEG ]

Well, at our house we dance often... but on this particular night Nathan entered into such a profoundly sincere mode and evident display of worship that I had to catch my breath as I turned away to hide my tears of joy and appreciation to our Maker...thanking Him profusely for moving my little 9yo boy's heart in such a felt and memorable way...

He was dancing with his whole body, kicking his feet out in a perfectly timed cadence, moving his arms with the rhythmic drumming of the beat, singing the words and swaying his head gently, with his eyes squeezed shut...just fellowshipping with Jesus...losing himself in the song, totally uninhibited and freely worshiping for all 7 minutes and 50 seconds of this long song. Then, when it was over, he asked me to play it again, and then requested it again today... I'm all weepy again at the memory as I sit here and type... I am so grateful.

Thank you dear Marsha for your sweet post that reminded me to write this. Yes, their little voices of praise are music to my ear