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Oct 07 2007

Celebrating the Feast of Ingathering

We had a wonderful time camping out last weekend, as we celebrated the Feast of Tabernacles/Ingathering, aka. Sukkoth, with friends new and old. We also helped our local congregation to build a little sukkah the weekend before in front of the church building where we meet at. They said that they build it there every year and leave it up for a couple of weeks to serve as a testimony for all who see it.

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You may go here to read more about why we, as New Covenant Gentile believers in Jesus as our Messiah, Celebrate the Feast of Tabernacles. Also, my dear friends Carla and Jenny have recently written lovely posts about this holy day as well, also known as Messiah's Feast, here and here.

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A time for worshiping our King under the sukkah... this little guy was gettin' his boogey on!

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And I heard a loud voice from heaven saying, “Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and He will dwell with them, and they shall be His people. God Himself will be with them and be their God.

Revelation 21.3

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...and for remembering Who is our shelter...

For in the time of trouble
He shall hide me in His pavilion;
In the secret place of His tabernacle
He shall hide me;
He shall set me high upon a rock.

Psalm 27.5

And we're just practicing, because according to the prophet Zechariah, someday soon...

And his feet shall stand in that day upon the mount of Olives, which is before Jerusalem on the east, and the mount of Olives shall cleave in the midst thereof toward the east and toward the west, and there shall be a very great valley; and half of the mountain shall remove toward the north, and half of it toward the south. And it shall come to pass, that every one that is left of all the nations which came against Jerusalem shall even go up from year to year to WORSHIP THE KING, the LORD of hosts and to KEEP THE FEAST OF TABERNCLES"

Zechariah 14.4,16

  
mood : energetic
music: baby S\\\\\\\'s mobile music
multitasking today: folding laundry, typing doc for hs coop nursery, taking & uploading pics, dinner preps, daydreaming of all the rearranging and creating I am inspired to do- Fall does this to me, but right now I find myself mostly nursing the baby- Oh- and eating the peanut m&m s Chris bought me a giant bag of.

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Dec 23 2006

Light of the World

When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, "I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.

~John 8.12

by the light of the candles...

Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. In him was life, and that life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it.

~John 1.3-5

Hanukkah~ Night 6

Read more here: God’s Lamp, Man’s Light - Mysteries of the Menorah

  

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Dec 14 2006

Hanukkah~ Festival of Light

This Friday, our family will be celebrating Hanukkah for the eighth year together. Yes, we believe that our Messiah is very much to be found in this Hebraic Festival of Light, which He Himself observed. It has become such a preciously intimate time for our family, anticipated and appreciated more each year I think. We're thus celebrating Jesus very differently during this season, through Hanukkah (when He was most likely actually conceived by the Holy Spirit~ could this be why Mary's reply to the angel Gabriel was a portion from a traditional Hanukkah prayer?), the Festival of Light, rather than through Christmas as we used to, and as most other Christians traditionally do during this time (which we respect, the Lord has just led us differently).

We've actually taken to celebrating His birth during the Biblical Feast of Sukkot, which is when He was most probably actually born. Also, prophetically, Sukkot anticipates the coming kingdom of our Lord and Messiah Jesus wherein all the nations, all people, shall come up to Jerusalem to worship the LORD during the festival (see Zechariah 14:16). So... we're a bit of an oddity. ;) Who knew? LOL

Those of you who know us well already know that Hanukkah is a special time for us. And for those of you who may not, or want to know more about it, just follow the links (highlighted words above) to learn more. You may also go here, here or here (click the highlighted words). It's been a wonderful journey of discovery the Lord has brought us on thusfar, and we are excited to be entering into this special Season of Miracles once again.

I've included a list of Hanukkah books that we're reading in my sidebar. We'll also be referring to our Biblical Holidays book, as we do every year.

Our daughter, 7 yo T, who has grown up celebrating Hanukkah, wrote this about it last August on her own blog;

Hanukkah is a holiday that's very fun. Hanukkah is fun because it is a day that you know that God is truly your King, if you believe in Him. God saves you after you ask for forgiveness for your sins.

Hanukkah is eight days long. Hanukkah is when you should celebrate that God comes to rescue you, like He rescued the Jews from Antiochus and his armies.

Aaaah... yes, He has indeed come to rescue us, and how we shall celebrate!

So, we're all looking forward to celebrating with good foods, kindling the lights of the hanukkiahs each night, crafts, baking cookies, gift-giving, games and sharing our celebration with friends. I also look forward to the moments of still, quiet reflections that I have come to cherish... There's a song on Marty Goetz's Festivals of Lights cd that I so appreciate, which expresses our sentiments during this special holiday. We like to listen to it each night (and try to sing along with the Hanukkah blessings which are also sang on this cd) while reading, drawing or just watching the candles burn... and think about the lyrics.

CHANUKAH

Make my life Your temple

L-rd at this season start

To pull down every idol I have raised up in my heart


(Chorus)

On this Chanukah

On this Feast of Dedication

I dedicate myself to You


Take my defiled altar

Come and cleanse and come repair

So every time I falter I can run to meet you there


(Chorus)


(Bridge)

And with every candle on the menorah

That illuminates the night

Comes a prayer You'd kindle

In me, Yeshua

A desire for Your fire, for Your light


Make of my mortal body

A house worthy of Your name

Rid me of what's ungodly and every hidden thing of shame


(Chorus)


(Bridge)

And with every candle on the menorah

That illuminates the night

Comes a prayer You'd kindle

In me, Messiah

A desire for Your fire, for Your light

Take my supply of oil

Not enough to burn long I fear

But, oh, how I pray I may one day say,

"A great miracle happened here!"

Also, a dear friend of mine shares her own special testimony of sharing Hanukkah with others here, in her Christmas Conundrum, and how the problem resolved itself here.

A great site for kids: Hanukkah for Torah Tots

More about Hanukkah @ Wikipedia

And here's a peek into our celebrations last year: Hanukkah, Night 5 and our Hanukkah 2005 flickr file.

Happy Holidays to you and yours~

Blessings in Messiah,
our "Ner Tamid" (Hebrew for "eternal flame")

~ Beth & family (aka. the brew*crew) ;)

  

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Sep 25 2006

random ramblings

The other night (when Chris was on the 'puter) my brain was so full of swirling ideas- thoughts I wanted to write about, and now here I sit, totally blank. So, I'll just share randomly about my life lately.

The house is quiet... I'm so glad that Chris was able to take the kids to their riding lessons this evening. *sighs* It's so nice to be alone for awhile, even though I spent the majority of the time adding all the necessaries to a big pot of chili, and mixing up some buttermilk cornbread. But now, dinner's on... and I'm alone with my thoughts...

After awhile the *noise* level of a 3yo, and 4yo seemingly simultaneously squabbling and then shrieking with delight over their toys, and wanting this, or that, all day, gets to ya if you're not used to it. I'm not used to it yet! LOL And it does make it especially hard to read aloud for any length of time to your 7 and 10yo! *sighs* T and N have been such a big help though, taking them outside to play, and helping to entertain them as needed. Of course, my kids are still needing their own normal amounts of Mama time and attentions as well, and then the sweet little 3 month old baby (who is really the easiest and quietest of them all) crying out for her bottle... it's just enough to tire my mind. My hat's off to you Moms of big families... Yeah, I'm still not accustomed to the added decibels during my days of having these extra kiddos here. Yet, I/we find ourselves growing quite fond of them all too.

And oh yes! Let me not forget our Rosh Hashanah celebration this weekend. It was a lovely, quiet time spent together. For our Sabbath meal, I baked my first round challah, and it turned out beautifully, if I do say so myself. Chris and the kids all agreed that it was the best tasting challah recipe that I've tried so far.

Sabbath spread

Blessed son and (goofy) daughter...

N&T

This particular Saturday was busy, with my all-morning CPR certification class (small class, got done early!), N's annual 20+ mile bike ride down a mountain with his AWANAs group, and T's riding horses all day with friends. When we all got home, we went over to visit with some friends for the evening. Sunday I baked a couple of apple crisps, put on some coffee, and we relaxed together during the entire cozy, rainy day. Eventually we all walked down to the creek, and read Michah 7:18-20, Psalm 118:5-9, and Psalms 33 aloud, shared about repentance, and thoughtfully threw bread crumbs and stones into the water, each one symbolizing a sin or regret that we were confessing privately to the Lord, never to be remembered, or brought up again... This is an ancient Jewish custom associated with Rosh Hashanah, called tashlich. We thanked Him for His forgiveness, for our redemption in Yeshua, our Messiah. Then we let Samson jump in, and laughed over his romping through the water antics. Notice him here in this picture, obediently waiting... so very patiently... oh, he wants in that water so very badly... and then with us throwing things in there, that he couldn't immediately dive in after... I'm sure that he thought we were torturing him...

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Who is a God like You,
Pardoning iniquity
And passing over the transgression of the remnant of His heritage?

He does not retain His anger forever,
Because He delights in mercy.
He will again have compassion on us,
And will subdue our iniquities.

You will cast all our[a] sins
Into the depths of the sea.

You will give truth to Jacob
And mercy to Abraham,
Which You have sworn to our fathers
From days of old.

tashlich

How our children glow during our Sabbath dinners. They enjoy the day of preparation, the expectancy, getting cleaned up and dressed up for a formal dinner (candles, special tablecloth, linen napkins, and our fine china) with *eachother*, and our Lord.

Friday evening I'd simply told the kids to get cleaned up for dinner, and Tabitha came out with one of her fanciest dresses on, had brushed and pulled her hair back and even put on perfume! She must have said "Shabbat Shalom" about ten times after dinner. LOL

I think we're all really learning to love the ceremonial familiarity of it all, and relish the blessings we pronounce upon eachother especially. It's been a wonderful new family tradition to share, and we are truly reaping a harvest of blessings from honoring the Sabbath more literally together. We're beginning to better understand the importance of it, why God made it such a priority as to model it Himself in the first Creation week.

So, I've finally gotten around to trying to finish my pinwheel quilt (a neglected project from back in January!), but had to stop before I hurt someone, due to my dinosaur of a sewing machine continually locking up on me every few stitches, which meant that I then had to totally dismantle the shuttle and all of its other immediately affected components. Now I remember why I didn't finish already! It's the machine's fault, of course! After about the tenth time of putting it all back together, I was throwing in the towel when Chris returned home from an appointment, and offered to try his hand at fixing it. So, by the time he'd finished his jerry-rigging (yes, it's truly jerry-rigged, with plastic shims now in place to *theoretically* keep it from jiggling and jamming again), I was already over it, and reading my book. Tonight, I'm tired- and reading my book. Tomorrow, I may try it out again. What's really pathetic is that I'm at the very end of the project- last step, sewing on the binding, but I'm just too lazy to do it by hand! Well, actually I'll have to do the *very* last stitches on the back by hand anyways, but hopefully not the entire binding itself. Anyways, that's my latest bit of excitement.

Chris has taken all of the doors inside of our house off their hinges- earlier last week, and we both worked on getting them all sanded and ready for him to paint them last weekend with his sprayer, but alas, it ended up raining ALL weekend long here... so our breezeway is full of doors, waiting for Chris to have another full day available for painting (hopefully this week!). We're trying to get that and some other esthetic things around here done in the next two weeks, before his Mom and step-Dad come over for a visit from central FL, during part of their vacation time. Goals are good. We're meeting them halfway between here and their time-share in Sky Valley, at a favorite restaraunt in Pigeon Forge for lunch. Then they'll follow us back here to spend a night with us, and then they're taking our kids back with them to spend a few days in their lovely cabin, sight-seeing and enjoying eachother. N and T are counting the days! Originally, the plan was that I would be going with, but since I'm babysitting these kids now, I can't. *sniff*

Oh yeah, I finally got to see the new Pride and Prejudice movie! We'd gone over to some friends' house, my friend Robin and I having the intention of scrapbooking, but since we hadn't seen eachother in so long, we just ended up talking and talking. Eventually she made mention of the fact that she'd gotten the new P&P movie for her b-day, but hadn't opened it yet, and I was ecstatic! Once she realized that I hadn't even seen it yet, we ditched the guys (who we'd planned to play cards with up till that point) and watched the movie. She hadn't seen it since it came out in the theatres, and was just as excited to watch it again as I was. Chris watched part of it with us (he's a fan of the A&E P&P), and said that it felt "adulterous to watch the parts being played by these other actors"! LOL I enjoyed it, was entranced the entire time...
Well, the kids and Chris are home, time for dinner. Later!

*Bonus, great article: Restoring that which was lost!

  
mood : drained
music: silence
multitasking today: putting up laundry & straightening the house, \'bout to go curl up with a book after dinner clean-up

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Sep 22 2006

L’shanah tovah!


L'shanah tovah ("for a good year") is a shortened version of "L'shanah tovah tikatev v'taihatem" which means "May you be inscribed and sealed for a good year."

This evening's Shabbat celebration will be a special one, for today marks the Feast of Trumpet's Eve. My daughter T, and I, have just made our first pinwheel round challah, using the challah recipe in this article. T loves helping with our challahs. We substituted freshly milled whole wheat flour for half of the flour called for, and used all-purpose for the rest (I like Hodsgon Mill's all-natural white ap). The challah from this recipe has risen fabulously so far (I've tried some that haven't)!

We've also made a carrot cake from scratch (complete with home-made cream cheese frosting, of course!), and we'll enjoy some apples with honey at our Sabbath table tonight, along with Apple Glazed BBQ Chicken. Chris has requested that I make some of his favorite, latkes. "Why wait for Hanukkah?" If I have time, I'd even like to bake an apple crisp from the recipe Carla just sent me *waving*. After dinner, we'll walk down to the creek behind our house and do tashlikh.

Tashlikh - On Tishri 1, during the afternoon, many Jews perform the ritual of “tashlikh,” or “casting off,” a ceremony in which Jews symbolically cast their sins into a body of water. We walk to flowing water, such as a creek or river, and empty our pockets into the river, symbolically casting off our sins. Often Michah 7:18-20, Psalm 118:5-9, and Psalms 33 and 130 are recited during the Tashlikh ceremony.

"Speak to the sons of Israel, saying, 'In the seventh month on the first of the month you shall have a rest, a reminder by blowing of trumpets, a holy convocation.” ~ Levitcus 23:24

My friend Carla has written a wonderfully informative article on the significance of Rosh Hashanah to us as the Redeemed, and shared some of her own family's traditions here.

Are you curious about the Feasts, God's Moedim, and why they should matter to Christians? Click here for a nice, concise overview.

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1. Overview - A compilation of Biblical material on the Feasts, along with notes on Purim, Chanukah and the Yovel Year.
2. Detailed Look - Insight into the prophetic and messianic signficance of the feasts, including application in the "New Testament."

Why were the Moedim given?

* To learn more of God, His creation and His plan, including keys to understanding role of Messiah and the end times when He establishes the Kingdom of God. The Moedim are all part of his "revelation" to us, as originally found in the Tenakh, and further developed in the New Testament.

Read more on Rosh Hashanah here at Hebrew 4 Christians.

Rosh HaShanah itself, or rather Yom Teru’ah, has prophetic significance in the life of the Christian. The blowing of the shofar is prophetic of the rapture of the church, where those who are part of the Bride of Mashiach, the church, will experience everlasting transformation:

    “Behold, I show you a mystery; We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet (shofar): for the trumpet (shofar) shall sound, and the dead shall be raised incorruptible, and we shall be changed.” (1 Corinthians 15:51)

Read about the Feast of Trumpets/Rosh Hashanah here at Biblical Holidays.

The Feast of Trumpets and Day of Atonement (Yom Kippur) are the holiest days of the Jewish year. These ten days are called the Days of Awe or High Holy Days. Unlike other holy days, they do not celebrate a season or historical event. This season is a time for looking inward to spiritual growth. The themes surrounding this holiday include:

  • Jewish New Year (Rosh Hashanah literally is “Head or beginning of the year.”)
  • God’s Royalty (Coronation Day)
  • Day of Judgment
  • Remembrance (Yom Ha-Zikaron, the day of remembrance)
  • Birthday of the world

According to Jewish Tradition all the following happened on Tishri 1:

  • Adam and Eve were created
  • The Flood waters dried up
  • Enoch was taken by God (Gen. 5:24)
  • Sarah, Rachel, and Samuel (1 Sam. 1) conceived
  • Joseph freed from prison by Pharaoh
  • The forced labor of Hebrews in Egypt ended
  • Job contracted leprosy
  • Start of sacrifices on the altar built by Ezra (Ezra 3:1)
  

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Sep 03 2006

a season of repentance, renewal~

 

Tomorrow by Edward RaymesAs we drove down a winding country road the other day, my son proclaimed to me, with satisfied air, of how glad he is that Fall is just around the corner. "It's my favorite season!" he announced jubilantly. "Oh, mine too!" I agreed, "for so very many reasons."

I love the coolness in the air, so vibrantly felt after summer's long, hot days... I love the smells of harvest and preparations for winter. To me it is the end of one year, and therefore intrinsically it is also the beginnings of the next... It has always seemed like a time of renewal to me, a shedding of the old... like so many falling leaves, bejeweled as they surrender themselves to death, thereby becoming the fertile ground of next year's blooms. It has been the season of my births, both physical and spiritual, and the season that I was full with the lives of my two winter-born babies growing inside of me. Yes, I love this time of year... for so very many reasons.

This month also commemorates the time that my husband baptized me 6 years ago now, on Rosh Hashanna, as we celebrated the Feast with our children and a company of friends and family in the Lord. The month of September correlates with the month of Elul on the Hebrew calendar, a time traditionally set aside by God's chosen people, ancient Israel, specifically "to reflect" upon the year closing. This idea has been on my heart lately, as I've been preparing for a time set aside... for me to reflect upon the preceding year. As a family, we will purposely re-dedicate ourselves to the Lord as we look forward to the next season of our lives together. It is the time of our Lord's High Holy Days, as given by Him to ancient Israel:

"And the Lord spoke to Moses saying, "Speak to the children of Israel, and say to them: The feasts of the Lord, which you shall proclaim to be holy convocations, these are My feasts." " ~ Leviticus 23:1-2

:: Artwork is "Tomorrow" by Edward Raymes, from allposters.com

Preparations for the Fall Holidays begin a full month in advance. On the Jewish calendar is a forty-day season called Teshuvah (return or repentance.) It begins on Elul 1 and ends on the Day of Atonement (Tishri 10). This forty-day season is a time for one to annually examine his life and restore relationships between God and man. The first thirty days of this season are the thirty days of the month of Elul. The last ten days of this forty-day season are the Feast of Trumpets and Day of Atonement, or the ten High Holy Days (Days of Awe).

The Jews start the celebration of the Fall Holidays thirty days prior to the Feast of Trumpets, which falls on the first day of the seventh month. For thirty days the shofar is blown every morning in the Synagogue to remind the people that the holy days are approaching, and that they should prepare themselves. Their preparation consists of confessing their sins and seeking forgiveness, and going back to fix mistakes made during the year. The ten days between the Feast of Trumpets and the Day of Atonement (Yom Kippur) are called the Days of Awe.

~excerpted from Fall Holidays Overview at Biblical Holidays.com

Celebrating the Fall Holidays has become a beautifully integrated part of our family's Christian traditions over the years, as we've been learning more about our Hebraic Heritage. Each year we have learned a little bit more about the Biblical Holidays, and their Messianic significance and associated customs, as we have celebrated them a bit differently each year, with friends and family, according to varying circumstances. I find the topic fascinating and love to learn about these Jewish roots of our faith.

Elul -- the month preceding Rosh Hashana -- begins a period of intensive introspection, of clarifying life's goals, and of coming closer to God. It is a time for realizing purpose in life -- rather than perfunctorily going through the motions of living by amassing money and seeking gratification. It is a time when we step back and look at ourselves critically and honestly, as Jews have from time immemorial, with the intention of improving.

The four Hebrew letters of the word Elul (aleph-lamed-vav-lamed) are the first letters of the four words Ani l'dodi v'dodi lee -- "I am to my Beloved and my Beloved is to me" (Song of Songs 6:3). These words sum up the relationship between God and His people.

In other words, the month preceding Rosh Hashana is a time when God reaches out to us, in an effort to create a more spiritually-inspiring atmosphere, one that stimulates teshuva.

~ABC's of Elul

These 40 days were set for all future generations as days of repentance and forgiveness. These days are especially appropriate for personal reflection and repentance since they mark the perennial recurrence of Divine compassion.

~ excerpted from the history of Elul

Here is A Kids' Bible Study Workbook for Elul & A Family Handbook for Elul (both of which we'll be using during our Bible time this month, along with our Family Guide to the Biblical Holidays book) and other Fall Festival resources for your perusing.

Awake, you sleepers, from your sleep! Rouse yourselves, you slumberers, out of your slumber! Examine your deeds, and turn to G-d in repentance. Remember your Creator, you who are caught up in the daily round, losing sight of eternal truth; you are wasting your years in vain pursuits that neither profit nor save. Look closely at yourselves; improve your ways and your deeds. Abandon your evil ways, your unworthy schemes, every one of you! (Yad Hichot Teshuva 3.4)

~ from Gates of Repentance, Maimonides' Call to Repentance

Therefore, bear fruit in keeping with repentance. ~ Matthew 3.8

 

 

 

 

 

So, with all that I've shared above, you can imagine that when I came across Tonia's thoughtful post about setting aside 30 days for prayerful heart-searching, and consciously breaking away from materialism, as well as contemplating how to reconcile our deeply rooted consumerist mentality (just plain old flesh as one commenter pointed out) with our faith in a Holy God, it struck a timely chord within me. I think it's so awesome how the Lord impressed this upon her, especially during this historically significant season of introspection, repentance and renewal.

It truly does take a concerted, conscious effort to come out of our carnal mindset, to even recognize how deeply materialism affects our daily living, and imparts apathy into our lives...and not only during times of great wealth and abundance, but also as a result of the temptation to succumb to the tendency to use our own felt needs as excuses as to why we cannot necessarily give sacrificially of ourselves, in some way. I've found myself struggling with the natural tendencies to want to hoard... yech! The only way for us to return (teshuvah) to our Lord, and to His Charity, is through repentance... and we begin with prayer, studying Yahweh's Word... and fasting.

Fasting is something that I've been thinking alot about lately... and I plan to share some of my thoughts this month in particular as I partake in Tonia's challenge. She writes:

For 30 days, my family will buy nothing except our basic necessities. No clothes or books. No movies, no trips to the ice cream parlor. No paper, or pictures, or magazines. No fancy hair gel or take-and-bake pizza. Lattes? Nope. Nothing except what it takes to live. During that month, I will journal our experiences, and blog my thoughts about poverty and hunger and our response to those issues. I'd like to try and identify with some of the "least" (economically) of the world. We will try and live without electricity for a day; eat only rice for a day. Perhaps the family will sleep together in one room for a night - on the floor; or walk six miles one day - the distance some African women walk daily to get clean water.

The goal of this month-long fast is to break the grip of materialism in our hearts and minds. We want to live in gratitude, not discontent; and we want to live with awareness of the great responsibility our affluence has laid on our shoulders.

As I'd mentioned earlier this week, we are totally broke right now financially, and already have cut our buying/spending habits down to the bare necessities for living (ie; maintaining). We have been going without treats, fancy anything, eating out, buying books, even fieldtrips that cost a mere $3 ea., etc. for the past few months. I can understand how upon a cursory reading of Tonia's challenge, one in my position could feel that there wasn't much that they could do to participate. But one must look deeper... it's not about the stuff, and how much you do or don't have. It's about what's beneath the stuff... you, your family's mission together, our Call as Believers, that armature of our lives, that is hidden and so often forgotten beneath the clutter and everyday business of our lives.

I like Tonia's ideas for real-life, experiential object lessons to share with her kids, of how very different day-to-day life is for so many less fortunate people in the world. We may have to try out some of her suggestions ourselves. I was also thinking that we could build a sukah with our kids for the Feast of Tabernacles this year, and actually eat and sleep in it, outside, under the stars, remembering that He is our covering and our provision.

The Lord knows that we are but earthen vessels, mere dirt... and I believe that this is why He has given us these holy convocations, because we are a forgetful people!! They remind us throughout the daily living of each year to look to Him, for He is our sustenance, our Father.

And so, during this month of September/Elul, I/we as a family shall be focusing on Teshuvah - Repentance.

I have started a list of what the Lord would have me to do, to finish, to make right, both between myself and those around me, and between myself and God. I would like to be more consistent in remembering the Sabbath with a special weekly meal, and I would like to add the ceremonial remembrance of the less fortunate, or the "Giving of Tzedekah" to our time of Sabbath blessings (both traditional and spontaneously Spirit led). It is customary for Jewish homes to have a "tzeddakah box", where children and adults alike may make donations to charity during private family worship. I think this is a wonderful formality to start together. I'm thinking a huge glass jug or jar! Though we have as a family given offerings, we haven't had an ongoing "pool" like this. And then, as the Lord leads us, we will give it away.

I will spend less time blogging this month, as all of my computer time will be spent studying. Chris and I have already begun taking account of our household, and focusing on getting it in order. I'll be working with him on finishing up some more of our on-going house renovations here. We have been discussing our dreams for the future, and even so, surrendering them to the will of our Lord. As a family, we will continue to make a concerted effort to focus on our daily priorities, and to thoughtfully pray for our brothers and sisters who are in more difficult times and places than we ourselves are. We shall spend extra time prayerfully exploring our Window on the World book. We'll also be reading George Mueller: Champion of Orphans, by Fern Stocker.

We'll discuss how God uses us to help others according to our faith in Him, not according to our natural abilities and resources alone. What a relief this Truth is, especially when we seem depleted ourselves. Ironically though, I have found that it's especially during these times of neediness and dependency on our part, that the Lord likes to show Himself as our Jehovah Jireh. Just yesterday, as a friend remarked over how awesome is the opportunity that I have been given to influence the parents of the children I've recently started babysitting, I immediately thought of Jesus's multiplication of the boys loaves and fishes... and remarked that I am trusting Him to multiply my efforts... for they do seem so meager in light of the task at hand.

I shall be meditating on this Truth~

Ecclesiastes 11

Bread Upon the Waters

1 Cast your bread upon the waters,
for after many days you will find it again.

2 Give portions to seven, yes to eight,
for you do not know what disaster may come upon the land.

3 If clouds are full of water,
they pour rain upon the earth.
Whether a tree falls to the south or to the north,
in the place where it falls, there will it lie.

4 Whoever watches the wind will not plant;
whoever looks at the clouds will not reap.

5 As you do not know the path of the wind,
or how the body is formed [a] in a mother's womb,
so you cannot understand the work of God,
the Maker of all things.

6 Sow your seed in the morning,
and at evening let not your hands be idle,
for you do not know which will succeed,
whether this or that,
or whether both will do equally well.

It can easily become so overwhelming when we begin to consider all of this broken world's needs and illnesses, both physical and spiritual. But we must remember that we are just like that little boy, who had faith enough to offer up to the Rabbi's hands his meager portion. Oh, but it was enough!! Not because of his great wealth, or goodness, but because of WHOSE HANDS distributed it! What a rich thought! And it is with this in mind that I/we shall consider and hope to apply any nuggets of truth the Spirit imparts to me/us as we partake in fasting this month, as the Lord leads us.

"By this time it was late in the day, so his disciples came to him. 'This is a remote place,' they said, 'and it's already very late. Send the people away so they can go to the surrounding countryside and villages and buy themselves something to eat.'

But he answered, 'You give them something to eat.'

They said to him, 'That would take eight months of a man's wages! Are we to go and spend that much on bread and give it to them to eat?' 'How many loaves do you have?' he asked. 'Go and see.'

When they found out, they said, 'Five-and two fish.' Then Jesus directed them to have all the people sit down in groups on the green grass. So they sat down in groups of hundreds and fifties. Taking the five loaves and the two fish and looking up to heaven, he gave thanks and broke the loaves. Then he gave them to his disciples to set before the people. He also divided the two fish among them all. They all ate and were satisfied, and the disciples picked up twelve basketfuls of broken pieces of bread and fish. The number of the men who had eaten was five thousand."

~Mark 6:35-44

(note: The Scriptures point out that Jesus was preaching to a crowd of 5,000 men, but since they were there to hear the teachings of the Messiah, they probably had their wives and children with them as well, and there were likely upwards to 25,000 people there!)

 

In John 6.6, we read that~

He asked this only to test him, for he already had in mind what he was going to do.

What a comfort, He already has in mind what to do, He is but waiting for us to respond, to BELIEVE that He is ABLE to provide much more than we could ever think or ask! Truly, when things seem beyond our scope of provision, it is but merely a testing ground for us, but not for His sake... He knows what He shall do, and even what He shall accomplish through us. No, the test is for our own sake, that we may see ourselves in the mirror of His Words spoken, for what and who we really are... sinners in need of a Saviour. Lord, help us to overcome our unbelief.

My prayer is that we learn and partake together of the true fast...

Thank you dear Tonia, for reminding me to go deeper...

The Lord's "Much More"


And Amaziah said to the man of God, But what shall we do for the hundred talents which I have given to the army of Israel? And the man of God answered, The Lord is able to give thee much more than this. (2 Chronicles 25:9)

If you have made a mistake, bear the loss of it; but do not act contrary to the will of the Lord. The Lord can give you much more than you are likely to lose; and if He does not, will you begin bargaining and chaffering with God. The king of Judah had hired an army from idolatrous Israel, and he was commanded to send home the fighting men because the Lord was not with them. He was willing to send away the host, only he grudged paying the hundred talents for nothing. Oh, for shame! If the Lord will give the victory without the hirelings, surely it was a good bargain to pay their wages and to be rid of them.

Be willing to lose money for conscience' sake, for peace's sake, for Christ's sake. Rest assured that losses for the Lord are not losses. Even in this life they are more than recompensed: in some cases the Lord prevents any loss from happening. As to our immortal life, what we lose for Jesus is invested in heaven. Fret not at apparent disaster but listen to the whisper, "The Lord is able to give thee much more than this."

~ daily devotional by C.H. Spurgeon

In Biblical Hebrew, the idea of repentance is represented by two verbs: שוב shuv (to return) and נחם nicham (to feel sorrow).

Click here to read more about Rosh Hashanah & Yom Teru'ah

Click here to read more about Sukkot~ The Feast of Tabernacles

 

  

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Aug 16 2006

Adam & Eve in the garden and the lullaby effect

I've just been reading a most fascinating study of the first story told in the Bible, right after that of Creation, that I stumbled upon quite by accident. It's at aish.com in their "exploring the Bible" section of "Jewish Literacy" and is by Rabbi David Forhrman. I've linked the parts here below, in case anyone else is interested. There's some real nuggets ther, it will make you think, and that's a good thing. ;)

Here's an excerpt from the introduction:

 

When we know a story "too well", we become easy prey to a syndrome I like to call

"The Lullaby Effect". The lullaby effect retards our ability to ask -- even to see -- the

really important questions that the Bible begs us to ask of it.

The "Lullaby Effect" anesthetizes us through the stupefying effects of familiarity.

 

Before reading these essays, I invite you to re-read the story of Adam, Eve and the Serpent

in the Garden of Eden. Read it in the Hebrew, if you know Hebrew -- and if you don't, read it

in translation; for the time being, any translation will do. Yes, I know: You know the story

already -- ever since sixth grade, you've had this image in your mind of the snake wound

around the tree, offering Eve an apple. But that's precisely the point. You need to forget all

that. You need to erase those images and read the story anew. You need to break the

lullaby syndrome. Read the story slowly and carefully. Just the text; no commentaries.

And as you do, ask yourself these questions: If I was reading this for the first time, what

about it would strike me as strange? What are the "big questions" that the Torah wants

me to ask about this story?

What are the elephants in the room?

Take some time to think about it. I'll meet you back right here next week and

we'll compare notes.

   
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

   
Serpents of Desire: Good and Evil in the Garden of Eden. An Introduction

Adam, Eve and the Elephant in the Room - Serpents of Desire, Part 1

A Tale of Two Trees - Serpents of Desire, Part 2

The Dark Side of Paradise - Serpents of Desire, Part 3

The Naked Truth: Serpents of Desire, Part 4

What's In It for the Snake? Serpents of Desire, Part 5

Beauty and the Beast: Serpents of Desire, Part 6

A World of Broccoli and Pizza: Serpents of Desire, Part 7

A Dark and Rainy Night in Manhattan: Serpents of Desire, Part 8

The I of the Beholder: Serpents of Desire, Part 9

Friedrich Nietzsche and the Disc Jockey: Serpents of Desire, Part 10

History's First Question: Where Are You? Serpents of Desire, Final Chapter

So, did ya read 'em yet? I'll wait.

I was reminded of how desperately I wish that I knew Hebrew (yes, eventually I will learn it, right now we're working on the alef bet). I'm afraid that we do lose alot of the deeper meanings in translation. Yes, on the surface, the story is translated correctly... but I was struck by the translation of the word "naked" (in Part 4) and how the same Hebrew word is used to describe both Adam and Eve, and is then used to describe the serpent as well... only its reverse meaning is inferred (as the word has dual, mirror-image opposite meanings).

For the record, NO, I am not and would never question the accuracy of our Bible as we know it today. There is plenty of evidence supporting it's accuracy. It's just that we've lost so many nuances of meaning, deeper insights and understandings. This is one of the reasons that I love to learn more of the Hebraic roots of the Bible, to learn the context and implications of the Scriptures as they were written... to dig. And yes, *smiles* I know that I have my concordance, and dictionaries, and they shall have to do for now, for I don't see myself reading a Hebrew Interlinear anytime soon. Hah hahaha hehehe... but someday...

Here's an excerpt of what I'm talking about, from Part 4: The Naked Truth:

If you had trouble identifying the "phantom nakedness" in our story, it may have been because you were reading the story in English. As it happens, most English translations, almost without exception, conceal the missing occurrence of "nakedness". They usually render the telltale verses in something like the following fashion:

And they were both naked, the man and his wife, and they were not ashamed. Now the serpent was more cunning than any beast of the field... (Genesis, 2:25-3:1).

As you read these words, you surely noticed that Adam and Eve were described as unclothed. But you probably didn't observe anyone else described the same way. Now trust me on this one -- you didn't see it because you were reading the words in English. Try reading the verses now, when we substitute the Hebrew word for "naked" -- arom -- in place of its English counterpart:

And they were both arom, the man and his wife, and they were not ashamed. Now the serpent was more arom than any beast of the field... (Genesis, 2:25-3:1).

One second. The snake is "arom" too?

Absolutely. Immediately after the Torah describes Adam and Eve as being naked, the Torah uses the exact same Hebrew term to describe the snake. It just so happens that "arom" can mean not just "naked", but "cunning" too.

Oh, I know that this may be absolutely boring and I almost published this entry as private... but then I thought maybe someone else would be interested as well... and this is, afterall my blog! LOL So anyways, here's some of where my thoughts have been today.

Mega info., as a point of interest: Fallen Empires~ Archaeological Discoveries and the Bible


"Little by little, one city after another, one civilization after another, one culture after another, whose memories were enshrined only in the Bible, were restored to their proper places in ancient history by the studies of archaeologists... Contemporary records of biblical events emphasized by contrast and comparison... Nowhere has archaeological discovery refuted the Bible as history."

-John Elder "Prophets, idols and Diggers" (New York: Bobbs Merrill, 1960) p. 16


"A substantial proof for the accuracy of the Old Testament text has come from archaeology. Numerous discoveries have confirmed the historical accuracy of the biblical documents, even down to the obsolete names of foreign kings... Rather than a manifestation of complete ignorance of the facts of its day, the biblical record thus reflects a great knowledge by the writer of his day, as well as precision in textual transmission."

-Norman L. Geisler, William Nix "A General Introduction to the Bible" 5th Edition (Chicago: Moody Press 1983) p. 253


  

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Aug 05 2006

a relic from back when currency was real…

like, actually worth something on is own merit.

Saturday Photo Hunt 17: Money

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a $5 gold piece from 1911

gold

"We have gold because we cannot trust governments…Paper money is a great aid to politicians: it makes it possible for them to confiscate the savings of the people by manipulation of inflation and deflation".

- President Herbert Hoover

The citizens of this country, of course, are not free to hold, to buy, or to sell gold.[1] If they were allowed to do so, they certainly would.

No international agreements, no diplomats, and no supernational bureaucracies are needed in order to restore sound monetary conditions. If a country adopts a non-inflationary policy and clings to it, then the condition required for the return to gold is already present. The return to gold does not depend on the fulfillment of some material condition. It is an ideological problem. It presupposes only one thing: the abandonment of the illusion that increasing the quantity of money creates prosperity.

The excellence of the gold standard is to be seen in the fact that it makes the monetary unit's purchasing power independent of the arbitrary and vacillating policies of governments, political parties, and pressure groups. Historical experience, especially in the last decades, has clearly shown the evils inherent in a national currency system that lacks this independence.

Reprinted from The Freeman, July 13, 1953.

 

"History records that the money changers have used every form of abuse, intrigue, deceit, and violent means possible, to maintain their control over governments, by controlling money and its issuance."

-James Madison

 


 

  

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Jul 31 2006

Tisha B’Av : 9th of Av

Thursday, August 3rd, 2006, will be the 9th day of the Hebrew month of Av.

It is a day of mourning & fasting which I've been learning more about just recently.

see: Tishah B'Av ~ Remembering the Destruction of Zion

Jeremiah Lamenting the Destruction of Jerusalem (Rembrandt, 1630)

Here are some of the events that have taken place on that day for the Jews,

 

and why they fast:

 

The LORD decreed that the original generation rescued from Egypt would die out in the desert and be deprived from entering the Promised Land because of the sin of the Spies.

~Numbers 13

Why?

Why was this decree made? A few weeks ago, we read in the weekly Torah portion of Shelach how Moshe sent spies to survey the land of Israel so they could then report on the condition of the land to the people. When the spies returned, instead of telling the people the praises of the land (such as the larger than normal produce) they gave a totally slanted and negative report. Their malicious report and horrifying predictions caused many Jews to become grief-stricken and lose their faith in G-d. The Gemora tells us that when G-d heard the bitter weeping of the Jews about what they believed was to be their bitter end, He responded "You wept a weeping without cause. Therefore, I shall establish for you a weeping (on this day) for generations to come." The weeping was clearly without cause. G-d had already promised to take the nation in to the land of Israel. While the report of the spies may have been disheartening, the people should have ignored the report, and instead had faith that G-d would keep His promise. The decree that G-d issued was that the nation would wander for 40 years in the desert, until all adult males of this generation died. Only then would their children enter the land of Israel. This decree was issued on the 9th of Av.

~ excerpted from "Reasons for Fasting, Part 1", from

Divrei Torah On The Three Weeks

  • 9th of Av - 586 BC------Destruction of First Temple (Solomon's) in Jerusalem by the Babylonians, under Nebuchadnezzar.
  • 9th of Av - AD 70 -------Destruction of Second Temple (Herod's) in Jerusalem by the Romans, under Titus.

Destruction of the Temple in Jerusalem (Francesco Hayez, 1867)

 

  • 9th of Av - AD 1095 --- First Crusade declared by Pope Urban II.
  •   9th of Av - AD 1290 --- Jews expelled from England.
  •    9th of Av - AD 1492 --- Jews expelled from Spain and Portugal.
  •    9th of Av AD 1914 --- World War I begins for Germany.
  •    9th of Av - AD 1942 --- World War II -German deportations from the Polish Warsaw Ghetto to concentration camps began.

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You may read of more historical events that took place on this significant date at: Wikipedia

I'm going to be joining thousands in fasting on Thursday.

 

Israel is a secular nation--orthodox Jews & Messianic believers are minorities.

 

May they shine brightly with the presence of God!

Good source of news about the Israeli/Lebanon war: Jerusalem Post and aish.com

For e-alerts: Christians United for Israel

“For Zion’s sake I will not keep silent, for Jerusalem’s sake I will not remain quiet, till her righteousness shines out like the dawn, her salvation like a blazing torch.”

~ Isaiah 62:1

  

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Dec 11 2005

Hanukkah ~ A Festival of Light, our testimony and traditions

Click here to see more pics of our 2005 Hanukkah celebration.

Later this month our family will be celebrating Hanukkah for the 7th year in a row... It has become a most blessed time of remembrance for our family, as we celebrate this Feast of Dedication.

Jesus, the Light of the World

Bringing of Light, the festival of Hanukah is held in December. On each of the eight evenings of Hanukkah, candles are placed into the menorah from right to left, with the center "Shamash"* (servant) candle and the right most candle being used the first night. The candles are lit left to right, as the Shamash candle is lit first, then all other candles. It is tradition to light the candles before the festive meal each night.

It is the Shamash candle I want to talk about. The central candle - The Shamash - The Servant - Reminds us of Yeshua in that He said of Himself:

"The Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve...(Mat 20:28).

As the Shamash is the only true source of light for all the candles so to is Yeshua the only true source of light in our lives. We see in John 1:9

There was the true light which, coming into the world, enlightens every man.

For Messianic Believers the imagery is rich: Yeshua, the "light of the world" (Jn 8:12), came as a servant (Mk 10:45) to give light to everyone (Jn 1:4-5), so that we might become lights to others (Mt 5:14).

~ excerpted from; Hanukkah

 

The angel answered her, The Ruach HaKodesh will come over you,the power of Ha 'Elyon will cover you, Therefore the holy child born to you will be called the Son of God.

Luke 1:35

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. All things came to be through Him, and without Him nothing made had being. In Him was life, and the life was the light of mankind. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not suppressed it.. .

 

~John 1.1-5

With careful examination of the Hebrew Scriptures (the Bible), we will find strong evidence that Yeshua (Jesus) the Messiah was born during the Festival of Sukkot (Tabernacles). John 1:14 says that

“the Word became flesh and tabernacled among us”.

The word “tabernacle” is the same Greek word that the Septuagint uses to translate “Sukkah” in the Torah (“teaching”, or the 5 Books of Moses). If Yeshua was born on Sukkot as the Scriptures seem to indicate, then there is another important and wonderful message revealed in this fact: The normal human gestation period from conception to birth is 40 weeks, (sometimes it may be 38 and at other times as much as 42), but 40 is normal. If we take the first day of Sukkot as Yeshua’s birthday, and we count backwards 40 weeks - 280 days - we arrive at the 2nd day of Tevet (which can fall either in early or late December), which is the last day of the Festival of Hanukkah! What an incredible Gospel message for mankind! Perhaps as Miryam the mother of Yeshua lit all 8 of the Hanukkah lamps, the words that the angel Gavri’el (Gabriel) had spoken to her came to pass,

“Shalom, favored lady! Adonai (the LORD) is with you!” ... “Don’t be afraid Miryam (Mary), for you have found favor with God. Look! You will become pregnant, you will give birth to a son, and you are to name him Yeshua (Jesus). He will be great, he will be called the Son of Ha ‘Elyon (the Most High), Adonai, God, will give him the throne of his forefather David; and he will rule the House of Ya’akov (Jacob) forever -- there will be no end to his Kingdom.”

~ Luke 1:28-33

What more appropriate time could there be for the light of the world to be conceived, than on the Festival of Lights? A note about this message: This message is taken from the teachings of First Fruits of Zion Torah Club on the Hanukkah commentary tape for 2001.

 

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HAPPY HANUKKAH!


This December we shall celebrate Hanukkah, the Festival of Lights, together as a family, for the 7th year in a row. It’s been a most blessed journey for our family, and today, I am overjoyed to be able to say that this holiday has truly become our own, complete with all of the warm nuances that come from years of cherished memories and from the meaningful associations of a family tradition deeply rooted in the history of our Faith, and of our forefathers' Faith before us... in their willingness to stand up against impossible odds that they may worship the One True God only, in the way that He ascribed. Hanukkah is the miraculous tale continued, of the history of God's people, the enemy's ploys to wipe them out, and Adonai's protection over Israel.

During Hanukkah, we remember His faithfulness to the covenantal promises He'd made to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, our forefathers, who anticipated the arrival of their Messiah, our High King ~ Jesus, the Son of David, whose arrival would not have even been possible, if not for the great courage and commitment to God of those whose story is the makings of Hanukkah. Thus, this has become our family's favorite holiday, one we cherish more each year we celebrate our own re-dedication to Adonai, and more importantly, His redemption of us. But, it hasn’t always been so…

In Hebrew, “Hanukkah” means “dedication.” It is not one of the seven Feasts given by the Lord in Leviticus. The only time Hanukkah is mentioned in Scripture is in John chapter 10 where Jesus Himself, having made a special pilgrimage to Jerusalem, to the Temple, celebrates the Feast of Dedication*.

Hanukkah is a story of religious persecution and standing up for worshiping the One True God, Adonai. Yeshua also warned His disciples that the things that happened in the story of Hanukkah would happen again (Mark 13.13-16, Matthew 24.15-18). His disciples had to understand the story of Hanukkah to understand what He was saying. Therefore, I think this should matter to us...

"But the people who know their God will display strength and take action."

~ Daniel 11.32

The story of Hanukkah was prophesied by Daniel in Daniel 11.21-33, concerning the sack of Jerusalem, and the "abomination of desolation", which was that the Jerusalem Temple was converted by Antiochus into a Temple of Zeus, with swine being sacrificed on the altar, and Jews being forbidden from circumcision, Sabbath observance, kosher diets, and the study of Torah.

First Fruits of Zion has put together a wonderful anthology on Hanukkah and the Disciples of Yeshua called Light in the Darkness which we bought this year, and it does an excellent job of laying out the historical account of the events leading up to the re-dedication of the temple, the first Hanukkah, as recorded in 1 Maccabees alongside the prophecy in Daniel. Here, I'll give you a brief synopsis;

"He will be succeeded by a contemptible person who has not been given the honor of royalty. He will invade the kingdom when its people feel secure, and he will seize it through intrigue." -Daniel 11.21


"At the time appointed he shall return, and come toward the south; but it shall not be as the former, or as the latter. For the ships of Chittim shall come against him: therefore he shall be grieved, and return, and have indignation against the holy covenant: so shall he do; he shall even return, and have intelligence with them that forsake the holy covenant." - Daniel 11.29-30

~ see 1 Maccabees 1.20-25

"And the forces from him will arise, desecrate the sanctuary fortress, and do away with the regular sacrifice. And they will set up the abomination of desolation. But the people who know their God will display strength and take action." - Daniel 11.31-32

"Let everyone who is zealous for the Torah and who stands by the covenant follow after me!" 1 Maccabees 2.27-28

Hanukkah was the first festival that our family celebrated together, as we began to study our Hebrew roots. It has been the only one we've consistently kept every year, complete with traditional/ceremonial fanfare, and our kids consider it their favorite! It's so full of rich meaning, reflection and heritage to both Jews and us Gentile branches, who have been grafted in.

I believe that Jesus most certainly kept it as well!

Here's another interesting excerpt from FFOZ's Light in the Darkness, chapter 2 "Hanukkah and the Redeemed, Why Should Hanukkah Matter to Me?" by D. Thomas Lancaster:

Given that Hanukkah is a historically Jewish festival and that its celebration is not a mitzvah (commandment) of the Torah, why would believers in Yeshua celebrate it? Obviously Jewish believers may have a cultural affinity for the festival, but is there any real biblical significance? Is there any reason non-Jews might want to incorporate the celebration of Hanukkah into their homes? There is a reason, and it's not just cultural. Yeshua kept Hanukkah.
This chapter will show the biblical basis for Hanukkah as prophesied in the book of Daniel, and it will explore the reason why Yeshua found the festival important enough to merit a special trip to the Temple.
(emphasis mine) The Master keeps the Feast of Hanukkah[i]At that time the Feast of Dedication took place at Jerusalem; it was winter, and Yeshua was walking in the Temple in the portico of Solomon. ~ John 10.22-23 In the tenth chapter of the book of John, we find Yeshua at the Temple in Jerusalem during the festival of Hanukkah. This requires some investigation. We would not expect to find Him in Jerusalem at that time of year. Usually He is stomping around the Galilee with His disciples. Ordinarily He is only in Jerusalem for the three pilgrimage festivals of Pesach, Shavuot, and Sukkot. It is a surprise to see Him in Jerusalem at Hanukkah.

The chapter goes on to explain the significance, which is fascinating... even where He was - the eastern collonade, "Solomon's Porch" is signigicant! But this post has probably already gotten too long, and I can't type out the whole chapter here! LOL You'll just have to get the book for the rest!

I think that Hanukkah, this Feast of Dedication, was important to Him (Yeshua), and I think that it should be important to us as well. What a magnificent journey of discovery this feast alone has led our family on over the years, so many blessings it's brought!

So, you may be wondering, how did we come to be interested in learning more of this sacred Day of Remembrance, Dedication, and Light? Well, from the time Chris and I had married and begun a home of our own, our main focus and purpose in all of our celebrations has always been a deep desire to extol our Lord Jesus, and for our lives to revolve around His Truths alone, that we may be His living epistles, worshiping Him in spirit and in truth.We had a Christmas tree for the first two or three years of our marriage… And then one Spring, as I was working on painting props for a Mother's Day production at our church, I met Donna… who eventually became a dear friend and mentor to me. Somehow we got to talking about the origins of various holiday trappings and traditions. At the time, all I had was questions (and this was in my pre-internet, ie; infinite library days). She shared her “file” with me, which was jam packed with years worth of research, articles and Bible studies she’d compiled and collected on the history of Christmas and Easter, as well as a bit on the Biblical Holidays (which I'd never hardly noticed before). Chris and I read, talked, read some more, prayed a lot and considered…

We both felt strongly led of the Spirit to put away everything that wasn’t directly related to Him in our lives and celebrations. The idea of celebrating these Biblical Holidays was like a breath of fresh air... in spite of how awkward it all felt initially. And we didn’t really feel comfortable simply contriving “Christian” symbolisms to tag onto various traditional items, just for the sake of keeping them - our Christmas and Easter celebrations, which we were realizing with regret were merely mans’ traditions, resulting from centuries of the Church's rejection of all things Hebraic.

So, yes, Hanukkah filled a very felt *vacancy* in a meaningful way. We determined to replace our Christmas tree with a nativity scene, but even then, it just wasn’t the same for us, knowing what we now knew…about the convoluted historical background of Christmas. I realize that this doesn't bother some of you, and that's fine. But it's always bothered us. And then, there's the materialistic/ consumerism side of it, and we just longed for something more, celebratory substance if you will... which the Biblical Holidays have more than provided! They're such intricately powerful pictures of His Plan of Redemption, and after the first few years of *newness*, they've now become an integral part of our family's celebration of our Messiah, times set aside for celebrating our Messiah, guarding His Moedim, and remembering His Promises fulfilled, and those yet to come! Also, it's become a time of deeper study and searching in His Word for us. We've felt like we've come home...

Chris and I are now just so thankful God’s led us the way that He has. But there was quite awhile when I'd even begun to resent our new-found knowledge, and the turmoil and confusion that I perceived it had brought to us and our holiday seasons, especially as we tried to relate to others Believers over the years, as we were assimilating so much new information, which others often just didn't seem interested in learning more about, or would outrightly tell me they weren't "ready for". It has certainly been an emotionally trying journey for me… And we've spent alot of years just sort of *under the radar* at our various church homes, happily learning as the Holy Spirit has led us, and sharing as He'd open doors...and praying for others', that they would come to know His glorious Plan of Redemption in the brighter light which a Hebraic understanding of the His very Hebraic Word lends... context, context!;-)

We never did do Santa before anyways, and from the start really wanted Jesus to be the emphasis of our Christmas celebrations, so that was a non-issue. But I wrestled with the Lord (and with Chris), “Wasn’t this enough?”

It was before our discovery of the Biblical holydays that we began to actually think about the whys and wherefores of what we and others were doing concerning our celebations, and where these customs came from, studying the history and traditions of Christmas, rather than just doing them because everyone else was, we were a bit disillusioned to say the least. After doing away with everything that we didn’t feel led of the Spirit to keep in place, we… Well, we basicly found that we were left just hanging onto alot of Roman Catholic traditions by hanging on to celebrating Christmas on 12/25 at all. How I struggled with it all then... To be quite honest, I still do at times.

I'll find myself getting in a funk come the end of October if I allow my sights to get on the wrong *things*, and what others are doing, rather than simply rejoicing in my Lord, and what He's called us to do. I've learned that during these times of weakness, I especially need like-minded fellowship (even if it merely be online). It has really been such a lesson in obedience for me. I remember wondering that first year,

What to do Lord, when everyone else around us is celebrating this holiday with such gusto, in Your Name even? How to balance these new found truths and convictions without isolating other believers? How to honor others at church in our children’s eyes without confusing them (and ourselves?!), and most importantly without violalting our own consciences, Your Truth as You've revealed it to us? And how to not let this become an oppressive thing to our children, a sense of loss or envy felt? Lord, You must lead us…

About that time, as I stuggled with discouragement and and a sometimes overwhelming sense of being total loners, is when our most Faithful Father orchestrated for us to meet a wonderful man, Robert VanderMaten, our SS teacher at our church then, who further encouraged us in what has now become one of my/our favorite endeavors- studying the Hebraic roots of our faith. We began to go through a verse by verse study of the book of Genesis under his tutelage. He shared Biblical/historical truths with us that we'd never heard of. It’s like God just swung open the windows of heaven, and revelation upon mind boggling, beautiful revelation He began to lay at our feet.

Pieces of this puzzle began to fall more and more into place for us as we continued to study, and further understand the Messianic implications of the Biblical Holidays. Each year, the Lord has taken us a bit deeper in our understanding of Him and His Plan as shown forth in these prophetic feasts. What a journey of fascinating discovery we're on! Truly, He doesn’t take something from us without replacing it with something of immensely greater value and beauty. I now realize that what had initially felt like loss and confusion was simply my own emotional reactions to my Father's answering my prayers that He draw me closer into Him... showing me His Wisdom, His Truths, His Story. I was experiencing growth pains as He was stretching and shaking us and our lives up, letting everything that was/is not of Him fall. away. which initially created quite a stir, and emotional refuse I could hardly see through, and choked on a bit.

Please understand that we’re not the least bit offended by other Believers’ celebrating our Lord's birth on Christmas, and we have never “boycotted” Christmas per se. I'm not saying that you should just right now drop what and how your family celebrates our Lord. I do believe it's something that you should seek clarity and Truth in though, and pray about together. I am saying that you should seek understanding, and obey Him as He leads you. I am sharing our own personal journey, in hopes that it may encourage some others on the same journey. You have to seek the Lord, and follow His Spirit's leading you, as He reveals Himself to you in His Word. You must also learn a deeper humility, and patience for others. And for the record, we’ve even continued to graciously attend family holiday celebrations.

We do like to decorate our house extravagantly for Hanukkah, with lights (it is the Festival of Lights, and we are celebrating Him, the Light of the World afterall!), Nativity scenes (as we’re celebrating our Lord’s very conception on Hanukkah, which is a VERY pro-life message, and not coincidental I don’t think either, as according to Hebraic thought, conception is truly when life begins, and when our Saviour entered this world!) and LOTS of candles and hanukkiahs! The kids enjoy hanging favorite ornaments we've kept on our strings of lights. We also like to bake hanukkah cookies, and make gingerbread man cookies (which is a winter thing for us).

Five years ago, I began writing our annual newsletter, which we send out with our holiday (Hanukkah) greeting cards. I've kept copies for ourselves as well, and these have become valuable family records which I do plan to put into our albums soon. We exchange gifts every night of Hanukkah (some of which are simply love letters to eachother, or hand-made), and do continue to send gifts out to loved ones, as we're financially able. We enjoy egg nog every holiday, starting around Thanksgiving, since it's a seasonal treat... We even hosted the big family "holiday" dinner (Christmas to them, Hanukkah for us) at our house a few years ago… and felt alright with this, since it was an opportunity to see and witness to extended family members that we'd never see otherwise, have them in our house even!

No one even seemed to really notice that there was no Christmas tree, but we did get to share about our Lord's faithfulness to His people who love and obey His Word, as commemorated during Hanukkah, when a few people curiously made mention of our Hanukkiah. We also shared of the likelihood that our Messiah's miraculous conception also most likely took place during this Festival of Light. Friends and family usually were/are fascinated by the story, and wondered over having never heard it before. Hanukkah has simply taken precedence in our house, and it has been a most naturally gradual and blessed progression. Just today, N and T gleefully exclaimed that Hanukkah is their favorite holiday.

But, we still feel like we’re only beginning to get a basic grasp of it, and I cannot express to you enough the powerful object lesson that Hanukkah and its RICH, REAL history have been to our kids, ourselves and those who we’ve shared this with over these past few years. The first couple of years were SO overwhelming, and even stressful as I’ve had many silly emotional ties to work through concerning letting go of the Christmas tree thing, and dealing with how to deal with family and friends in a way that was both edifying to them and my Lord - yet not compromising of our own convictions.

This has been so revealing to me, as I’d always assumed I was doing all of that Christmas stuff for Him, for Jesus… But now, here I was, being led of Him to move beyond this holiday to another destination, to come out of my comfort zone, and to embrace this new Holy Day of Remembrance, that at the time seemed so foreign to me... and I struggled… due to my fear of men… and my love for comfortable things that I knew and adored, warm fuzzies I didn’t want to let go of.

However, now we’ve come to a place, I believe, by the leading of the Spirit, where we aren’t offended in the least by the way others are celebrating the birth of our Savior (this is how we explain it to our young kids right now-that other Christians are celebrating Christmas, and doing things differently t