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simple-woman-daybook-large.jpgOutside My Window... It's a rainy morning. The pepper plants and marigolds that I transplanted over the weekend, from the garden boxes down by the apple tree, to a new bed here in the backyard, with a bit more shade, are looking much happier in their new home.

I am thinking... I'm trying to be more disciplined and consistent with my writing. Thus, even though it's a day late, I'm still posting my weekly daybook here, on Tuesday. I also entered my last entry, livid in the library, into a carnival, which is a first for me. Renae did such a beautiful job of hosting the 139th Carnival of Homeschooling Edition this week. I just love her Women's Independence Day theme. Be sure and check out the wonderful posts at the HS Carival if you get a chance sometime this week, or whenever.

I am thankful for... the rain, a wonderfully thoughtful Father-in-law (thank you), my iMac's being restored to us, my digital camera... pictures to capture memorable moments in time, my family to take pictures of, and God's beautiful creation too.

From the kitchen... the smell of toasted cinnamon and raisin ww bagels, mingled with freshly brewed coffee. Um, needs cleaning in a big way.

I am wearing... my hair in a ponytail (been wondering if I should get it cut), black sweat pants, forest green "Great Smoky Mountains" t-shirt that I'd actually bought at a thrift shop in Biloxi, MS.

I am creating... a clean house today, and a yummy meal for my beloved to come home to.

I am going... to pick up some groceries later, may even wait until tomorrow, and to a friend's house tomorrow.

I am reading... the myriad of wonderful posts from the 139th Carnival of Homeschooling as well as those from the Charlotte Mason Carnival's Back to School Planning Bash. Also been reading from an over-sized, hard-back copy of ~ FRANKLIN, BENJAMIN. Poor Richard: The Almanacks for the Years 1733-1758. By Richard Saunders. Wherein are retain’d... the Author’s Prefaces, Proverbs, Verses, & entertaining Remarks... Introduction by Van Wyck Brooks... Illustrations by Norman Rockwell.~ with the kids. Would you believe that I picked up this beautiful old 1965 copy from our library's discard shelf for a mere $1.50 a couple of summers ago, in great condition? I'm seeing it selling online for upwards of $100! I guess they're getting rid of all the gems, making room for newer books. *sighs* We've also been reading to each other from other library books on the Revolutionary War time period, some bios of Henry, Washington and Franklin... fascinating stuff.

I am hoping...

I am hearing... kids busily working on cleaning their rooms. This morning, over breakfast, N announced that he'd "given himself an assignment for the day, to clean his room". I laughed and told him that's good, because we're on the same page then, since I'd determined that I need to get the house clean today.

Around the house... the floor is strewn with stuff baby S has pulled out of every room and dropped at whim, clean laundry on the couch waiting to be folded, folded laundry waiting to be put away, big, black wads of Samson's hair all over the floor (even though we've been brushing him often, his 100# self still keeps shedding... and we have to vaccuum EVERY SINGLE DAY...aaagh!)

One of my favorite things... rainy days.

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week:

  • Putting together plans for our Fine Art Mondays with a friend. She's teaching Latin to our kids for an hour or so, and then I'm teaching them Art, along with Art appreciation as scheduled on AO, for an hour or so. Therfore, today, I need to get my creative/artistic thoughts and books together to look over and pull from.
  • I'd also like to replant the rest of the marigolds up closer to the house, and get the front garden bed weeded.
  • Need to set up my bloglines account, which I just started a couple of days ago... plan to start keeping up with my favorite online reads a bit more methodically via subscribing to their RSS feeds. I hear it's easier, and quicker. I'm so behind the times... ;)
  • I'm brainstorming ideas with T for our monthly "girl-time" get together with friends, which T and I are hosting at our house next month.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing...

Sisters...

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Well... we found out last week, our iMac is dead for the time being. Apparently it needs a new Logic board (yeah, sounds important, huh?), which costs more than what we want to put back into resurrecting it right now. As a matter of fact, it will cost so much to fix it that Chris is even considering buying a new iMac, but only dreaming really, since we're determined not to go into debt over a computer. We've found that we really like being debt free!

What does this mean then? Well, we're going to be roughing it with this 9+ year old turtle of a laptop for awhile (at least it's running a bit faster with Mozilla now ;) ), until Chris's job situation is sorted out and we have the actual $$ to either fix the iMac or to just buy a new one (and then eventually fix the old one too). Either way, it'll be awhile before I'll have my iPhoto again *sniff*sniff* and I'm afraid that this "polished turd" (which I'll now refer to simply as "pt"), as Chris fondly refers to ye old laptop, cannot handle picture files without slowing down to the point of driving us crazy!

I'm trying to look at the bright side though... For instance, there's the fact that when I do get iPhoto back, it very well may be with the latest upgraded version. Wouldn't that be FUN?! Also, I'm very glad that we do have this pt as back up. At least I can go online without having to go to the library. Right?! Amen. Hah! However, the very steep downside of all this is that I won't be able to upload ANY of my pictures to a computer for awhile! *sighs* And this means that my blog here won't have any illustrations for quite some time... how sad is this?! Yes, woe is me.

So, pray for Chris to be blessed in his work, that we may remedy our computer woes soon, that I may once again share my pictures with you al (and for other much more important reasons, of course!:) )l. I've been taking some really good ones lately too... baby S playing in an old washing tub of water under the apple tree, our garden with all of its bugs and buds, the mourning dove who's nested in a planter on our front porch, and her two new little hatchlings... Guess that I'm just going to have to resort to filling my blog up with more writing, rather than pictures for awhile, huh. Ha-rumph!

  

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yikes!

My blog's template is all messed up, and I don't know if it's because I'm viewing it in IE on Chris's laptop, or if something's really wrong with it. I hate to think that it looks like this to anyone on IE though. I haven't messed with it either, so I don't know why it's gone all wonky, if indeed it has. If it's always like this (with half of the side column down at the bottom) on IE, then sorry about that. I just wanted to mention that I'm seeing the problem, whatever it may be from?, and I'll be trying to fix it as soon as I can. However, I really need to go finish some house cleaning right now... I'd rather play with my blog though. ;)

  

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Obviously, not blogging, heh. We've had some serious computer issues in the last few weeks. Our iMac has been out of commission for a couple of weeks now, and after downloading all of our files and pictures onto cd-roms while having it in safe mode (the only way it would even work- I am SO thankful to have been able to save my photos!!), and then a few nights of fruitless frustration as Chris tried to diagnose and fix it on his own via Mac-help forums- mr.mac is now in the shop. We've yet to hear back what's wrong with it though, and hoping it's not too much $$ to fix.

Meanwhile we've been dependent upon Chris's ancient lap-top with it's finicky wireless internet connection (which all last week wouldn't even connect- at all!?) for any online access. And it's so s-l-o-w too and thus, until now, I've not even attempted to get online for quite awhile. We've been so busy around here lately, that I haven't had time to miss my online access too much anyway.  Sorry if you've emailed me and I haven't responded yet... now you know why.

This morning, a friend called and offered to take N and T to the park with her kids, and now baby S is napping, so I thought that I'd take advantage of these few moments of solitude to attempt a little updating here (albeit partial). I read my previous rambling post and am embarrassed at how grammatically pitful it is! So sorry, and I do hope that this post isn't as bad. I was tempted to edit the other, but thought that I'd better go ahead and just write a new post instead, so... thank you to all of my readers who read my musings, despite their flightiness and many technical flaws. I love you, and am indebted to your patience in reading my rambling scribblings in their raw, unedited state.

Obviously, I cannot write everything that I'd like to in this post. (can I, ever?).. so I'll brainstorm a quick update of recent happenings with the brew crew here, and then fill in the blanks later as I'm able (have time and onlince access).

So now, in no particular chronological or reasonable order, the virtual brain download shall ensue...

We've been blessed to have lots of visits this summer, by friends and family from afar. My mom recently visited with us from MS, and we had a good time. Our friends from FL, Russ and Barbara, were here for a few days and nights, the week before last. We always have a good time catching up, and it's like no time has passed since last we saw them. We just found out that some other friends of ours from FL, John and Jennifer W., will be stopping in for a visit next week, on their way back from vacation. We haven't seen them for years, so that will be fun! And I also recently got word from my sister that she's going to come up here for a visit, with her kids, also next week, so we will have a house FULL. It will be so good to see her again (she came here when baby S was born, but I wasn't very good company then, so it'll be good to see her now that I'm myself again, and I'm so glad that she'll get to see baby S again), and her kids, whom we've not seen for a couple of years.

I have been up to my eyeballs in planning our reading schedule for the summer and next year (Ambleside Online inspired), though I put all of that aside last week, due to an unexpected turn of events. Last week was Creative Arts Camp at our church, and as I was leaving from dropping N and T off on Monday morning, I stopped to remind Elizabeth, director for the dance ministry, that I was available throughout the week to help- if there be any need. She suggested that I stay for the adult art class at 10 o'clock. I was caught quite off guard as I'd not expected this, and had all sorts of plans of stuff I needed to do last week, so I thanked her for the invite, and said I'd think about it and may return (it was only 8:40 a.m.).

I then got in the car with baby S and went grocery shopping, having pretty much dismissed the idea. But I kept thinking that maybe I ought to go (nursery was provided) and just take an hour "off" -for me- and it might be fun to get my hands dirty with some art, hadn't done that in awhile. So... feeling spontaneous and daring, I quickly dropped the groceries off at home and jetted back to the church for "class", figured that it would be good for me, and it was so sweet of Elizabeth to offer, afterall. Then after art class, I was told that I should go to the adult tap class, and since I had my tap shoes there (N was using them for his class) I did, and after tap, when I went to pick baby S up from the nursery, Elizabeth, who was in the nursery with her daughter at the time, asked me why I was leaving, and said that I ought to stay for the whole day (two more dance classes), all week (free of charge)... and so I did, and thus, I unexpectedly ended up at Creative Arts Camp, with my kids, from 8:40-2:30, Monday through Friday of last week. It was SO tiring, and SO MUCH fun!

I found out that I absolutely love ballet (never would have guessed this- I am so not graceful) and was SO sore all week from it as well. I have even decided to take the adult ladies ballet class, starting in the Fall. It will be a great way to exercise, with accountability, and a creative way to worship as well. I never would have suspected how much I'd like ballet, nor how strenuous the techniques and choreography my teacher would teach us would be, and how worshipful the experience.

Also, something else that happened at camp last week that was neat-O (besides making art!)... I got to talking with the lady who was teaching the art class for adults, who recently moved here to TN with her family. She asked if I attend Celebration Church, to which I answered that yes, we do, but also shared about our other Messianic/Hebraic fellowship group that we meet with a few times a month, host a discipleship class for, and celebrate the Biblical feasts with as well. I was taken quite by surprise when she lit up and excitedly exclaimed, "That's just what we've been looking for!" And so, they're coming over on Wed. evening for our book/Bible study group, and looking forward to attending one of our monthly Hebraic fellowships. How cool is that?! Divine appointments...

What else have we been up to? Lately, I've been reading my Square Foot Gardening book, The Farmer's Almanac, The Count of Monte Cristo, Parables of Nature (read-aloud to N and T), The Book of the Dun Cow (also read-aloud) and CM's Homeschooling Series).

We planned and planted our summer garden by the moon this year (my fifth year of gardening- organically), with some raised beds (something I've wanted to try for years), nice (more on that later, for sure, with pictures of course). Now we're doing lots of watering, weeding and bug squashing.

T has been saving many of our cabbage worms and putting them in a terrarium that she's set up in her room, and has been delighted to watch them form chrysalises and then morph into butterflies right before her eyes. She's now "raised" five butterflies so far (more just emerged last night), and has figured out that it takes them about a week and two days to transform. Now she's begging me to let these cabbage butterflies (my garden nemesis!) live... *sighs* I told her that we could do a butterfly drop at the local state park soon.

We went and saw Prince Caspian awhile back, with my Mom while she was here. We all liked it (though due to baby S's eventual restlessness, I had to leave the theatre half way into it). T re-read the book in preparation for watching the movie. I'd read it aloud to N and T, along with the other Chronicles of Narnia books, a couple of years ago. Also, that reminds me, N recently read The Hobbit, and then The Two Towers and so Chris and I conceded decided to let him watch TLoTR trilogy for the first time last month, and he LOVES it. He was glad that he'd read the books first, and says he wishes the same producers would make a movie of The Hobbit. Then we recently found out that they ARE!

As you may remember, we've recently finished our first year of being involved in a homeschool co-op (actually two separate co-ops!). I haven't posted much about them, due to it's being such a busy year with having a newborn and all (baby S was 2 wks. old when we started last Fall), but overall, we all liked it. We did end up dropping the second co-op after the first semester, found that two was too much, the kids agreed. I'm glad that we'd decided to try out the second one though, because that ended up being the one that we all found we preferred (for various reasons) and stuck with for the second semester and will continue to be a part of next year, though only for one hour/class each week.

I found that the benefits of co-op were social/relational as much as academic, naturally (probably even more so for the kids, who definitely value the social aspect the most). We met some great new friends there, definitely destiny. I've found that it's going to be really important to make sure that co-op complements, rather than competes with (time-wise and methodology-wise), what we're doing with our own studies and goals at home, if co-op is to continue to be worth the time and effort it requires of me/us in years to come... We'll simply play it by ear, from one year to the next.

N is still taking guitar lessons, and will continue with that. T is so very excited about starting violin lessons next year (via a strings class being offered at co-op next year). Actually, her strings class is the only reason we're participating in co-op next year. N says that he'd prefer to work with me in the nursery during that hour, but I'm hoping that something will be offered that he's interested in.

I've felt such a relief these last few months as I've pondered and prayed over what direction to take my kids in our studies in the future. The Lord has reminded me to keep our Bible studies and devotional time first and foremost. For the summer, I've printed out a list of Scripture references from the Gospels, arranged chronologically, that N and T are looking up and reading independently in their own Bibles each day. They're then writing down their thoughts, from each reading, as to what stood out to them the most, and why, in their Bible journals. They're both really enjoying the consistent routine and simplicity of this, and I've been so blessed to listen as they read to me from their Bible journals.

Finally, clarity of focus is taking hold of my planning again, and I've felt renewed in my dedication to the discipline of prioritizing our daily endeavors. I'm scheduling our reading lists with a view towards our years to come, yet determined to take it slow and steady enough to enjoy where we are at each point along the way. It's all so simple, really, and yet I do tend to over-complicate things if I'm not careful. 

I do believe that I've finally learned that truly, less is more, and as I've been reorganizing the books on our shelves into the order that they're found or relate to AO years, I've been wondering over how I've come full circle now back to the very first curriculum that the Lord led me to so many years ago when we first began... when now 12yo N was only six years old! But I doubted and fretted and wandered away, only to return with regrets for time and focus lost, as we dabbled with this and that. At least for all of our eclectic stumblings, I've gained determination and perspective... and I certainly know what we're not about! LOL

The more I read, the more I believe in Charlotte Mason's methods, and uderstand how intrinsically practical truths are applied throughout her educational philosophy. I'm glad to finally be getting rid of all this extraneous stuff (curriculum I'd been holding on to and trying in vain to use all of these years, and have been selling these last few months) after realizing that all of my wayward efforts to add to and over-tweak Ambleside in the last couple years has done nothing but side-track and bog us down in our studies... After years of dabbling with AO, while simultaneously trying to do other stuff, I have finally realized my error has been in my hoarding and accruing TOO much stuff.

As I think back over the past few years, and how busy life has had us (especially the year before this last one, when we babysat two infants and two toddlers) I can't help but to realize that - had I been focused and determined upon our course with AO, in its unrushed yet meaty simplicity - we would have gotten so much more accomplished. *sighs* And so, as I survey the BIG picture of our homeschooling history thus far, it is with humble misgivings over mistakes made and lessons learned that I end this year. I vow to not over-complicate the process from here on out... and if this rambling doesn't make much sense to you, then forgive me, it's more for my own self that I'm writing this out really, just part of the journey, my learning.

Well, baby S is awake now, N and T just got home, and I've got to take N to guitar practice now. Thanks for reading, if you made it this far. The garden and house were pretty much neglected last week as the kids and I played and worshipped our Lord at Creative Arts camp, and this lap top is so slow, so it may be a while yet before I have a chance to blog some more. Also, my email access is limited since I have to log on to charter's website to check my email, and my online access is limited at that. I hope that our computer issues are resolved soon though, as I'm feeling quite disconnected... ;)

  

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T has started herself a new blog, here: Samson & Me

Mom, aka. Grandma(s), just click on the title to hop on over and visit her. Friends and family, I'm sure that she'd love to hear from you, be sure and leave her a comment. There's nothing more encouraging to a writer than knowing she has an audience.

She's been honing her typing skills (speed) so that she can "write faster" on the keyboard, and is very excited about her new online journal (versus her old one).

  

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This is my first blog entry with ScribeFire... let's see how this works here. Okay, I've been tweaking around with the various buttons on my composing window here for ScribeFire... very, very cool. And my understanding is that I'll be able to blog without actually signing into my blog page at all, by just clicking on the little ScribeFire widget at the bottom of my screen. This test will confirm.

Update: It worked! Wow, and there's more features I'm finding to make blogging even easier (read: FASTER! ...like automated hotlinks, various function buttons, etc.) and more streamlined. Yipppeee! And to think that I've been letting this handy-dandy feature just sit here without investigating it earlier?! I may get more blogging done yet.

  

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...in which I will actually write a real post! Or attempt to anyways...

Blogging, oh yeah, that's where I have some time to myself, or not, (without a napping/nursing baby in my arms) wherein I sit, reflect and write out my thoughts (because both of my hands are free, or not) in some semblance of a coherent fashion (because I can, I really, really can. still... right? maybe? ...or not). Time to myself... heh, what is that?

So, where have I been lately, since I certainly haven't blogged much? Okay, let me just say that our precious little 9 month old baby girl is a handful, that rarely ever sleeps during daylight hours. Seriously! Now this makes for wonderfully restful nights full of quiet slumber, for the most part anyways, besides a few nights these last few weeks that is, as she's been cutting in her first four teeth all at once, and has therefore been particularly restless and fussy. Okay, see here, even now, here I am now trying to ignore the crying baby who was a minute ago playing peacefully under the table beside me, but is now bouncing up and down, desperately, as she clings to my knee, whimpering pitifully for me to pick her up... having noticed me attending to something else besides her, just so I can finish this sentence! LOL **

... Okay, now she's nursing peacefully... where was I? Oh yeah, determinedly trying to whip out a coherent post in the few moments of free time I had a minute ago. Yeah, right! *smirking sighs* But now I've digressed and it's turned into a lame post about trying to post. Case in point. As I'm feeling a bit distracted again, and wondering where all of those thoughtful, clever ideas I'd been ruminating over as I baked some biscuits earlier went to, now that I'm actually sitting here at my keyboard, I'm reminded of why little writing has been happening around lately on my part. Oh, and did I mention that our little baby S is a night owl like Chris and I, and matches our routine almost exactly, staying up with us until about 10:30-11 pm just about each and every night, so scratch the evening quiet time to think, alone, and blog, etc... and if I do manage to get her to sleep earlier... well then, lets just say that I have found other things more engaging than blogging lately, like maybe spending some one on one time with N, T or Chris.

Okay, as I was saying, she doesn't sleep much during the day... And OH! how I was looking forward to her easing into that rhythm of taking those long morning and afternoon naps that N and T used to take when they were babes. Now I think that I've accepted that it's just not gonna happen! Nope, not with this one, not unless she's snoozing in her carseat as we run errands. She'll usually only nap for 20-30 minutes in the morning and then again at some point in the afternoon, and maybe again in the evening (IF I'm lucky and Chris is around to snuggle her to sleep awhile). It's crazy though, she's just so different that way than our first two were!

And she's happy enough, it's not like she's miserable tired all the time, needing more sleep. Quite the contrary, she's energized and good to go after one of her what we've taken to calling "kitten naps". I remember when N was a baby, I had a friend who'd had a baby a week after I'd had him, and she'd comment to me of how nice it must be that N slept like he did, as her baby wouldn't nap- hardly ever. I was certain that she must surly be doing something wrong... ALL babies sleep. A lot. Day AND night. Right? heh. Now I know better... heh. Funny... yeah.

And when I'm not directly occupied with her, I've been busy tending to my other children, the house, or now, the gardens (at which time baby S is content enough to sit in her stroller in the shade of the apple tree and watch us- thankfully- she LOOVES being outside)... and alongside these most important things, I'm also ever hopefully looking for those moments of opportunity to steal away with the Lords of my heart, Chris, Jesus and my books. heh! I've also been readily accepting as many invitations to go to the park or a friends' house as I can, enjoying the lovely outdoors and respite from the cabin fever that was just beginning to creep and settle in my mind. So, as you can see, it's not that I ever intended to take such a long blogging sabbatical, it's just that tending to this bit of virtual space I call my own has been inadvertently trumped, day after day, regardless of my best intentions to write more. I have found however that I can readily upload and post pictures one-handed (as lately, any computer time I've had is made by way of multitasking as I'm nursing the girl). I know, I know, I sure have taken the whole "blogging without obligation" thing to heart, haven't I? Good thing too! LOL

Baby S's wakefulness has been especially demanding of me lately, as she's been teething and SO clingy all the time. I don't mind so much (usually), except that I am having a hard time completing other projects (though my veggie garden is all planted! Stay tuned for pics and post upcoming.), and was a bit frustrated at my recently missing out on going to a CM Mom's meeting at a local restaurant that I was really looking forward to attending, and had finally planned for, but because the girl was needing to comfort nurse ALL DAY long as those teeth were just coming through, all four at once, and her poor little gums were so swollen, I just knew that if I left her with Daddy, she'd probably see to it that he'd never let me leave her again! LOL Seriously though, she's never taken a pacifier, nor a bottle (yeah, we tried numerous times), and so only I can console her sometimes. That can make it a bit rough sometimes (read; NO breaks for Mama this year! hehehe), and I'm so thankful for the times that Chris takes her and snuggles her to napping. She does know how to drink out of a sippy cup now though, but only when she's in a good mood. ;)

I know now first-hand, from seeing my first two growing up so quickly before my eyes, that this time is oh, so fleeting and so I'm truly savoring and enjoying just about every moment of it all, otherwise annoying inconveniences included, except for those other moments which - when I've felt so totally overwhelmed and inadequate when it comes to my being able to educate N and T lately (fortunately, they're able to do a lot on their own right now), or to even wrap my mind around planning for our studies next year... and then some huge spill in the fridge requires a complete cleaning of the fridge, WHILE I'm in the middle of making dinner and baby S is following me around on all fours, impatiently fussing "Maaa-ma- ma- ma" for me to pick her up (it is just SO cute, makes me smile even in the midst of it all), or some other unexpected accident/momentary catastrophe, or wishes and worries for my stressed out from work, or lack thereof, etc. husband, or felt lack of sufficient time to accomplish all that needs to be done everyday - sends me momentarily over the edge into snapping or even yelling at one of my bigger, unsuspecting (and certainly undeserving) kiddoes (which really upsets them- and me, because thankfully, I'm not one to do that too often). Yes, I've found myself dishing out more than my share of apologies and healing hugs these last few weeks. And I'm sure there will be plenty of time for planning studies, and numerous other CM meetings to attend, and plenty of days ahead to facilitate all that I have in mind to share and do yet with N and T. I am so thankful for this precious little girl that my arms ached so long for, that we all prayed for years for, although lately I have found particular solace in the simple words that I have printed on a sheet in the front sleeve of my AO/homeschool planning binder.

I spent years complaining about all the interruptions that occurred, keeping me from my work. Then one day I realized the interruptions WERE my work.

Poignant, no? And on that note I shall close. I sure don't remember N, nor T, keeping me quite this busy... good thing I have them to help out, and they DO help out! How I do love my work, and motherhood certainly is that>> work. It's been something going from having two older, somewhat independent kids to having a baby around again. Fun, fun for all! And just think, we may be blessed with another in the mix one day soon... I sure wouldn't mind! You never know... :)

Coherent or not, it certainly was cathartic to sit here and write a bit... I really do miss blogging and look forward to writing more, and I love this season in my life, being a busy Mommy and all it entails... In due season, blogging will happen, right? *smiles* I really do believe that I'd probably feel a bit less frazzled if I'd take the time each day more often to just post a little post at least, for me, and for you.I've so much to write about and my wee brain is just brimming with all that I'd like to share, because albeit babyfied, life around here sure has sure been bright, busy, bountiful and altogether most bloggable!

**Next day Update (yes, one-handed-while-nursing)**

Whadayaknow?! The girl did so good today. After falling asleep nursing in my arms, I was able to lay her down in her CRIB, and she slept for 40 minutes!! 40 MINUTES ladies and gentlemen! That's a record- for in her crib, which now that she's so mobile is the safest place for me to leave her sleeping. She crawls right out of her co-sleeper now, onto our bed, and would tumble right off if I weren't there as soon as she called for me (which thankfully she does), but now I'm wanting her to get used to napping in her crib... and today, SUCCESS! I was able to take a nice, long shower. Niiiiiice.

  

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Okay, so SAK bags are always lovely, but definitely not a luxury I would usually afford myself, and certainly not to come by for free. So, when I saw that the fabulous sisters over at 5 Minutes for Mom are giving one away to a lucky winner, I decided that I just have to enter this contest. So, here's my obligatory post with linky. Naaah, you don't want to enter this one though, you don't like that bag do you? Naaah, didn't think so.

It might be nice to start using an actual purse again, even though just having my wallet in the backpack with all of baby S's stuff is so convenient... if I were to win this su-weeeeet $160 hobo bag, I'd have to use it, yep, sure would. Does that mean that I possibly need this bag? Heh, not really, but it would feel fabulous indeed!

.fingers crossed. heehehe

  

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where to start?

I've so much to say, and have been wanting to blog for quite awhile now. It just seems like every time I've sat here at the mac, I've either got a baby eager to grab the keyboard in my lap (so end up reading only), am distracted and pulled away by either a cute baby's needing me, another child's wanting/needing this or that, or hubby's starting up a conversation because I'm sitting here without children all around, and he's been home a lot more than usual, due to the weather or just a lack of work (not good)... and of course, I love to listen and talk with Chris, so blogging's been trumped a lot lately... and no, I've not felt obligated to blog, but have truly had the itch, have even been composing some wonderfully engaging and thoughtful posts in the shower ;) ... but alas, down the drain they did go before I could type them out. Hopefully I'll be able to retrieve them from my muddled mommy brain.

Let me see, to start with, a picture for you, of my sweet baby and I. This is one of her favorite places to be, riding along on my hip. Whenever she sees me put on my sling now, she gets all excited and it's just hilarious how she kicks and even laughs in delight. I wish that I'd known about these with N and T, since I still carried them around everywhere like this, but without the extra support.

More to come, so stay tuned...

  

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Excellent blogs!

A sweet new friend of mine, Julie, of Seeking the Old Paths, has recently awarded my blog and I with this most excellent award! Thank you Julie, you've made me smile! What timely encouragement it has been and now I shall do the same for some of my favorite blogging pals...

By accepting this Excellent Blog Award, you have to award it to 10 more people who’s blog’s you find Excellent Award worthy. You can give it to as many people as you want but please award at least 10. Thank you out there for having such great blogs and being such great friends! You deserve this! Feel free to award people who have already been awarded…

 

I hereby bestow the Excellent Blog Award upon the following excellent bloggers... thank you all for the various ways you've encouraged me over the years. I do hope to find more time to visit you all and read your blogs more regularly in the future (note to self: figure out how to use the rss feeds, it would help). So, without further ado, and in no particular order:

 

 

  1. Leslie, aka. Tim's Mom, of Bona Vita Rusticanda, who really doesn't live very far away from me at all and I still do hope to get together with sometime IRL (since it's been like a year since we said we were going to... I'm thinking it may have something to do with the fact that we're so much alike- procrastinatin', no-phone-talkin' homebodies*lol* ...and life is so busy).
  2. Jenny of Under His Wings, my email and snail mail friend, who always challenges and inspires me (and even knitted my baby girl a blanket!). I love to ponder the things of our Lord with you dear sister.
  3. Birdie of Wings and Prayers, who I met during our mutual times of loss and continued celebration of new life. I'm so glad that we found each other when we did friend, what a blessing it has been to walk beside you.
  4. Athena in a Minivan who is so down to earth and always makes me laugh.
  5. Firefly, of Bioluminescence, whom I'm so glad to see glowing again... and who also supports Ron Paul, oh yeah!
  6. Barb, who always inspires me with her Book of Days and red-headed boy that could be N's twin.
  7. Susie, my IRL (in real life) neighbor and friend, who lives By the Creek and thinks I'm sassy. ;)
  8. Carla of More Books and Things, my witty-kindred-spirit Canadian sister who is a much better pen pal than I, and whose blog I must admit, I don't keep up with very well (prolific researcher and blogger that she is). I know her to be most excellent via email, snail mail, and her now private, beautiful family/picture blog (which I do keep up with, and it's excellent too). It always amazes me how uncannily she knows just what I need to hear, right when I need to hear it. Her timely words have brought me healing tears, and her dry sense of humor has caused me to burst out laughing out loud numerous times, bringing childrens' exasperated inquiries to know "what's so funny Mom?!". And our daughters have now become more faithful penpals than we are. ;) I can never keep up with all of her deep musings at her MB&T blog, makes my head spin, but it's excellent anyways...
  9. Carla Lynne of Joys in the Journey, who's been a delightful encourager and inspiration in my blogging journey ever since I met her in our homeschoolblogger days, which would be before our homesteadblogger days. It seems I'm always learning something new when I visit your blog. ;)
  10. Dana, of the very smart Principled Discovery, whose old blog is now her new blog, Simple Pleasures (so glad you started this one!) and whose new blog is really her old blog... did ya get that? They are both excellent! I just love to stop by them both, one for sipping chai and catching up with my ol' blogging bud, the other for keeping up with great discussions over what's going on in the bigger picture concerning education and politics, etc. I'm always learning something when I stop by there to pick her brain. I met and became friends with Dana during our homeschoolblogger days, before she was such a famous blogger/writer (and merely dreamed of being published, and quoting herself). Hah! I'm so happy to say she's her same genuine self. This is another friend that I wish I could keep up with better (reading-wise I mean, wouldn't even dream of writing as much... wondering how do you do it girlfriend? ...gifted I tell ya!)
  11. Andrea, whose AtypicalLife often leaves me in stitches *lol* (that would be laughing out loud), and whose hubby and her have a knack for do-it-yourself-why-did-we-buy-this-house-home-project-house-renovations like we do, and whose hard work helps keep my blog around.
  12. Randi of i have to say... who taught me how to make my first quilt, and whose lovely blog is always a feast for the eyes as well as the soul.
  13. Brandy, whose Variety Garden Blog is always a joy to peruse, and whose family garden is expecting another sprout soon! Congratulatons!!!
  14. Tina of Our Life who is so down to earth and it seems I have so much in common with at times... when I make way over to her place, I'll usually find myself nodding knowingly. She has a knack for blogging about those interesting little everyday occurrences that I can totally relate to.

Wish I had more time in my days to keep up with these talented ladies, and all of the others who I simply cannot even fit on this list... for even now I'm thinking of more excellent blogs I know and visit, but alas... I must call it quits for now. I've already been here too long. Need to get hoppin' 'round here.

 

  

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Listening to: Jami Smith - Needy
via FoxyTunes

Lately, as you may have noticed, I just simply haven't been blogging much. And as all blogging sabbaticals are, it's been good... I'm glad to say that I have, however, been writing, just not publicly. I've turned, once again, to recording my thoughts in a private journal, with old-fashioned pen and paper... and it's been refreshing, familiar and wonderful, like spending time with a comfortable old friend. I shall continue in this good habit of writing privately, a renewed love of mine with multi-faceted rewards that blogging simply cannot duplicate.

I have lately felt absolutely no obligation to blog, which is good too. To be honest, in the past when I've thought about blogging, (or my lack thereof) I've either been plagued with

  1. an irrational, self-induced sense of guilt for not keeping up with this hobby better (by what/whose standards anyways?! I dunno... like I said, it's completely irrational, and probably due to hormonal spells of obsessiveness), or
  2. a sense of relief at not even thinking of it, or
  3. upon a quick perusal of blogs perceived to be fancier, more focused, smarter and deeper (better *ahem*) than mine (by my already faulty, backwards perspective) have fallen prey to that sinister temptation of comparing mine to there's (and yes have had to repent for my sorry sense of purpose and covetousness) and thus been overwhelmed with a sinking sense of failure OR
  4. have even actually even considered pulling the plug altogether just to be truly free from the madness! *laughing smirkily here*

I had confided in a couple of friends that I'd considered this recently, quitting blogging (yes, seriously). And as good friends do, they just listened... I think that my main reason being to escape that feeling of obligation to this machine and its endless trappings and tentacles which have at times, over the three years now that I've been at this, wrapped intrusively around my heart... stolen way too much of my time, and rediculous though it may be, even paralyzed my musings with the felt expectations or supposed reactions and perceptions of the many nameless visitors that find me here each day (my stats show that I'm averaging 41 visitors a day right now -not much to some, but still daunting to me, and that's without my even writing regularly or commenting elsewhere, and it easily jumps up to 60+ when I'm actively posting more regularly... scary thought). I'm the type that, if I think about it too much, actually begins to get a bit nervous at seeing all those virtual eyes looking my way, thus my recent questioning...

I'm glad to say now though, that after further consideration, and I think just by working through all of this prayerfully for quite some time, and even leaving it altogether alone for spells as well, I have come to a good place. I'm resolved... I will continue to blog, or not... without obligation. I know, I know, it's all so simple really! Why all the hullabaloo anyways?! I guess one could say that I'm just one of those who tendeth to thinketh too mucheth... too mucheth. *smiles* And I know it to be true, but knowing this doesn't negate the reality created within me to be dealt with... It's all rather hard to explain actually, the spiritual/mental and emotional wrestlings I've had over blogging, all of which most bloggers will most likely understand anyways without my even having to explain, and others probably not, no matter how much I explained.

As I wrote to a dear friend of mine last week, who did recently switch her blog to "private" (meaning that only her friends who are invited and signed in by password can visit it):

Yeah, I get all creeped out sometimes too, if I think too much about how *public* my blog is... and lately I've even questioned whether or not to continue with blogging. The thing of it is though that I just love to write/share sometimes, it's such a great creative outlet. I tend to vacsillate back and forth between wanting to be more transparent and open/meaningful in my writings OR just wanting to pull the plug and shut it down completely! *lol* ...for feeling overexposed I guess, can't win! *lol*And here recently I've had a couple of local ladies, whom I've now met in real life, find my blog and shared with me how much it (my writings?!) ministered to and encouraged them. So... I feel like the timing of it was maybe timely encouragement to me not to just delete my blog entirely (yeah, I've actually considered it, heh!)... I dunno though, I've also considered just going private, because my family really does like keeping up with it, I think it must be true what Chris says, I'm just fickle.

Also, lately I've been so painfully aware of how fast the days are flying by, and determinedly making the most of my time with Nathan and Tabitha, who are growing up way too fast... and the same with little Savannah's baby-days, just savoring holding and playing with her so much. So, between that and keeping the house relatively clean (another recently more fulfilling conquest that blesses us all), laundry done and cooking, spending time with hubby, coop, shopping, etc. not much time is left for blogging anyways it seems. And the last few times that I got out and read some other peoples' blogs, I was left with such a sinking feeling of how sorry and shallow my ramblings of late have been too... and that's brought me to where I've left it, that I just don't care if I have nothing profound to say, it's just there for me to write in when I want to or am able, nothing more, nothing less. How was that for a nice run on sentence? And I've prayed that it would be a tool for the Lord to use to encourage others as He sees fit, in all its simplicity, and apparently He has, and even let me meet the ladies personally, and I did meet you by way of it too... so I guess that's His way of maybe saying it's alright, and don't make more or less of it than what it is... so I basicly don't think about it too much. Did that all make sense?

And I'm reminded of all of the wonderful, dear friends and acquaintances that I've made via blogging... really amazing, special women that have challenged, changed and inspired me tremendously over the years... ladies I've come to love and respect... Not to mention how rewarding its been to me personally, on so many various levels, to have learned to write with such regularity, to reflect more often through written words than I would have otherwise these last few years...

Then a couple of days ago I came across this post over at Julie's blog, blogging without obligation, and could so identify as I felt such a sense of relief just to read my own recent thoughts on blogging written out in such a simple, concise manner. I guess it's sort of comforting to be reminded of how common my perplexions are among other bloggers. And so, this is why I'm adding that cute little "blogging without obligation" button to my sidebar, simply to remind myself… should those old obligatory, smothering self-induced expectations of blogging vanities return to nag my mind, that I blog without obligation.

And so, blog I shall... because I do love to post when inspiration strikes, as it can be so cathartic, fruitful and worth every bit of effort spent, when kept in balance. I would afterall like to continue this blogging journey. Recording my family's adventures here and sharing with you all bits of my own mental and spiritual wanderings as I'm able has become a sort of artistic endeavor for me, and one that I'm now reassured, once again, has my Lord's blessing... so long as I do it without obligation to anyone but Him... which is ultimately what I've sought to know and what matters most to me, and I'm leaving it at that.

Look to yourselves, that we do not lose those things we worked for, but that we may receive a full reward.

2 John 1.8

Father, may I not turn aside from Your plan and purpose for my life each moment of every day... Lord, keep me in Your Way. Thank you for continuing to teach me to number my days, that I may gain a heart of wisdom. May my scribblings and time spent here on this blog and elsewhere online somehow contribute to Your ultimate good and great restoration within my own heart and those whom I come into contact with.

And here is what I picked up from Julie's blog (though originally found here) a short list of reminders for obsessive types like myself. ;) It makes me laugh because it's so true...

Blogging Without Obligation
If you feel the same way feel free to grab the logo, make a logo or whatever you would like to do!

I release all the logos, thoughts and words mentioned here about this concept into the public domain. Take the idea and run with it. . .or walk away. It is all good.

  • Because you shouldn’t have to look at your blog like it is a treadmill.
  • Because its okay to just say what you have to say. If that makes for a long post, fine. Short post, fine. Frequent post, fine. Infrequent post, fine.
  • Because its okay to not always be enthralled with the sound of your own typing.
  • Because sometimes less is more.
  • Because only blogging when you feel truly inspired keeps up the integrity of your blog.
  • Because they are probably not going to inscribe your stat, link and comment numbers on your tombstone.
  • Because for most of us blogging is just a hobby. A way to express yourself and connect with others. You should not have to apologize for lapses in posts. Just take a step back and enjoy life, not everything you do has to be “bloggable”.
  • Because if you blog without obligation you will naturally keep your blog around longer, because it won’t be a chore. Plus, just think you will be doing your part to eradicate post pollution. One post at a time. . .
  

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just so you know…

Our MAC at home has totally gone wonkers, we can't even power it up, and since Chris recently updated his Microsoft software on his lap top, it won't go online either until he receives his new wireless equipment in the mail. So... I have no internet availability at home for a few more days. I thought that I'd pop in here while I'm at the library, say "hi", and all's well. Hopefully we'll get the MAC fixed soon because I look forward to writing some more, and have lots of pics to post.

Baby S is getting fidgety and fussy in her stroller next to me, so gotta run.

blessings~

  

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