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Yesterday was Tisha B'Av, which simply means the 9th day of the month of Av on the Hebrew calendar. Historically this is a very significant date which now commemmorates the destruction of the Temples of God's people (both of which were destroyed on this exact day), and a time for grieving and fasting, symbolically grieving over the distance between ourselves and God... thus it's also a time to meditate upon our own spiritual journeys, a time to ask God to direct us and show us the condition of our own heart and inner temple. To read more about this whole idea of a temple, you may read a wonderful article here, Does God Need a Temple?, which I just read this morning.

Do you not know that you are God's temple and that God's Spirit dwells in you? If any one destroys God's temple, God will destroy him. For God's temple is holy, and that temple you are.

~ 1 Corinthians 3:16-17

It actually all began way back when the ten of the twelve spies didn't believe God for the victory that He had already promised to them (see Numbers 13 & 14). You may click here to read more about "The Sin of the Spies" , an excerpt of which follows:

The Israelite community accepts the report, and gives up their dream of going into Israel. The consequence? If you don't want to enter the land, says God, then you won't enter the land. All Israelites will die out over the next 40 years in the desert, and only their children will enter the land.

Numbers 14:1 tells us the people's reaction to this news: "The people wept that night." That night was Tisha B'Av, the ninth day of the Jewish month of Av. God declared: "They cried for no reason; in the future I'll give them good reason to cry."

Hundreds of years later, the destruction of the First Temple was to occur on Tisha B'Av. And 500 years after that, the Second Temple was destroyed on Tisha B'Av as well.

Upon hearing the negative report about Israel, the people sat down to cry. The land had been promised, but their fears prevented them from going forward. At which point God responds: "Today you cried for nothing; in the future I'll give you a real reason to cry."

Talmud - Ta'anit 29a

I am reminded of my own unbelief... how many times have I not taken God at His Word, simply because of worldy, carnal circumstances. Because of fear... how much ground have I lost?

 7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.

~ 2 Timothy 1

Upon realization of the state of my own temple, how my spirit does cry out to my Lord, Who is full of such grace and mercy!

23 Jesus said to him, If you can believe, all things are possible to him that believes. 24 And straightway the father of the child cried out, and said with tears, Lord, I believe; help you my unbelief.

~ Mark 9

I wrote a brief post about Tisha B'Av here a couple of years ago.

If I forget you Jerusalem
May I forget my right hand
May my tongue cleave to the roof of my mouth
If I ever don't think of you
If I don't raise up Jerusalem above my highest joy

 

~ Psalms 137:5,6

This weekend I've been reading from the book of Jeremiah, along with some of its contextual setting (a more concise summary of which I found in Mear's What the Bible is All About), and also yesterday and today- the book of Lamentations (which is traditionally read on the 9th of Av).

21 This I recall to my mind, therefore have I hope.

22 It is of the LORD's mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not.

23 They are new every morning: great is your faithfulness.

24 The LORD is my portion, said my soul; therefore will I hope in him.

25 The LORD is good to them that wait for him, to the soul that seeks him.

26 It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the LORD.

Av means "Father" in Hebrew... so it's the "month of Father", interesting... it is a time to consider our relationship with our Heavenly Father, and maybe even our earthly Fathers, deal with our past hurts, grievances, etc... This morning I listened to a fascinating broadcast by Dr. Michael Kavanabout here, where he shares some of the symbolisms found in Tish B'Av, along with his own spiritual reflections during this time.He discusses a bit of the process of getting back in touch with one's inner temple, explaining how grieving opens the heart, and then forgiveness opens the heart even wider. "Before we can forgive and come up into life (as seen later during Yom Kippur), we must go down into the darkness of the grave." Hmmm... that's a familiar concept there... reminds me of what our Messiah Yeshua did.

25 Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: 26 And whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die. Believest thou this?

~ John 11

Through this process of greaving, and true repentance of sins, the way is made for a resurrection... the coming of the Messiah and great healing within us. How is the temple inside your heart? How is your ability to love?

I found a great post with further thoughts on Tisha B'Av here at Messianic Moments:

Tisha B'Av ... From Sorrow to Hope

and another here at Religion Transcends:

Celebrate Tisha B'Av!

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This is what is posted on our wall, and our family is currently working on memorizing together.

Psalm 121

1 I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.

2 My help cometh from the LORD, which made heaven and earth.

3 He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber.

4 Behold, he that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep.

5 The LORD is thy keeper: the LORD is thy shade upon thy right hand.

6 The sun shall not smite thee by day, nor the moon by night.

7 The LORD shall preserve thee from all evil: he shall preserve thy soul.

8 The LORD shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.

  

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Obviously, not blogging, heh. We've had some serious computer issues in the last few weeks. Our iMac has been out of commission for a couple of weeks now, and after downloading all of our files and pictures onto cd-roms while having it in safe mode (the only way it would even work- I am SO thankful to have been able to save my photos!!), and then a few nights of fruitless frustration as Chris tried to diagnose and fix it on his own via Mac-help forums- mr.mac is now in the shop. We've yet to hear back what's wrong with it though, and hoping it's not too much $$ to fix.

Meanwhile we've been dependent upon Chris's ancient lap-top with it's finicky wireless internet connection (which all last week wouldn't even connect- at all!?) for any online access. And it's so s-l-o-w too and thus, until now, I've not even attempted to get online for quite awhile. We've been so busy around here lately, that I haven't had time to miss my online access too much anyway.  Sorry if you've emailed me and I haven't responded yet... now you know why.

This morning, a friend called and offered to take N and T to the park with her kids, and now baby S is napping, so I thought that I'd take advantage of these few moments of solitude to attempt a little updating here (albeit partial). I read my previous rambling post and am embarrassed at how grammatically pitful it is! So sorry, and I do hope that this post isn't as bad. I was tempted to edit the other, but thought that I'd better go ahead and just write a new post instead, so... thank you to all of my readers who read my musings, despite their flightiness and many technical flaws. I love you, and am indebted to your patience in reading my rambling scribblings in their raw, unedited state.

Obviously, I cannot write everything that I'd like to in this post. (can I, ever?).. so I'll brainstorm a quick update of recent happenings with the brew crew here, and then fill in the blanks later as I'm able (have time and onlince access).

So now, in no particular chronological or reasonable order, the virtual brain download shall ensue...

We've been blessed to have lots of visits this summer, by friends and family from afar. My mom recently visited with us from MS, and we had a good time. Our friends from FL, Russ and Barbara, were here for a few days and nights, the week before last. We always have a good time catching up, and it's like no time has passed since last we saw them. We just found out that some other friends of ours from FL, John and Jennifer W., will be stopping in for a visit next week, on their way back from vacation. We haven't seen them for years, so that will be fun! And I also recently got word from my sister that she's going to come up here for a visit, with her kids, also next week, so we will have a house FULL. It will be so good to see her again (she came here when baby S was born, but I wasn't very good company then, so it'll be good to see her now that I'm myself again, and I'm so glad that she'll get to see baby S again), and her kids, whom we've not seen for a couple of years.

I have been up to my eyeballs in planning our reading schedule for the summer and next year (Ambleside Online inspired), though I put all of that aside last week, due to an unexpected turn of events. Last week was Creative Arts Camp at our church, and as I was leaving from dropping N and T off on Monday morning, I stopped to remind Elizabeth, director for the dance ministry, that I was available throughout the week to help- if there be any need. She suggested that I stay for the adult art class at 10 o'clock. I was caught quite off guard as I'd not expected this, and had all sorts of plans of stuff I needed to do last week, so I thanked her for the invite, and said I'd think about it and may return (it was only 8:40 a.m.).

I then got in the car with baby S and went grocery shopping, having pretty much dismissed the idea. But I kept thinking that maybe I ought to go (nursery was provided) and just take an hour "off" -for me- and it might be fun to get my hands dirty with some art, hadn't done that in awhile. So... feeling spontaneous and daring, I quickly dropped the groceries off at home and jetted back to the church for "class", figured that it would be good for me, and it was so sweet of Elizabeth to offer, afterall. Then after art class, I was told that I should go to the adult tap class, and since I had my tap shoes there (N was using them for his class) I did, and after tap, when I went to pick baby S up from the nursery, Elizabeth, who was in the nursery with her daughter at the time, asked me why I was leaving, and said that I ought to stay for the whole day (two more dance classes), all week (free of charge)... and so I did, and thus, I unexpectedly ended up at Creative Arts Camp, with my kids, from 8:40-2:30, Monday through Friday of last week. It was SO tiring, and SO MUCH fun!

I found out that I absolutely love ballet (never would have guessed this- I am so not graceful) and was SO sore all week from it as well. I have even decided to take the adult ladies ballet class, starting in the Fall. It will be a great way to exercise, with accountability, and a creative way to worship as well. I never would have suspected how much I'd like ballet, nor how strenuous the techniques and choreography my teacher would teach us would be, and how worshipful the experience.

Also, something else that happened at camp last week that was neat-O (besides making art!)... I got to talking with the lady who was teaching the art class for adults, who recently moved here to TN with her family. She asked if I attend Celebration Church, to which I answered that yes, we do, but also shared about our other Messianic/Hebraic fellowship group that we meet with a few times a month, host a discipleship class for, and celebrate the Biblical feasts with as well. I was taken quite by surprise when she lit up and excitedly exclaimed, "That's just what we've been looking for!" And so, they're coming over on Wed. evening for our book/Bible study group, and looking forward to attending one of our monthly Hebraic fellowships. How cool is that?! Divine appointments...

What else have we been up to? Lately, I've been reading my Square Foot Gardening book, The Farmer's Almanac, The Count of Monte Cristo, Parables of Nature (read-aloud to N and T), The Book of the Dun Cow (also read-aloud) and CM's Homeschooling Series).

We planned and planted our summer garden by the moon this year (my fifth year of gardening- organically), with some raised beds (something I've wanted to try for years), nice (more on that later, for sure, with pictures of course). Now we're doing lots of watering, weeding and bug squashing.

T has been saving many of our cabbage worms and putting them in a terrarium that she's set up in her room, and has been delighted to watch them form chrysalises and then morph into butterflies right before her eyes. She's now "raised" five butterflies so far (more just emerged last night), and has figured out that it takes them about a week and two days to transform. Now she's begging me to let these cabbage butterflies (my garden nemesis!) live... *sighs* I told her that we could do a butterfly drop at the local state park soon.

We went and saw Prince Caspian awhile back, with my Mom while she was here. We all liked it (though due to baby S's eventual restlessness, I had to leave the theatre half way into it). T re-read the book in preparation for watching the movie. I'd read it aloud to N and T, along with the other Chronicles of Narnia books, a couple of years ago. Also, that reminds me, N recently read The Hobbit, and then The Two Towers and so Chris and I conceded decided to let him watch TLoTR trilogy for the first time last month, and he LOVES it. He was glad that he'd read the books first, and says he wishes the same producers would make a movie of The Hobbit. Then we recently found out that they ARE!

As you may remember, we've recently finished our first year of being involved in a homeschool co-op (actually two separate co-ops!). I haven't posted much about them, due to it's being such a busy year with having a newborn and all (baby S was 2 wks. old when we started last Fall), but overall, we all liked it. We did end up dropping the second co-op after the first semester, found that two was too much, the kids agreed. I'm glad that we'd decided to try out the second one though, because that ended up being the one that we all found we preferred (for various reasons) and stuck with for the second semester and will continue to be a part of next year, though only for one hour/class each week.

I found that the benefits of co-op were social/relational as much as academic, naturally (probably even more so for the kids, who definitely value the social aspect the most). We met some great new friends there, definitely destiny. I've found that it's going to be really important to make sure that co-op complements, rather than competes with (time-wise and methodology-wise), what we're doing with our own studies and goals at home, if co-op is to continue to be worth the time and effort it requires of me/us in years to come... We'll simply play it by ear, from one year to the next.

N is still taking guitar lessons, and will continue with that. T is so very excited about starting violin lessons next year (via a strings class being offered at co-op next year). Actually, her strings class is the only reason we're participating in co-op next year. N says that he'd prefer to work with me in the nursery during that hour, but I'm hoping that something will be offered that he's interested in.

I've felt such a relief these last few months as I've pondered and prayed over what direction to take my kids in our studies in the future. The Lord has reminded me to keep our Bible studies and devotional time first and foremost. For the summer, I've printed out a list of Scripture references from the Gospels, arranged chronologically, that N and T are looking up and reading independently in their own Bibles each day. They're then writing down their thoughts, from each reading, as to what stood out to them the most, and why, in their Bible journals. They're both really enjoying the consistent routine and simplicity of this, and I've been so blessed to listen as they read to me from their Bible journals.

Finally, clarity of focus is taking hold of my planning again, and I've felt renewed in my dedication to the discipline of prioritizing our daily endeavors. I'm scheduling our reading lists with a view towards our years to come, yet determined to take it slow and steady enough to enjoy where we are at each point along the way. It's all so simple, really, and yet I do tend to over-complicate things if I'm not careful. 

I do believe that I've finally learned that truly, less is more, and as I've been reorganizing the books on our shelves into the order that they're found or relate to AO years, I've been wondering over how I've come full circle now back to the very first curriculum that the Lord led me to so many years ago when we first began... when now 12yo N was only six years old! But I doubted and fretted and wandered away, only to return with regrets for time and focus lost, as we dabbled with this and that. At least for all of our eclectic stumblings, I've gained determination and perspective... and I certainly know what we're not about! LOL

The more I read, the more I believe in Charlotte Mason's methods, and uderstand how intrinsically practical truths are applied throughout her educational philosophy. I'm glad to finally be getting rid of all this extraneous stuff (curriculum I'd been holding on to and trying in vain to use all of these years, and have been selling these last few months) after realizing that all of my wayward efforts to add to and over-tweak Ambleside in the last couple years has done nothing but side-track and bog us down in our studies... After years of dabbling with AO, while simultaneously trying to do other stuff, I have finally realized my error has been in my hoarding and accruing TOO much stuff.

As I think back over the past few years, and how busy life has had us (especially the year before this last one, when we babysat two infants and two toddlers) I can't help but to realize that - had I been focused and determined upon our course with AO, in its unrushed yet meaty simplicity - we would have gotten so much more accomplished. *sighs* And so, as I survey the BIG picture of our homeschooling history thus far, it is with humble misgivings over mistakes made and lessons learned that I end this year. I vow to not over-complicate the process from here on out... and if this rambling doesn't make much sense to you, then forgive me, it's more for my own self that I'm writing this out really, just part of the journey, my learning.

Well, baby S is awake now, N and T just got home, and I've got to take N to guitar practice now. Thanks for reading, if you made it this far. The garden and house were pretty much neglected last week as the kids and I played and worshipped our Lord at Creative Arts camp, and this lap top is so slow, so it may be a while yet before I have a chance to blog some more. Also, my email access is limited since I have to log on to charter's website to check my email, and my online access is limited at that. I hope that our computer issues are resolved soon though, as I'm feeling quite disconnected... ;)

  

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yet, similar... that's what I love about siblings. It's always so fascinating to me to see how different they are from eachother, and yet so alike as to be recognized by strangers as being family. Each child uniquely from the same lineage, and yet their inherited traits from both of the parents endlessy varying in each individual... simply miraculous and wonderful to behold!

This has especially been on my mind lately, since N and I have been studying dna and genetics together this week (and having all sorts of interesting discussion as we read about genetics, cloning, etc.) for his co-op science class.

For You formed my inward parts;
You covered me in my mother’s womb.
I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
Marvelous are Your works,
And that my soul knows very well.
My frame was not hidden from You,
When I was made in secret,
And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.
Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed.
And in Your book they all were written,
The days fashioned for me,
When as yet there were none of them.

~ Psalm 139.13-16

  

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Studying like a Berean takes time... and one thing that I've learned over the years is not to rush through articles or books when I'm studying any aspect of the Word. Inevitably when I take on a new study, once I begin digging, I'll usually end up with more questions first, as my thoughts are stirred up, and then as I search out and ponder the answers, I'll find myself surrounded with numerous books, articles and Bibles as well as invaluable input from other like-minded Berean-type Believer friends whom I've consulted with questions concerning any given topic/issue...

And so it has gone for me in this last week as I've ventured into this particular study as well, which Julie is hosting here. Thus I'm still gathering my thoughts on the first three portions of the study, all of which I've now read, but am still holding up for analysis. So far, I've really appreciated the fact that doing this study has gotten me digging deeper, praying more specifically about some things and formulating more concretely what I believe. That is always good... and I just love when the Lord prompts me in a direction and I sense His gentle guidance as I go along.

I was glad when Julie announced that she'd slow down the pace a wee bit, as I would be pretty behind at this point if she hadn't, since when endeavoring to "study" an issue, I usually end up doing more than a simple read-through of any given materials... and right now I have a lot on my plate already. What can I say? I'm a slow eater in the physical realm as well... but I hear that's good for digestion anyways, and so I've resigned myself to the fact. And as much as I love my scholar's hat, there are quite a few others I must dawn every day as well, and so, I must allot my time wisely, which means putting away my books (which I could easily while away my days in) to get out the kids' books and study with them, or joining Chris when he says, "Let's watch a movie" or "Let's take the kids to the park", and then there's every Mom's never-ending nemesis... house cleaning and laundry, of course... in my case lately, piles of laundry, which I can tolerate covering the couch for a couple of days, but when the pile starts to encompass the floor around the couch, and I'm having to dig through it to find clean bibs for the spit-up queen, I must determine to set aside my reading- yet again (which have I mentioned, I much prefer?)... to take up the mundane. But like I said, I'm a slow one I guess anyways, and I digress. Okay, back to this here study...

First off, I'd like to throw out a disclaimer to anyone who may have jumped on board (or may be considering) this study per my invitation. I am not very familiar with the writers of this particular study, and therefore cannot stand by their teaching wholeheartedly at this point. Upon initially looking over the material purported to be covered in this study, my inclinations were that it would surly follow along the lines of what I've learned over the years concerning Hebraic roots studies, and would make an easy sort of introductory study for others, as well as review for myself, providing guidance for digging deeper into covenant theology and the Hebraic roots of our faith. So far, I'm thinking that maybe The Miracle of the Scarlet Thread, one of the books that I began with years ago, may be a better way to go for anyone interested in that focused goal for study. Mike and Sue do, however, recommend this other article, The Gospel of the Covenant is the Pilgrimage to Salvation, which I also just read this morning, to supplement this study.

As I'm reading the studies, I'm finding myself needing to look up Scriptures and then even reading some commentaries and referring to some other reference books I have here on hand for clarification here and there to truly approach this study as a Berean...

First of all, Mike and Sue, the authors of this study start off by telling us the purpose of their ministry, Restoration Ministries International, namely to provide awareness to the Church of "the Hebraic foundations of understanding and practice upon which the early Church was founded", by equipping God's people through the provision of "practical resources for God's people to live out His restorative truths to fulfill His purposes."

These are commendable goals, which I do share with the Dowgiewiczes. I also agree with their beginning premise that "Through these truths our Father is revealing the trust-based obedient lifestyle of our father Abraham."

By faith Abraham, when he was tested, offered up Isaac, and he who had received the promises offered up his only begotten son, of whom it was said, “In Isaac your seed shall be called,” concluding that God was able to raise him up, even from the dead, from which he also received him in a figurative sense.

~Hebrews 11.17,19

Concerning our father Abraham, I would like to add something here that was not mentioned in this study, but which deeply moved me when I learned it years ago. The first mention of a "Hebrew" in the Bible is in Genesis 14.13, in reference to Abraham. It comes from the Hebrew root word abar, which means "to cross over", thus a Hebrew is one who has crossed over. And just as Abraham responded to God's calling him out, as he crossed over the river into the land which God was giving him, and then trusted and obediently responded to God's requirement that he lay his promised inheritance upon the altar, so too we as Believers in Yeshua/Jesus as our Messiah do respond in faith as we cross over spiritually from this world, into His Covenant (as did the Israelites as well, cross over the Jordan into their Promised Land), and then even physically as we learn to appreciate the many physical symbolisms of walking and living out obedience to His teachings (Torah).

Hebrew:

Derivation.

(1.) The name is derived, according to some, from Eber (Genesis 10:24), the ancestor of Abraham. The Hebrews are "sons of Eber" (10:21).

(2.) Others trace the name of a Hebrew root-word signifying "to pass over," and hence regard it as meaning "the man who passed over," viz., the Euphrates; or to the Hebrew word meaning "the region" or "country beyond," viz., the land of Chaldea. This latter view is preferred. It is the more probable origin of the designation given to Abraham coming among the Canaanites as a man from beyond the Euphrates (Genesis 14:13).

(3.) A third derivation of the word has been suggested, viz., that it is from the Hebrew word 'abhar, "to pass over," whence 'ebher, in the sense of a "sojourner" or "passer through" as distinct from a "settler" in the land, and thus applies to the condition of Abraham (Hebrews 11:13).

from Easton's Bible Dictionary

So, you see, in the truest sense of the word, we as Believers grafted into the true vine, we are Hebrews... I don't know about you, but that was a "wow" revelation for me.

As I've explained above, I am in total agreement with the premises and message of this first lesson, pretty basic stuff. I must say a big "Amen" to the statement made in Lesson #1, here on page 3,

 

It is vital that you embrace the Covenant relationship which Jesus has made possible. So many false, man-centered gospels have been developed in the past few centuries. Many today are embracing them to their eternal destruction. (see Matthew 7.21-23)

I did, however, notice something concerning this lesson that I would like to bring into question, and to make others doing this study aware of... Really, I am a bit surprised that no one else has yet seen nor brought it up. As I read under "Priority #1", there on p. 3 of the pdf document, where the Scripture John 7.38,39 is quoted and then used as proof text for the following paragraph/statement in paragraph 3, I noticed that it seemed a bit off, as if the Scripture were being taken out of context, as I understand it.

The problem though isn't in the point trying to be made, as I have learned through my own studies over the years how truly, as this study says, the "foundation for our salvation is found in the Older Testament, and made clear in the Newer Testament as a continuum." That's definitely true, like I said, no problem with the *message* being taught here, BUT what doesn't settle with me is the use of that particular Scripture from John to say so, as I don't think that's what it's saying at all... this is a Messianic Scripture, where as you may or may not know, Jesus is proclaiming that He is the Messiah during the Feast of Tabernacles, particularly during the water pouring ceremony.

John 7.37 In the last day, that great day of the feast, Jesus stood and cried, saying, If any man thirst, let him come unto me, and drink.

As Jamieson writes in his commentary concerning this Scripture:

37-39. the last day, that great day of the feast—the eighth (Le 23:39). It was a sabbath, the last feast day of the year, and distinguished by very remarkable ceremonies. "The generally joyous character of this feast broke out on this day into loud jubilation, particularly at the solemn moment when the priest, as was done on every day of this festival, brought forth, in golden vessels, water from the stream of Siloah, which flowed under the temple-mountain, and solemnly poured it upon the altar. Then the words of Isa 12:3 were sung, With joy shall ye draw water out of the wells of Salvation, and thus the symbolical reference of this act, intimated in Joh 7:39, was expressed" [Olshausen]. So ecstatic was the joy with which this ceremony was performed—accompanied with sound of trumpets—that it used to be said, "Whoever had not witnessed it had never seen rejoicing at all" [Lightfoot].

Jesus stood—On this high occasion, then, He who had already drawn all eyes upon Him by His supernatural power and unrivalled teaching—"Jesus stood," probably in some elevated position.

and cried—as if making proclamation in the audience of all the people.

If any man thirst, let him come unto me, and drink!—What an offer! The deepest cravings of the human spirit are here, as in the Old Testament, expressed by the figure of "thirst," and the eternal satisfaction of them by "drinking." To the woman of Samaria He had said almost the same thing, and in the same terms (Joh 4:13, 14). But what to her was simply affirmed to her as a fact, is here turned into a world-wide proclamation; and whereas there, the gift by Him of the living water is the most prominent idea—in contrast with her hesitation to give Him the perishable water of Jacob's well—here, the prominence is given to Himself as the Well spring of all satisfaction. He had in Galilee invited all the WEARY AND HEAVY-LADEN of the human family to come under His wing and they should find REST (Mt 11:28), which is just the same deep want, and the same profound relief of it, under another and equally grateful figure. He had in the synagogue of Capernaum (Joh 6:36) announced Himself, in every variety of form, as "the Bread of Life," and as both able and authorized to appease the "HUNGER," and quench the "THIRST," of all that apply to Him. There is, and there can be, nothing beyond that here. But what was on all those occasions uttered in private, or addressed to a provincial audience, is here sounded forth in the streets of the great religious metropolis, and in language of surpassing majesty, simplicity, and grace. It is just Jehovah's ancient proclamation now sounding forth through human flesh, "Ho, every one that thirsteth, come ye to the waters, and he that hath no Money!" &c. (Isa 55:1). In this light we have but two alternatives; either to say with Caiaphas of Him that uttered such words, "He is guilty of death," or falling down before Him to exclaim with Thomas, " My Lord AND MY God!"

John 7.38 He that believeth on me, as the scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water.

38. as the scripture hath saidThese words belong to what follows (emphasis mine), "Out of his belly, as the scripture hath said, shall flow," &c. referring not to any particular passage, but to such as Isa 58:11; Joe 3:18; Zec 14:8; Eze 47:1-12; in most of which the idea is that of waters issuing from beneath the temple, to which our Lord compares Himself and those who believe in Him.

out of his belly—that is, his inner man, his soul, as in Pr 20:27.

rivers of living water—(See on [1801]Joh 4:13). It refers primarily to the copiousness, but indirectly also to the diffusiveness, of this living water to the good of others.

But in this lesson, they've left the comma out of the Scripture -after me, before "as the Scripture said", and that comma is there in every version of this Scripture that I've checked, and it's important, as its absence completely changes the meaning, naturally. See here. From lesson #1, p.3: "Jesus makes clear how you can enter into this Covenant: "Whoever trust in me as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him..."

But what the Scripture actually says is:

"He who believes in Me, as the Scripture has said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water.”

Notice the COMMA, because it changes the meaning completely. I'm not sure why they would do this (omit the comma), except to use the Scripture to prove their point, but that's just wrong imho- obviously- and even unneccessary since there's plenty of other proof texts for that premise anyways. And I don't want to be petty, and wouldn't bring it up except that I feel obligated to do so since I have already committed myself to this study, and after consulting two trusted people have been told that I should throw my misgivings out here into the blogosphere for others to consider as well. So, why am I the only one who's even seeing it and am I missing something?

Those words, by the omission of that comma, are made to belong to "Whoever trusts in me"... they have it written in the study as "Whoever trusts in me as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him." And then they go on about how only Scripture in existence then was the Old Testament -granted, of course, but I don't think Jesus was specifying as to "how" to believe on or trust in Him here, His point was that for "whoever trusts in Him", then *comma*, "AS SCRIPTURE HAS SAID, streams of living water will flow" versus believing on HIM as Scripture has said... am I making sense here?

Then they go so far as to say (on the same page), that based on that (their) interpretation of this Scripture (which I didn't find in any other commentary I checked, and I checked a few) that "You can recognize deceptive gospels because they omit the covenant stipulations Jesus speaks of in John 7:38,39" What?! What covenant stipulations? But they're making reference to the previous inference they drew that we should "trust as the Scripture has said" (without the comma, which- did I mention- is there in my Bible). I'm not seeing that He's laid any covenental stipulations per say out there... but they're saying that the covenant stipulations are to "trust in Me as the Scripture has said"... I don't see any, besides the trusting part. And as far as I can tell, they've put the emphasis in the wrong place and therefore have interpreted that very important Scripture all out of whack, which is SO ironic since this very Scripture points SO vividly to Jesus's Jewishness and recognition of the Hebraic temple ceremonies of the day as He proclaimed Himself to be the Jewish Messiah, through reference to the Hebraic customs and writings of the day. And besides, in my humble opinion, that seems to be a bit simplistic of a statement to be made anyways, concerning how to recognize deceptive gospels. So, what gives?

Then again, as far as I can tell, reference is again made to this faulty interpretation of this particular Scripture (John 7.38-39) on page 15, paragraph 8, of the article they refer readers to, The Gospel of the Covenant is the Pilgrimage to Salvation. It says, "To be 'born again' was to trust in Jesus 'as the Scripture has said' - as Abraham trusted." To read a wonderfully insightful little Hebraic commentary piece on Jesus's conversation with Nicodemus (Nakdimon in Hebrew) concerning being "born again", click here.

As I said, I have now read the study up through Lesson three, and have quite a few more thoughts that I'd like to share, but I'm finding myself short of time, so please bear with me as I trail behind everyone else. Now that I got that awkward bit of discrepancy out of the way and off my chest, I feel like I can move on. ;) There's also a lot of good stuff here, and I hate to come out all contrary to begin with, but I must share honestly here with what I perceived, the good and the bad.
Another quote that I would like to "Amen":

So much of Christendom today "outsources" wives and children for others to teach. This was never God's intent, and violates so much of His Word pertaining to the relational intimacy of the home and parental influence in spiritual growth.

And then, from page 4, also of Lesson 1:

Nor should other people or programs compensate for your shortcomings in this responsiblity.

And, that's all for now, since I must attend to other things around here, and have already spent quite a few hours on this today alone. I do have so much more to share though, as my thoughts have been running every which way and many intriguing points brought up that I would like to expound upon, but it will be as I find time... and I am determined to fold that laundry and cook meals for the family first. ;)

Blessings and Shalom to you all~

  

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If you have ever felt sick and tired of churchianity…and felt Father drawing you to something else…something more real…more intimate…more simple, then please pray and consider joining us in this study.

I would like to extend an invitation to all of my friends and readers here to join me and some other ladies (gents?) in a study we started yesterday. We'll be reading through and discussing a study put together by Mike and Sue Dowgiewicz of Restoration Ministries Int. that can be found here, entitled Discussing How to Restore the Early Church. Our study is being hosted by Julie of Seeking the Old Paths and so far she's posted the first two parts, here and here, which I have printed out for easier reading.

It's a lot to read each day, especially since I'm looking up all of the Scriptures as I go, so I may not keep up with Julie's pace, but I will be posting each portion of the study as I go, along with my own thoughts, which will inevitably set my posts back behind hers a ways. Please do join me if you're interested, and let me know. It would be great if you would post your own thoughts on your blog or in the comments section over at Julie's blog, if you do decide to study with us. I promise that you will find it interesting, to say the least... I'm challenged already.

I don't know about you, but this has been a topic of great fascination to me, from the time that I began to think about, question and realize (about 10-11 years ago) how very different the concept of discipleship within the Church is today from what it was in the first century, and how very relevant and important an understanding of the Hebraic culture and mindset of yesteryears (context of the Bible) still is to my Faith walk today... and how it colors my understanding of the Word of Adonai (or lack thereof), and its translation into my daily walk with Him.

I still consider myself such a fledgling in understanding the things of God, and do so look forward to growing closer to Him as I seek to hear His Voice daily. I hope to post some of my thoughts on as I go through this study. I can't tell you how many times I've wanted to write about something though, and just get so overwhelmed with where to begin and how to proceed that I just end up writing nothing at all. That's the sort of writer's block that I usually suffer from... so many ideas jumbled together and bottlenecking that very few end up coming out. Hopefully I will overcome that particular hindrance.

I'm somewhat familiar with Restoration Ministries, since I'd read a few articles from their website a few years back when I was researching home churching. I found the "I Hate Nicolaitanism" article particularly encouraging, validating and thought-provoking. I remember sharing excitedly of all that I'd read with Chris. I haven't gone through this particular study though, and am very excited to see what the Lord has in store for us as we read and share this message together. When Julie asked me join her in this study, I knew right away that it would be very timely for Chris and I as we're seeking Him for direction right now in quite a few areas. I also thought that it might provide a good opportunity for some of you to delve deeper into the Word with me, and to learn more of our great heritage as well. It should also be a good catalyst for me to write/share some more about our journey down this path on my blog, as well as some of our recent struggles as we've been in this time of transition during the last couple of years... intimidating topics that I've been considering and wanting to write more about for some time now.

For a long time -since we'd first begun learning of our Faith's Hebraic roots, about ten years ago- we'd remained within the mainstream Church, but definitely felt like outsiders in many regards, wondered why these Truths weren't being taught (besides by our Sunday School teacher that introduced us to this during an in-depth walk/study through the Book of Genesis), and just kept pretty much under the radar, as we began to celebrate the Biblical Holidays. We've also rejected all notions of replacement theology, as we've learned to recognize it for what it is. During this time, we've been able to share with a few friends we've met from various congregations (as we've had a few interstate moves during that time) of the wonderful treasures that we were finding in our studies along these lines, and have hopefully inspired a few to pursue these studies on their own.

In the last year we've been blessed to worship and study with our local Messianic congregation, though we've still not been settled within our spirits as to what direction the Lord would have us go... as far as regular fellowship and coorperate worship goes. We're still attending our weekly Bible/book study with our friends from the Messianic congregation, and still enjoy the comradery and loving fellowship of friends we've made from a local non-denominational church that we'd been attending the first couple of years that we've lived here. But Chris and I are going to start having a more formal study time together each week during the Sabbath, home-church starting with just us if you will, as we seek our Lord for what direction He would have us to go from here... We'll be going through this study together as we do. I think that it's a good place to start, again...

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end.

~ Ecclesiastes 3.11

 

  

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We had a wonderful time camping out last weekend, as we celebrated the Feast of Tabernacles/Ingathering, aka. Sukkoth, with friends new and old. We also helped our local congregation to build a little sukkah the weekend before in front of the church building where we meet at. They said that they build it there every year and leave it up for a couple of weeks to serve as a testimony for all who see it.

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You may go here to read more about why we, as New Covenant Gentile believers in Jesus as our Messiah, Celebrate the Feast of Tabernacles. Also, my dear friends Carla and Jenny have recently written lovely posts about this holy day as well, also known as Messiah's Feast, here and here.

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A time for worshiping our King under the sukkah... this little guy was gettin' his boogey on!

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And I heard a loud voice from heaven saying, “Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and He will dwell with them, and they shall be His people. God Himself will be with them and be their God.

Revelation 21.3

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...and for remembering Who is our shelter...

For in the time of trouble
He shall hide me in His pavilion;
In the secret place of His tabernacle
He shall hide me;
He shall set me high upon a rock.

Psalm 27.5

And we're just practicing, because according to the prophet Zechariah, someday soon...

And his feet shall stand in that day upon the mount of Olives, which is before Jerusalem on the east, and the mount of Olives shall cleave in the midst thereof toward the east and toward the west, and there shall be a very great valley; and half of the mountain shall remove toward the north, and half of it toward the south. And it shall come to pass, that every one that is left of all the nations which came against Jerusalem shall even go up from year to year to WORSHIP THE KING, the LORD of hosts and to KEEP THE FEAST OF TABERNCLES"

Zechariah 14.4,16

  
mood : energetic
music: baby S\\\\\\\'s mobile music
multitasking today: folding laundry, typing doc for hs coop nursery, taking & uploading pics, dinner preps, daydreaming of all the rearranging and creating I am inspired to do- Fall does this to me, but right now I find myself mostly nursing the baby- Oh- and eating the peanut m&m s Chris bought me a giant bag of.

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When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, "I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.

~John 8.12

by the light of the candles...

Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. In him was life, and that life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it.

~John 1.3-5

Hanukkah~ Night 6

God’s Lamp, Man’s Light - Mysteries of the Menorah

  

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God raised him to the highest place and gave him the name above every name (Philippians 2:9).

Although Chanukkah (the Feast of Dedication) is not a festival specifically commanded in the Scriptures, we are told that Yeshua observed it in first-century Jerusalem (John 10:22). He certainly affirmed the importance of the Maccabean victory of 164 B. C. E. and celebrated the preservation of his people, Israel. A central part of the observance is the lighting of the nine-branched chanukkiyah (Chanukkah menorah, or lampstand) to commemorate the miracle of the oil.

We are told in the Talmud that as the Maccabees kindled the Menorah in the restored Temple, one day's worth of oil lasted for eight days until a new supply could be produced. Hence, we light one candle for each of the eight days. Why the ninth candle? We call this candle the shammash (servant). It is the first candle lit, kindled by the match; in turn, it gives light to the other eight candles. Although shammash means "servant," it is clearly exalted above the rest of the candles of the chanukkiyah. It stands taller than the others.

The shammash candle is a perfect picture of Yeshua the Messiah. He left his glory in heaven and humbled himself to become a shammash to mankind. Yet after his death, he was raised by the Father and exalted. We can only experience the light of God as we receive it from his Son, Yeshua, the Servant.

Thank you, Abba, for the light of your exalted servant, Yeshua HaMashiach (the Messiah)!

Today I will...seek to be a light in the world as I have received the light of Messiah.

~excerpted from the devotional book, The Voice of The Lord

 

 

Hanukkah~ Night 1

T last night, on the first night of Hanukkah 2006, which was also the beginning of Shabbat.

We said our Sabbath blessings over eachother first. Chris and I laid hands on each of the kids, and prayed for them, blessed them. Then I read Psalm 112 over Chris, and he read Proverbs 31 over me (the kids love that part, they get downright giddy). We said the blessings of "the bread from the earth" and wine (kiddush) "the fruit of the vine", read and talked about His being the the Bread of Life (the Word made flesh), and He the vine, and we, the branches. I then lit our Sabbath candles and I prayed aloud for Yeshua's Sabbath peace and light to fill our home this day and always. We then remembered our Lord's work on the cross as we partook of the bread and wine (grape juice, it's cheaper) together. Afterwards, N recited aloud (read) the Hanukkah blessings as T and I lit the menorrahs.

 

 

  

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Serve him truly and sincerely (Joshua 24:14).

No doubt about it! Chanukkah (the Feast of Dedication) is a fun holiday. The sights and sounds of this festival remind us of the great miracles that happened so long ago. The chanukkiyah (Chanukkah menorah, or lampstand) brings to mind the miracle of the Temple worship which was restored after the Syrian- Greeks defiled the House of God. Although there was only one day's worth of kosher (ceremonially acceptable) oil, we are told in the Talmud that the oil burned for eight full days until a new supply could be produced by the priests. Perhaps the greater miracle was found in that the army of the Maccabees was able to drive out the powerful Syrian-Greek forces of Antiochus Epiphanes. Mattathias and his sons realized that unless they stood against the pagan culture, the Jewish people would perish by sword or assimilation.

As we reflect on the history of Chanukkah, we realize that it was actually a test by the Ruach (Spirit) of God. The path was easy leading to compromise with the Hellenistic world. Many chose that route. But the road was narrower and more difficult that lead to God's kingdom. Putting it another way, Chanukkah was a battle of the gods! Who would prevail? Would it be the god of the world or the one true God of Abraham?

Every generation faces the same crossroads. Joshua called Israel to make the choice and responded to his own challenge, saying "as for me and my household, we will serve ADONAI" (Joshua 24:15).

As we light the chanukkiyah this year, what will our choice be?

Today I will ...choose the path of HaShem (God), even though it will probably be more difficult than the world's path.

~excerpted from the devotional book, The Voice of The Lord

Tabitha reading her Bible

  

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discipleship

This coming weekend we'll be attending the first of a series of weekly Bible study/discipleship classes with a small group of local Messianic Believers that we found via FFOZ. This evening I've just started to read the book that we'll be going through, one chapter per week, Growing To Maturity, by Dan Juster. It will be a good opportunity for reviewing and solidifying foundational Biblical concepts and principles so that we are better prepared to conversationally give an answer for the hope that is within us, the Truth that we have come to know thusfar.

So far, so good... we're really looking forward to getting to know this group of like-minded (in this area anyways! ;) ) people better, and studying the Word of Adonai together with them. I'm excited to have found a group other Believers (albeit small, but made up of both Jews and Gentiles) interested in digging deeper into our faith's Hebraic roots, and celebrating/keeping the Lord's Moedim. Also, it will help us to know how to better present the Gospel to Jewish people, within the Jewish context/Hebraic understanding that they were originally written... that is so foreign to our Western mindset and most mainstream Christian circles.

The emphasis of this class is on encouraging one another in our own faith, our walk with our Messiah Jesus, as well as helping us to become better disciplers for Him.

"Go and make disciples." ~ Yeshua

Here's an excerpt from the introduction of the book:

Messianic Jewish Discipleship

Daniel Juster

Introduction: The Nature of Discipleship

Yeshua said, "Go and make disciples." A disciple is someone who is like the Master Himself. Yeshua's command is the first reason for discipleship. Our concern is that Jewish followers of the Messiah be under His Lordship, be grounded in the Word, and know the truth and live by the truth as it is revealed in Scripture.

Discipleship is a lifestyle of "walking in His steps." It is a life of godly service, prayer, and fellowship in the household of faith. Therefore, this series of lessons is only a first step in discipleship. Let us press on in knowing the Lord and living in the constant presence of the Spirit.

Yeshua said, "Why do you call me Lord, and not do what I say?" (Luke 6.46). In Matthew 7, He makes is clear that accepting His salvation means yielding our lives without reservation. We may not know the total will of the Lord, but "Not everyone who says 'Lord, Lord,' shall enter into the kingdom of heaven, but he that does the will of my Father." Salvation is by God's grace; a person who truly accepts God's grace is willing and able to do God's will.

This discipleship series presents these first steps of understanding and spiritual practice tailored to the Jewish believer. It hopefully will be and aid in living according to Yeshua's will as a disciple, one who has learned the example of his teacher.

  

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Earlier this month, as November began, I was inspired, and I had N and T each write a list of 10 things that they're thankful for (neatly, in cursive ;P). As she was carefully writing her list, T said to me, "You have to make a list too, right Momma?" I smiled, half to her, half to myself and entirely to the Lord... "Yes, of course I do. I will." And, so I will, I am. I have been composing it for days, seeing His fingerprint in every day things, a myriad of reasons to rejoice are all around me.

Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.

~ James 1:17.

And so, earlier this week, as I opened up my latest Shmooze (Yiddish for chatting with a friend) letter and read of Mr. Sam Nadler's encouragment to take an entire month for thanksgiving, I agreed wholeheartedly within myself. Yes, I've determined that this entire month I shall purpose to have a heart of thanksgiving towards my Lord, and towards those around me, as truly I/we should always. As a special offering though, this month I will meditate specifically upon His many blessings towards me, and write them down. Mr. Nadler writes,

Since the Scriptures are permeated with the theme of thanksgiving, our lives are to be permeated with thanksgiving as well. For “He who offers a sacrifice of thanksgiving honors Me” (Psalm 50:23).
The Hebrew word for thanksgiving is todah. Todah means more than just showing appreciation, it also means praise and confession: “Now therefore, make confession (todah) to the Lord” (Ezra 10:11, see also Psalm 32:5). Here we see giving thanks as a confession of faith in the righteousness and justice of God.

~excerpted from The Thanksgiving Offering, by Sam Nadler

Then, today I found this most inspired post of Ann's, which so resonated with where I am, where I want to remain, and thus I have decided to join her in listing the thousand gifts that the Lord has given to me during this season of my life. As I'd mentioned, this list has been in the making for some time, but today I shall write it out, a confession of my faith in Him, and His provision towards me. Lord, I thank you, once again. I thank you that even when we've been there 10,000 years, we've no less days to sing your praise...

A List of 1000 Perfect Gifts From Above

1. Sight, to see...

2. Light, to see by.

3. Colors, so many colors.

4. Creation, all around me... which teaches me of Your Truths of Eternity...

5. Leaves, golden browns, reds, oranges and yellows... hanging, letting go, falling, piling, crunching, pressing.

6. My life, that I was born 33 years ago, tomorrow.

7. Babies, sleeping and gurgling, cooing and burping. Growing.

8. Change, thank you that this is not a stagnant, predictable existence.

9. A country road, winding up the hill, dappled with sunlight and the shade of strong trees hunching over them.

10. Trees, I love them... so rich in analogy, so huge with life, history, with poetic forms stark against the sky, branches reaching ever heavenward, roots digging down deep, searching for water.

11. My husband, strong and rugged, like a tree to me.

12. Our children, innocence turning, changing, growing, teaching me, challenging me... to be innocent, again.

13. Laundry to fold.

14. Time to spend...

15. Children to spend it with.

16. Friends that love and help me, inspire and challenge me.

17. Stationary to write real, hand-written letters on...

18. Penpals who love to receive and read them.

19. the smell of home-made raspberry and orange spice tea brewing.

20. the simple pleasure of sharing a cuppa with my son, hearing his exclamation of enjoyment.

21. a family to cook and clean for...

22. a home to tidy, and work on.

23. a life-time of memories, my eternal soul.

24. my brothers and sister.

25. my mothers (yes, I've two)

26. my father, now gone

27. solitude, which I'm now enjoying

28. familiarity of the refrigerator kicking on its humming, in tune with the MAC

29. electricity

30. information

31. books

32. the Book

33. music

34. my health

35. legs and arms to dance with, walk, run, jump and hug with.

36. leaves fluttering past my window here

37. Chris working hard to provide for us, his family, right now.

38. paintbrushes and watercolors

39. my Grandmothers

40. and Grandfathers

41. My big, gentle, loving and black as midnight German Shepherd doggie, who's content to be beside me always.

42. a little three year old boy's voice shrieking with delight that "Samson gives kisses! Oooooh, kisses, kisses, kisses..."

43. copywork papers, with loops and lines drawn with lead, extravagantly decorated with crayon and glitter glue, proudly hanging on our dining room wall... a joy to read.

44. words. stories to hear, and to tell.

45. birds, chattering, twittering, hopping and flying. busily living.

46. Exquisite little nests adorning our entryway, collected and displayed by enamored little hands.

47. eggs, warm to the touch, fresh from our hens bosoms.

48. Our chickens, they're beautiful with their fullness of sheeny feathers, and hilarious with their bow-legged sprints.

49. Our land, I love the land Lord.

50. Dirt, it's a good thing.

51. Laughing over Curious George's antics with a little one who's meeting him for the first time.

52. Little voices.

53. The thought to pray for comfort with a little one who especially missed his Mommy today.

54. Your obvious touch, as he later became more jubilant and assured of himself than usual today.

55. Money to pay all of our bills.

56. Almost being out of debt, and the resolve to live simply, free of debt.

57. Freshly milled wheat, fresh-from the oven, warm baked bread.

58. Butter to melt over fresh bread.

59. Herbs for tea, cooking, smelling...

60. coffee, love me some good, stout coffee... and ahhhhh, the smell of it brewing.

61. Dear friends to share it with.

62. Photography... how many times I've wondered over how it must have been before people could have pictures of their loved ones... how many memories I've retrieved via a picture. Moments in time, forever captured...

63. That gets back to the sight concept... having recently read a novel whose story is told from the perspective a blind man, later given sight, I've been particularly aware of this most treasured gift, my eyesight. What wonders to behold all around me...

Click here to read my next post: 1000 Gifts, #64-500

  

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